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We face off the same way we did at the table. The same way we did in the tub.
Except, some of my high ground is sinking. Since I found out some important details—where he goes to school and what sport he plays—I’ve pretended not to want this. An act he’s seen through. But this is me admitting it was an act. That Iaminterested. That Idowant him, despite the reasons I should stay far away.
“What’s the plan, Rylan?” he asks.
His pose is casual and easy, like this is just another Tuesday evening for him. It probably is. He does this all the time. The thought is reassuring. This might matter to me, but it’s simply another hookup for him.
“This was as far as I got,” I admit.
I couldn’t just keep sitting there.
But now… Do I kiss him? Touch him? Is he going to kiss me? Touch me?
Aidan smiles but it disappears quickly, his expression brimming with burning intensity that makes my stomach clench. “You wanna do this? Take it out,” he tells me.
This is happening.
I push away from the book spines I’m leaning against and close the distance between us, reaching for his crotch and deliberately rubbing a palm over the bulge of his erection before I lose my nerve. He stiffens beneath my hand. At least I know he’s not unaffected, no matter how laid-back he looks.
And he’s so, so close. Smelling amazing and radiating more heat than a furnace.
I suck in a deep, fortifying breath, then slip my hand into theelastic waistband of his pants and close my fist around the heavy weight of his cock. Shiver, when my grip tightens but my fingers don’t touch. Tug, so his cock juts free from the confines of the cotton.
The black boxer briefs Aidan is wearing underneath his joggers are generic.
But he’s not.
He’shuge.
I already knew that. I’ve seen it before. But this is different. There’s no barrier of water or steam. We’re standing beneath fluorescent, buzzing lights that expose everything. Even the pulse of the vein that runs the length of his shaft is visible under the harsh lighting.
I trace it with a finger and he hisses, thickening in my grip even more.
Aidan’s dick is beautiful. I’m not sure that’s the proper adjective to describe a penis, but his is. Straight, thick, and long, it looks like it should be the model for vibrators everywhere. I’m getting hot and achy just looking at it. He hasn’t touched me, and I’m already so aroused I feel like I’m drugged. Anticipation is a powerful aphrodisiac.
“Little, isn’t it?”
I smile at the annoyance in his voice, some of my nerves disappearing as I recall our conversation outside the bathroom.
He wants this—wants it fromme—and he hasn’t been shy about saying so. I’m not the only one who’s been thinking about this happening again. That helps me shove away the insecurity about all the other blowjobs he’s undoubtedly received. The worry I won’t measure up.
“Suck.”
It’s a command, not a suggestion. And I like his bossiness far more than I’d ever admit to Aidan.
I sink down onto my knees, the rasp of gray carpet against denim the only sound that registers.
Then guide his cock to my mouth, slowly licking around the flared tip before sucking him in a few inches. There’s an intimidating amount left, a lot more than I’ve had to accommodate before. I try to remember comments I’ve heard friends make about deep throating, inhaling through my nose as I flatten my tongue and try to take him deeper.
I want to please him, for Aidan to enjoy this.
He groans my name. My real name this time—Rylan—not Alice, which is what he called me during our last hookup.
I didn’t realize there would be a difference until right now.
I’mdoing this. Not some reckless version of myself who’s in a strange place with a stranger, play-acting at being a girl who can act first and then think later.
The pulse between my legs turns into a painful throb. I’ve never gotten that turned on by giving a blowjob before. But I get a glimpse of the way he’s looking down at me—eyes hooded and expression slack with pleasure—and it’s an extreme high. A ridiculous rush.
