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I can’t stop remembering the feel of him, the scent, the way he rubbed his nose along my neck and shoulder. Caged in, pinned by his bigger body, knowing he was completely gone to his instincts. The growls around us as his alphas eye us with burning stares. He was putty in my hands. I reach my hand down, imagining Barren’s mouth opening, his teeth grazing the skin, his hands lifting slowly, pulling my top up, cupping my breasts, tugging my nipple-

“Fuck, no!” I shout and throw myself out of bed. “We aren’t doing that. Stop it.” I go into the bathroom and turn on the cold water.

It doesn’t help at all.

I get out and lay down on the bed again. Curling up on my side. My phone buzzes, and I frown. I reach for it and see there’s a message. I open it in the desperate hope it will be good.

“Where are you? We need you to come home. Lionel.”

I roll my eyes, delete the message, and lay back down. Lionel, Rick, Frank, Phil, Tony, Ben, and Tabby, the omega. I was friends with Phil, but then the others came along; I didn’t really have that much to do with them.

Pack life wasn’t what I thought it was supposed to be. I didn’t feel any desire to fuck them and found cute betas outside the pack to ease my relief on the few occasions drowning myself in work didn’t work. They certainly didn’t seem to be interested in me. But we lived together as a pack. Worked together. No one had ever suggested bonding.

I roll to the other side and stare at the wall. My old pack wasn’t at all like Barren’s pack. The Knight pack are all in sync. When one moves, the other closes the space. It’s this elegant dance I don’t even think they realise they do.

Barren’s not like Tabby, either. My pack had met Tabby and not once mentioned entertaining the idea of courting an omega as far as I knew. I hadn’t liked her. She’d a grasping, calculating look in her eye, and no interest in me. That was fine.

Barren looks at me like I’m water in a desert.

I get more aroused from one glance from him than I think I have in the entirety of the last few years. No one has ever made me feel like that, and now there are five. One omega that’s almost impossible to resist and four growling, mouth-watering alphas. That I also find them attractive is shocking. I don’t think I’ve ever even wanted an alpha before. I want them. They feel like they’re mine.

No, I want that entire pack. Even Gold. Especially Gold. My mind might protest, but my heart and body want him.

It’s hard to comprehend. My body is on fire in a way it’s never been before. I have to hold my resolve, but I’m almost positive Jet did that on purpose. I groan, realising I’ve led myself full circle back to vivid flashbacks of Barren’s body pressed up against mine. Gold’s spat in the hallway makes my face burn with mortification and another flicker of arousal. Dreaming of his cock for years and then seeing the rage in his eyes, the sheer power in his hands as he threw me up against the wall has rekindled a hope I’d successfully quashed.

Oh, gods, give me a bone. I lift my head and eye the dildo but flop down with a grunt, refusing to waste my time even trying.

The sun is going to rise soon. I close my eyes and count sheep.

I count sheep until the sun comes up.

Then I kick off my blankets, jump in the shower, put on my leggings and joggers, and set off up the trail.

I stop at the spot on the trail and squeak when someone hugs me from behind. Oranges.

Oh, god, what is he doing? I pat his arm, and he snuggles closer, burying his face in my neck. His cock presses against my ass. He’s hard already. Damn it, I’m going to hell. I force myself to maintain some semblance of control and not grind back against him.

“I wasn’t sure you’d come.” He murmurs. “Mmm, you smell so good.”

My core pulses, and I squeeze my thighs together. I can barely breathe, and his orange scent is turning my mind to pulp.

His hand glides over my belly, light, fleeting, but it feels like a swarm of butterflies lifts off at once. I could throw it all away, let out the moan that’s tearing at my throat and shift my hips, and it would be our undoing.

I almost cry as I force myself to remain still.

“Race ya,” Barren whispers. He kisses my neck and takes off.

Shit, the omega is running. I take off after him on instinct alone because the rest of me is a pile of goo on the damn forest trail. I catch up to him but let him stay in the lead. Where are the alphas today?

We reach the lookout, and I stay a few feet away from him. He casts me a smoldering look and climbs the rock.

“Come up here.” He teases.

I want to say no. I hold my hand up and let him tug me up next to him.

“What are you thinking?” He asks.

“I’m thinking that I don’t want to leave. It’s too beautiful.”

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