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She chuckles and the babies stir. “Shit,” she mutters.
“Hey, get some sleep. I will fuck them all off, they can come back tomorrow.”
“Boyband, you may be the president of the club, but do you really think you’re gonna keep my brothers from their niece and nephew?”
“Yeah, you're probably right. We will go so you can get through them quickly and get some rest. I’ve got a feeling we're all gonna need it.”
Ray
It's been a fucking roller coaster of epic proportions. I’ve tried so hard to do everything for the twins myself, River and Storm. River has my hair colour, but he looks so much like his dad; they both do. They have his grey eyes, and Storm has his jet-black hair. She’s going to be a handful, I can tell. She’s so strong-willed already, and my baby boy River is so chilled. She’s going to be the ringleader, and I know I’m in for it, and while I love them fiercely, it breaks my heart every day looking at their faces and seeing his staring back. I know Ares sees it, too. The others say it's too soon to tell, but I’m not so sure.
Things have been quiet around here since I killed Bas. Word got out about the psycho Reaper Enforcer and to steer clear. There will come a time again when I know it will change, and I will have to resume my position, and I’m itching to get back to it. I’m living every day as it comes, pushing the feelings down and stomping on them till I can no longer feel, rinse and repeat. I know it's not healthy, but with night feeds and nappy changes, it keeps me from thinking too much. When I'm alone in the dark, that's when it's at its worst, and now the babies are a few months old, they are sleeping longer through the night, and the memories are starting to come back. The longing, the loneliness, and the emptiness seep in with the shadows. I'm on a downward spiral. I know I can feel it, but I can't stop it. I've stopped breastfeeding now, so the tequila I consume at bedtime isn't harming anyone. It helps me sleep, it helps me forget, and most of all, it keeps the nightmares away.
Dane
Ray’s done so well. She’s fought it off for as long as she can, but now the grief is taking over. I see it in her eyes and how she looks at the babies. She loves them more than anything, yet can't seem to let herself be happy. Now, the twins are six months old. They’re sleeping through the night, and this is when she struggles. She started drinking a few months ago after she stopped breastfeeding. It started as a tipple to take the edge off and help her sleep. Now, it’s getting worse; it's not helping anymore. We have tried to talk to her, but she’s so adamant she’s good that we don't know what to do.
“Dane.” There's a small rap at the door. “Hey, can you look after the twins? I'm gonna head out for a bit.
“Out? Where?” I ask as I sit up in bed. It's not massively late, but still, she’s never left them before, not this late anyway.
“Just to the bar, gonna have a game of pool and darts with Priest and Blade.”
“Sure, give me the—”
She waggles the baby monitor at me. “I'll turn it off in there when I get back.” She heads out, and I stare at the monitor. It's set up so I can see them both. They're in separate cots now but still next to each other. Hopefully, they will have the bond that Ray and Bas should have had.
I smile down at the little screen, and warm arms wrap around me. “Wanna practise making one?”
I bark out a laugh. “If one of us could, we would be minted, we could sell our story, and fuck, just think of all that money. Let’s do it.” I grin over my shoulder at him.”
“As if you need the money.” Dice grins. “You could do with the practice, though, so come here.”
He slides himself around to my front and straddles me. We’re both naked, and I groan as our cocks rub together. I slide the monitor to the table and I hear Storm grumble and we both freeze. She settles down and Dice slides his arms over my chest and nuzzles into my neck. Nipping and sucking at my neck, I groan, and he grins against me, licking over the bite he's just sucked into his mouth and nipped. Pushing me back, he slides his legs between mine, grinding himself against me.
“Fuck, Dice, baby!” I grind out through my teeth. He sucks his finger into his mouth and then slides it between us, pushing at my arse, and I groan and relax again as he works a finger in, slowly making me gasp. “Fuck, baby, so good, more, give me more.”
He grins and pushes his finger in further, and I buck as his finger is as far as it will go. I push down onto his hand, loving the feel of him on top of me. He pushes slowly in with another finger, and there's a grumble. Our eyes shoot to each other, and we freeze. Storm again. We wait it out, but I can't help it. My arse clenches around his fingers, and he grunts at how hard I clench down on them.
“Fuck, babe.” He grins. “Easy, you nearly broke my fingers,” he whispers as he starts up again. It’s torture, absolute torture, as he pushes three fingers in as far as they will go. “Fuck, babe… I need you inside me now.”
Slipping his fingers out, he spits into his hand and slides his hand up and down his cock. Fuck, why is that so hot? I spit onto my hand and slide my hand over my own. He groans and spits again onto his hand, coating his dick one last time and pushing inside me. As he bottoms out, we both shudder and stop for a second, breathing heavier now as I accustom myself to him. The grumble comes louder this time.
“No, no, no!” I mutter. “Shh.” We freeze stiller than still and hold our breaths. My arse clenches again, and Dice groans as there's another grumble, then a whimper.
“Shit, shit, shit. Don’t move,” I grumble at Dice but he shakes his head and pulls out, slamming into me and then again. “Dice, fuck, what the hell?” But he just pounds and pounds.
“Babe, I’m getting as much as I can. If they wake up, we’re fucked, and not in a good way.” I hold on for dear life and yank at my cock as fast as I can. We can hear the grumbling getting loader. Setting Hades off whining outside Rays bedroom door “Fuck, hurry up.” I throw my head back and furiously wank myself off while Dice pounds into me like he’s trying to push me through to the garage. He shudders against me, and just as he flops onto me, I come, shooting up his chest and mine as he drops onto me. As we pant for breath, they start to cry. Hades starts to scratch at the door.
“Fuck, quick.” Running into the living room. “Hades, bed.” We run to the shower and scrub as quickly as possible before heading to the twins. “Hey, hey, it's okay, little man,” I say as I bend down and pick up River.
Dice grabs Storm and grins down at her. “Fuck she’s so god damned cute.”
“You wouldn't have said that twenty minutes ago.”
“True, but now she’s cute.”
We pace and rock until they’re finally asleep and we put them back to bed. “Shit, have you seen the time? Where the fuck is Ray? She should have been back by now.”
