Page 53 of Arrow to my Heart


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Havoc and I have talked about the events that happened and how he tried to control and demand things of me. He now knows that ordering me around outside the bedroom will not be tolerated. He eventually apologized, but I could tell he wasn’t ready to accept what I wanted to do here.

Which is why I’m still at Evie’s. I needed to help Damien with a lot of stuff for opening our club just down the street. My house is about an hour from the city, so driving here every day would have been stressful.

Arrow and Havoc were fine with it because they know how much Kray means to me. I want to be part of creating a safe space for others to explore their desires, and this is me getting to do that.

Thankfully, after tonight, I’ll be back at home. I carefully pack my leather bag with everything I’ll need and head down the stairs. Evie is sitting on the counter, licking batter off of Lev’s hand while Alexi looks at them with disgust.

“You’re not supposed to eat it raw,” he says.

“I like a lot of things raw, Batman.”

She winks, but before things can go any further, I clear my throat to announce my presence. It’s a good thing too, because the way Damien was looking at Evie, I have a strong feeling batter was about to be everywhere, and I was going to see way too many body parts.

“Good morning, babe,” Evie says, hopping down from the counter to give me a hug. I embrace her and give the guys my best glare behind her back. They all get busy with other things and stop undressing her with their eyes.

“Morning,” I say. We break apart and I look over at Damien. “I’m going to head down and set up the VIP rooms for tonight. Havoc’s working on the leak behind the bar, and Arrow’s assisting with some last minute flooring in the shower suite.”

Turns out urine can make tiles extra slippery, so for safety reasons, we removed the slick tiles for textured tiles. Plus, the added sensation should be more stimulating for the guests that use it.

It’s not my kink, but we wanted a safe space for everyone to explore their fantasies in. It's why we have a team of twentypeople, all helping out with each room to make sure every legal and consensual kink is available to experience.

After grabbing a granola bar and bottle of water, I head out the door and down to my car. I love driving my pink G-Wagon. It’s not the most expensive car that we own, but it makes me look like a baddie Barbie. As much as I can’t stand people calling me that most of the time, I also just love the color pink.

Climbing into my shiny car, which I keep in pristine condition, I head to the club. I switch out of my heels and into flats, since I need to do bar checks first. Most of our alcohol is watered down, and we have a strict two-drink limit and no-shots rule. We want you to be able to drink here so that you can feel more comfortable, but we don’t want inhibitions going out the window.

The day is filled with accepting gifts from vendors, while double checking that everything is up to code. The new shower suite still needs a few hours to set, but it should be ready for use by the time we open tonight.

Alexi and Evie have a mark they plan to take down, but they’re going to bring him down to Alexi’s little torture room with help from Havoc. That way we don’t have to worry about cleaning up blood in a VIP suite that’s not set up for that kind of play.

My mark already reserved a room, as well as requested a specific type of play with a woman. This really could not have been easier if I tried. As long as he shows up, I’ll get my answers with minimal blood involved.

All of our guests are required to sign our RACK forms, where they outline in great detail all of the risk associated, consensual kinks they enjoy, and give permission for others to play with them in our space. It helps us communicate limits to people we might flag as a potential partner for them.

That’s how I know that my mark is particularly fond of needle play. He enjoys the medical re-enactment of it, as wellas creating temporary piercings that are pulled on during sexual activity.

While he will get zero direct sexual acts from me, I plan to play into this. Honestly, this kink is perfect for psychological torture or manipulation.

I have Lev recording the room tonight so that Havoc and Arrow can see exactly what I’m made of. While I still hate my past, I’ve accepted it as part of me. I acknowledge that I didn’t choose to be assaulted, and I’m moving past it with help from Dr. K.

Now it’s time for me to embrace who I want to be. I plan to be a woman in control of dangerous situations. I might be using my body as a honey trap, but never again will I let a man touch me without my permission.

As the guests begin to arrive, I check with our staff to make sure everyone knows the number for security should anyone feel unsafe. Then, I go to see Havoc.

I’m dressed in a tight black mini-skirt with a pink crop top. My hair is curled and hanging down the middle of my back, and my makeup consists of a black smokey eye. It’s more than I usually do, which is why I love how Havoc’s eyes widen as I approach him.

“What are you up to, my unicorn?” He wraps an arm around me and pulls me close. “No one should be allowed to see you looking this hot besides your men.”

I grin from ear to ear as I look up at him.

“You don’t love me walking around and showing others what they’ll never have?” I joke. I’m confident, but not conceited.

“Well, when you put it like that.” He takes my hand and spins me around, looking over every inch of exposed flesh. It makes my skin heat.

“Are you helping Alexi and Evie tonight?”

He narrows his eyes, pulling me in close. I’ve missed his touch, but I also can’t wait to show him what I have planned for tonight. I’m going to get answers and he is going to see the kind of woman I am in this world.

“I’ll be helping them get their mark in the right spot. Other than that, I’ll be stalking you like my own twisted prey.”

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