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Goosebumps break out across his body as he shudders, his breaths coming in heavy pants.

“Suck his cock, Unicorn.” Havoc orders.

She keeps it up for a few more seconds, until her mouth travels down to my cock, and Havoc grabs my hips to take control.

She keeps it up for a few more seconds, until her mouth travels down to my cock, and Havoc grabs my hips to take control. He fucks me until I see stars, and I meet his every thrust with a burning passion.

“I’m close,” he tells me as his hand moves between Laney’s legs, making her groan around my length.

Her mouth pops off and she strokes me. “Paint his chest, Beau. Show Tobias how a Pleasure Dom marks his territory.”

And that’s all I need. Ropes of cum shoot out of me just as I feel Havoc thrust in deep before stilling in my ass. I do exactly as Laney said and cover his chest with more cum than I’ve ever released before in my life. This CBD lube is incredible.

When Havoc slips out of me, I hardly feel it. We all cuddle together, covered in sweat, lube, and our cum, happier than we’ve ever been. This is our life and our story. Damn my mother for thinking she could take even one second of this away from us.

Chapter 31

Hangovers are the worst. But being hungover while your boyfriend wants to have a serious discussion is a special form of torture. Maybe the Triads should do something like this. I would break in a minute.

“I’m serious, Ki. I want to talk.”

Sitting up in bed and removing my arm from over my eyes, I look up at him. The concern on his face is enough that I give him my full attention, crossing my legs in a more comfortable position as he sits down.

“What do you want to talk about, babe?”

He avoids my gaze, which causes an unsettling worry to creep over me. Adrian is always very straightforward with how he’s feeling, so this isn’t like him.

“Do you want a family with me?” He speaks so low I can barely hear him.

“Where is this coming from?”

My mind is already building walls to shut him out. I’ve dealt with rejection my entire life from people that didn’t understand. I don’t know if I can take it from him too.

“I just want to know. You told your father that there was no way you were going to have children to placate him. However, that wasn’t something we ever talked about.”

I put a hand on his shoulder. He’s right. I shut down my father without even thinking of Adrian. Without even thinking of myself, really.

I knew my father forcing me to have a baby would mean I would have to stop hormones. It would cause me to be more emotionally vulnerable, and I know he would use that to gaslight me to ‘come back to my true self’ as he likes to phrase it.

However, I never even really thought about it for myself. I was so set on proving a point with him that I never thought more than surface-level about it.

Honestly, it’s such a scary process to think about, so I’ve tried to avoid it. I’ve spent years becoming the man I am today. Giving that up for a child sounds terrifying.

“Adrian, do you want us to have a baby?”

He finally looks at me, the truth clearly written in his eyes.

“It wasn’t until I met you that I realized who I really was. Part of me was relieved because I have always wanted a baby. I thought maybe one day we could still have that together.”

He brings his legs up to his chest, placing his head on his knees, avoiding my gaze.

“I did plan to talk to you about it, but after you and your father blew up, I didn’t know how to bring it up. I always thought I would have to adopt. I won’t lie to you, the thought of us being able to have our own baby one day really does sound like something I want.”

He takes my hand in his and squeezes in reassurance.

“I would never ask you to do something you weren’t comfortable with, Ki. I love you more than anything in the world. I just want you to know where my heart is on the subject.”

I clutch his hands in mine. While the idea is scary, something about us being able to have our own baby does sound beautiful. When I realized I was trans, I cursed the gods for making me a girl.

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