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“I am proficient at wearing her down.”
“Does that mean you two are working things out?” The hope in his voice makes my chest ache. He wants to make things right as desperately as I do.
“It means I convinced her to stop pushing me away.”
“Thank fuck. Maybe if you can get her to open up, this will get easier.”
“Speaking of which, I think I have an idea.” I clear my throat. “Let’s talk when we get back?”
“You got it, brother. Looking forward to seeing you soon.”
Chapter 11
After the reception ended and everyone made their way back home, Laney and Havoc both video-called to check on me despite me telling them a thousand times I was fine. They looked like they were still riding the high of the night, and it warmed my heart to see them that happy. Things are finally headed in the right direction, although there’s still unspoken tension.
Laney thinks I’m sleeping now, but I can hear every word. It breaks my heart to hear her confide in Akio in a way she won’t with us. The only thing saving that man’s ass is the fact that he’s gay. Then again, I thought I was straight once, so we can all get it wrong.
Maybe we should gut the kid.
However, I do get to use him to easedrop on my girl though, so I guess I can’t do that yet. Because of him I find out that Laney and Havoc are starting to make up. I hate him a little less when he begins actually helping Laney to figure out her feelings, not just taking her side for the sake of it. He doesn’t shut her down, but still tells her when she’s being irrational. I can feel his love for her even with my eyes shut, but it’s different from the way Havoc and I love her.
I guess we can’t kill him.
The second Laney leaves, I open my eyes only to watch a very not-so-sneaky Havoc tiptoe in. When he sees I’m awake, his expression is priceless. We go back and forth on killing Akio.
Eventually, Havoc comes to sit at my side, and I make the decision to prove to him how I feel.
I don’t think he believed me when I said I was ready to be with him, but I meant every fucking word. Now, I need to show him. I might not know how all of this works, but he’s the man I trust will help walk me through it.
However, a damn phone call interrupts us. It seems important, so before he can leave, I grab his arm.
“Help me to my chair? I want to be a part of this.”
I am so sick of sitting in this room and only getting to see things over a video call. Havoc gets out of the bed to help me, but then an odd look crosses over his face before his lips find mine.
I’ve kissed him before, but this is different. It’s desperate and sloppy as he pushes me back on the bed and straddles me. He’s still in his jeans and I’m in athletic shorts. But when he leans over me, his large frame dwarfs mine due to the weight I lost in the coma. He settles between my legs, and I feel his length thickening behind his pants.
I swipe my tongue in his mouth as he feeds me his. His fingers splay across my chest before sliding under my shirt, and I groanwhen he pinches a nipple. I never knew doing that could feel so good. As much as I love Laney’s nails scraping over my chest, this is different.
All of it is different with him. The way our scruff catches on each other is everything I dreamt of in the coma, only this is better because this is real. I remember so many dreams where this was all I wanted, and now that it’s happening, I never want it to end.
A grunt of pleasure escapes me as I thrust my hips into him. He sits up, adjusting his knees to either side of my waist, and pulls off his shirt with one hand. Toned abs covered in tattoos greet me.
I lick my lips in anticipation when he unbuttons his pants. His eyes find mine before he rolls over and kicks everything off.
Havoc lays beside me and takes my hand, guiding it to his dick. I’ve touched it before so I shouldn’t be as timid this time. Except I am, but it doesn’t seem to bother him as he helps me stroke his length until I’m ready to take over for him. Each piercing feels like a zap sent through my body as my fingers brush over them.
Why is my mouth watering?I swallow, and Havoc notices.
“Like how that feels, Pet?”
He thrusts into my hand, causing my nostrils to flare. Why does that feel so hot? He does it again, and I know for sure I am leaking all over my boxers just from this.
“Take my clothes off,” I order him.
I still have a hard time doing it all myself, and it’s the last thing I want to waste energy on right now. Havoc winks at me as he follows my instructions.
“Didn’t know you’d be the bossy one here.” He lifts my shirt above my head, then bends down to remove my pants. I watch as he climbs back up my body, then stops with his face just above my hard, leaking dick.
