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He smirks then and his eyelids lower. I’m fidgeting for a whole new reason. The air in the room grows thicker, and even his voice sounds richer as he says, “Come here.”
“O-okay.”
I almost stumble as I get up from the desk and timidly walk over.
“Being bad behind your dad’s back felt good, didn’t it?” Ilower my head, but he grabs my chin and lifts my head up, forcing me to look into his blue eyes. “Well, did it?” he continues. “And don’t lie to me, Caitlin. You know lying is a sin.”
I swallow hard. “Yes.”
“Yes what?”
“It did feel good.”
“And do you want to do it again, to get back at your mother?”
I nod. “I wanted to do it again. But”—I take a deep breath—“I don’t want to put you out. I mean, by helping me, I’m makingyousin.”
The corners of his mouth twitch. “I’ll be okay. I feel bad for how they treat you, so I don’t mind helping you.”
“Are you sure?” I search his face for any hint of doubt.
“Positive. So, what did you learn yesterday?” I don’t understand what he means until he clarifies. “About kissing.”
“Oh. Um.” I tap off my fingers as I list, “Not to close my eyes and not to purse my lips. Relax and let you take charge.”
“It’s natural to close your eyes when it feels good, but not to squeeze them closed before anything even happens. So, if I was to kiss you again, what would you do?”
I try to relax my stance and tilt my head back, parting my lips slightly.
“That’s good, Caitlin. You’re a good student.”
My heart skips a beat at his praise. I always try to do my best. And then it skips another as Aidan leans down. Instinctively, my eyes close as his lips hit mine, but I know it’s okay, because it feels good. Oh boy, it’s good, this soundless motion of his lips against mine. As I mimic his action, a thick curtain drapes over me, blocking out the outside world. Heat spreads down my neck, over my shoulders, down to my fingertips. I grip myskirt tight to curb the urge to touch him.
Aidan’s hand brushes down my back, pressing me close to him, and I jolt. Like a chink in the curtain, I glimpse with clarity what I’m doing. I step back.
“We, uh… Maybe we shouldn’t do this.”
“It’s okay, Caitlin.” Aidan’s fingers brush over my cheek, down under my bottom lip, sending tingles in their wake. “Think about why you’re doing this. Think about what it feels like to be constantly lectured and never understood. To be undervalued.” My mind goes to dinner last night, how pathetic my parents made me feel. How chastised I was during confession. My chest expands as the anger and hurt I try to keep locked down pushes to the surface. “You deserve this little revenge. They’ll never know—”
Aidan doesn’t get to finish his sentence as I stretch up on my toes and fuse my lips to his, the curtains firmly closed on the real world.I deserve this!He grunts in surprise at my onslaught and his hand on my back brings me closer to him. I don’t complain this time, lost in the sensation of having his tongue in my mouth, of the heat of his body against mine. Excitement sprouts in my belly as I daringly place my palms flat against his sides. His muscles move under them as his arms drift down and around, all the way to my bum that he squeezes. I yelp as he lifts me up by my bum and places me on the edge of my desk. It brings me higher up so he doesn’t have to lean down as much. He steps in between my legs, forcing me to spread them wide.
It’s all happening so fast.
I don’t know about this…
“M-Mr Byrne!” I gulp as he presses against my core, causing a sensation that’s both exciting and frightening.
“Are you wet, Caitlin?” His tone is gruffas he breathes in my hair. Goosebumps spread where his half-day stubble tickles my neck.
“I-I…” My head is spinning as he moves his hips, rubbing against me.
“When you go home tonight, I want you to put your hands in your wet panties and think about me.”
My eyes go wide and I fist his shirt. “I couldn’t… I can’t… Father Murray!”
He stops. “Don’t you masturbate, Caitlin?”
I shake my head. I’m sure my cheeks are flaming red. “It’s a sin,” I say, my voice barely audible above my beating heart.
