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“Matvey.”
The breathy sound of her voice as she says my name nearly sends me over the edge.
“I’ve got you,malishka,” I whisper against her lips. “I’ve always got you.”
With my fingers digging gently into one perfect, round ass cheek, I slowly start to move my hips, fucking her in a slow, languid rhythm that is completely at odds with how feral I feel. Cupping her face with my other hand, I caress her cheek with my thumb, letting her feel my scars so it can ground her, a constant reminder of who she’s with. I don’t want anyone else in her head but me.
She kisses me so damn sweetly while her hips rock up to meet mythrusts, and I completely lose myself in her. When I circle my hips, hitting her right where she needs me to, she moans my name so goddamn sweetly right as her body tenses and she lets go. Her pussy grips me hard, forcing me to use every ounce of willpower I possess to keep from joining her. I’m not ready for our first time to be over just yet, though, so I hold back, watching the pleasure consume her and knowing I’ll never see anything as beautiful as Alina coming all over my cock.
“So fucking beautiful,” I whisper against her lips, kissing her through the aftershocks. Her body trembles beneath mine, and when she opens her eyes, she gives me the cutest smile. It’s the perfect mix of completely satisfied and still hungry for more, but beneath all that is the love she feels for me, and it makes me feel like the luckiest man alive.
Rocking her hips up, she lets out another sexy moan and runs her fingers along my back. I recognize the gluttonous look that soon fills her eyes. It’s nearly identical to the look she’d given me earlier when she’d gone on her little killing spree, and I’m not at all surprised when she parts her lips and whispers, “More.”
She’s a woman of many appetites, and I’m more than happy to satisfy all of them.
Chapter 15
Alina
Matvey’s sexy smile has my pussy clenching even tighter around him. He lets out a deep groan and rocks his hips, hitting all the hidden nerve endings inside me that I never even knew existed until this moment. Sex has been pain for me—pain and humiliation and fear. It’s never been sweet or loving or felt good. A part of me was terrified that sex would never feel good for me, that I’d been damaged too deeply or broken to the point where I could never enjoy this kind of intimacy, but the second Matvey cupped my cheek, stroking my skin with the pad of his thumb as he slowly slid into me, being so careful to not cause me pain as he spread me wider than I’ve ever been, I knew this was different. The bliss that runs through me is only because of him and his love for me, and now I can’t get enough.
His lips find mine, kissing me in a way that steals the breath from my lungs and makes it impossible to think about anything except the pleasure he’s giving me. I’m not haunted by old memories because Matvey refuses to let them take hold. Every thrust of his large cock, every swipe of his tongue against mine, and every deep groan I pull from this gorgeous man reminds me that I’m exactly where I wasalways supposed to be and that nothing else will ever be allowed to come between us again.
Grabbing my leg, he grips the back of my thigh, putting my knee at my chest and allowing him to sink in even deeper.
“Fuck,” I gasp, eyes rolling back in pleasure as I cling to him and moan his name.
This may be his first time, but Matvey is no timid virgin. Bracing his other hand on the bed, he lifts up enough to give me one hell of a view. The hard lines of his muscles glisten with sweat, and each thrust of his hips makes his abs flex even more. Mesmerized by the sight, I run my fingers down his beautiful body. Flames decorate his skin, and mixed in are so many images of death. There are a few skulls and a flock of ravens that cover his side so it looks like they’re about to take flight across his chest—black, intelligent eyes and wings spread—the delicate precision of each bird a work of art that I could easily lose myself in, and on his right bicep is the familiar cloaked image of Death himself. The skeletal face is hidden, but there’s just enough showing to give a glimpse of a wicked grin. So much pain is written on his body, and when I run my fingers over my name, I realize it’s the only spot of hope on him, the one thing he was clinging to.
“You make all the bad disappear,” he growls from above, thrusting into me even harder. I know he’s holding back, trying to go easy on me, because even now, even with him buried inside me, he’s still protecting me. “My body is covered in pain, but you make me forget everything except the good,malishka.”
I drag my fingers up the body I’ll never be able to get enough of and cup his face. Pulling him down to me again, I smile and run my tongue along the seam of his lips, but before I dip inside to taste him, I say, “You make all the bad go away, too, Matvey.”
Even as he thrusts harder into me, his eyes soften at my words while his thumb runs down my cheek.
“I never thought I’d feel safe again, but I do when I’m with you.”
He smiles against my lips and whispers, “You’re mine, Alina. You’ve always been mine and you always will be. I fucked up once, butI promise it will never happen again. You’re safe with me,malishka. Always.”
The scarred pad of his thumb drags down my skin, driving me fucking crazy as he kisses me hard and slams into me again.
“Now be a good girl and come all over my cock again. I’m barely hanging on, and I don’t know how much longer I can last, but there’s no way in fuck I’m coming without you.”
“Fuck,” I whimper before he slides his tongue between my lips again and circles his hips in a way that lights my entire body on fire. Every thrust has his cock hitting exactly where I need him to. The tension builds deep inside me, threatening to consume me until there’s nothing left, and I gladly welcome it. Every part of me is already Matvey’s. He owns me body and soul, and when he feels me arch off the bed and my pussy clench around him even tighter as the pleasure rips through me, overwhelming and all-consuming and so fucking perfect, he lets out a deep, masculine groan before I feel him pulse inside me. He gives a few more hard thrusts, keeping his hand gently cupping my face and his thumb caressing my skin as he kisses me so damn sweetly. Even after he’s empty and our bodies have stilled, he keeps kissing me and stroking my cheek, slowly growing soft inside me.
“I don’t ever want to leave.” He whispers the words against my lips in between kisses. “I want to stay right here, buried inside you for the rest of my life. I don’t ever want to be separated from you.”
I wrap my legs back around him and run my fingers through his hair, cupping the back of his head while my other hand dances along his spine.
“Fine with me,” I murmur against his lips.
I feel him smile before he kisses me again. The moment is so perfect, everything I wish my first time could’ve been, and once that thought enters my head, I can’t help but compare it to how I really lost my virginity. Matvey notices the change in me, and when he lifts his head up, he strokes my cheek and gently shakes his head before softly tapping my forehead.
“Don’t go there, baby.” His raspy voice is whisper soft as he looksinto my eyes. “I was your first in every way that counts. As far as I’m concerned, we both just lost our virginity.”
My eyes fill, but I try to blink the tears away as I tighten my grip on him. “I want you to know that I would’ve waited forever for you. I never would’ve touched another man or let them touch me if I’d had a choice. No matter how long we were separated, I would’ve waited for you and kept myself just for you.”
“I know,malishka, and I’m so fucking sorry that choice was ripped from you in the worst way possible.”
