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“Not bad. I had some leftover coke. Can we talk after your sound check?”
“I have to go straight back to my bus.” I shrug.
“You’re ignoring me.”
“I’m trying to make things easier.”
“Easier? None of this is easy.”
“Is Haley around?”
“Not yet. She is coming to the show tonight so we can talk about some things. I plan on telling her you and I are staying friends.”
“Don’t do that. I already told her I’d be out of the picture.”
“You two talked?”
“Twice. She said you’re a tits guy.”
“I am.”
I bite my lip to keep from crying.
“So, what a disappointment I must have been.” I whisper.
“You have lovely tits.” His lips curl up into a half smile. “They fit in my hands nicely.”
“They’re too small.”
“No. They are perfect.” He stares at me, his big, brown eyes full of longing.
“Anyway.” I change the subject. “You two have a history that can’t be erased. She made that clear, and she made it very clear I’m not allowed to be in your life anymore.”
“That’s such bullshit. She doesn’t get to say who’s in my life.”
“She is having your baby.” I snap. “She does have a say. A big say. Plus, it’s easier this way. It would be too painful for usto stay friends.” He nods his head, looking away from me for a moment.
“But you could use a good friend.” He says, looking back at me.
“Good things don’t happen to me.”
“I was good.”
“But you ended up being bad.” I whisper.
“Abbey. I am truly sorry.”
“I know I have to go. I’ll see you around, Wes.”
“Yeah. Bye Abbey.”
fifteen
I’m sittingin my dressing room, having just finished my makeup. I’m wearing a red miniskirt and a black tank top that shows a bit of my belly button. I have on tights and a pair of black boots to finish off the outfit. My makeup is done in its signature smokey eyeshadow paired with red lipstick. My black hair is in two pigtails.
I once again look at part of the beautiful rockstar.
Key Failuresis about to go on stage, and I debate going out there to watch their set. I want to save face from all the drama going on. I want it to seem like none of it phased me, but at the same time, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry my eyes out.
