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“I mean, like… like.” I shake my hands awkwardly by my sides. “Like I don’t know what I’m doing. I can’t… because you wouldbe my first. My first.” There is so much heat in my cheeks right now, I’m probably a tomato. “You know, myfirstguy.”
“Ah, I see. So, you are innocent.” Finn looks far too delighted by that revelation. “I thought as much. That’s okay.”
“That’s okay?” He touches my hips, heating up my entire body in a brand-new way. “You don’t mind my being a… avirgin?”
It shouldn’t feel like a dirty word, and it doesn’t. It’s just nerve-racking to admit it to such a strong and confident man, that’s all. It makes our age difference that much more apparent. It divides us in a way that I would rather not have.
“I think you’re gorgeous, Stella. I think you’re everything. It really doesn’t matter to me if you’re a virgin.” His soft smile melts my heart. “There is something there between us. You know it. You feel it like I do, and I think we should explore it.”
There are no promises there, nothing too solid and full of pressure between us, which makes it feel that much smoother. Easier to get closer to him. If he doesn’t want every part of me and he isn’t promising me the world, then I can fall a little more.
“Since you’re here learning about work, why don’t I teach you about this stuff as well?” he asks me with a waggle of his eyebrows. “I could help show you all about this stuff in secret. Don’t you think that could be a lot of fun? If you want, of course.”
I suck in a couple of deep breaths, sounding about as panicked as I feel, but I find myself nodding in agreement anyway.
“Yeah?” He looks freaking delighted. “Well, then I am here as yourSensei. I am here to teach you what you need to know.”
The next time he kisses me, I’m on fire. In flames, my body is more open for him. As Finn lifts me from my feet and he setsme on the desk, I spread my thighs willingly and allow him to push himself between them. My virgin body doesn’t quite know how to react, but the butterflies in my core are flapping wildly, desperate for him to give me more. I want all of him, every inch.
“I’m only going to touch you today,” he whispers into my ear as he nibbles on my lobes. “We won’t move too quickly.”
There’s a little part of me that’s disappointed because I would love to feel him deep inside me. I want to know what it feels like to have a real man like him screwing me, but it’s probably for the best. I don’t want things to move so quickly that they put me in a place of regret. Plus, if things move slowly, it means that I get more time with him. I’ll get another chance.
“I’m going to touch your breasts,” he mutters, his breath tickling all over my neck. “Is that okay?”
“Oh, yeah, that’s fine.” My head lolls to one side. His hands scoop underneath the hem line of my top and up to my bra. As he takes my nipples between his fingers, my words mumble and become moans or sounds of bliss rather than anything understandable. He tugs and teases. Lightning bolts hit me all over the place. “Oh, God, Finn, that feels really good.”
His fingers trickle down my torso, down to my panties. For a moment, he massages the material covering my core. I grip the edge of the desk to keep myself in place as the gasps intensify tenfold. Finn can see how much I like this, which is why he pulls the lace to the side and begins to explore me in places that no other man has ever felt me before.
His touch is velvety as he runs over my clit, as he plunges deep inside me. I know how to make myself feel phenomenal, yet somehow, what Finn’s doing to me is even more incredible.He really is teaching me something new, making me see stars already. My God, if these are the lessons that this man wants to teach me, then I am averywilling and capable student.
The orgasm hits me hard. It knocks me backward completely. As the pleasure cascades and rockets through my body, the endless waves crashing through me over and over until I can no longer breathe, I know that I will never be able to push this to one side. This is a life-changing experience, and I intend to give myself over to it completely for as long as Finn wants me.
7
FINN
Holy fuck. Watching Stella crumble and fall apart in front of me is unlike what I was expecting. She’s at her most vulnerable and most beautiful as well. She’s utterly gorgeous, stunning, heart-stopping. I can’t stop myself from looking at her in absolute awe. I could watch her face contort in pleasure for the rest of my life. I know that with utter certainty.
I still know this is wrong. Much as I have put everything into separate boxes inside my mind, there’s still a little part of me that knows I shouldn’t be here, touching Stella, teaching her everything, but I also know that I can’t stop myself now. We’ve opened the floodgates of pleasure here, and there’s no switching them off. I don’t stand a chance of doing it.
“Oh, wow.” Stella collapses onto the desk in post-orgasmic bliss, raking her fingers through her now sweaty hair. Her skin is pinched with a pinkness and covered in dots of perspiration, which only adds to the free way that she looks right now. Any stress on her shoulders has rolled away. She’s simply living in the moment and is stunning because of it. “Finn, that was.”
“You enjoyed that?” I chuckle playfully. “Well, I’m your teacher now. I can show you a lot more if you want me to.”
Her eyes lock with mine and she nods emphatically. The desire dancing behind her gaze brings a lump to my throat. I’m not just turned on by Stella, but I’m feeling something as well. My God, that’s dangerous, so scary, but exciting as well.
“But before we get lost to a whole night in the office.” I comment, as much to myself as to Stella, “I will give you a ride home.”
“Oh, you don’t need to do that.” She pushes herself up into a sitting position and glances at her watch. “There will be a bus soon. I’m more than happy to take the bus home. I don’t want to be a pain in the ass or anything.”
I grab her as she jumps off the desk and envelop her in my arms. “Stella West, you could not be a pain in my ass. Never. And anyway, you live right next door to me. It isn’t like I need to go out of my way for you, is it? It couldn’t be easier.”
She pauses for just a second before nodding and smiling widely. “Okay, thank you. A ride home would be awesome.”
I let Stella go just so she can gather herself up, but I can’t drag my eyes off her as she moves effortlessly throughout the room. I’ve just had yet another hit of the drug that she is, another shot of what I know is bad for me, but it feels good, and I’m deeper into the addiction. There’s no shaking it off now, and I don’t even want to. I want so much more from her. Everything.
We leave the office with a lovely chemistry buzzing and sizzling between us. I really like having Stella beside me like this, almost as if we’re a couple or something. I haven’t wanted to do anything couple-like with anyone since Nicole betrayed me.I’ve had almost an aversion to it. But with Stella, someone so unattainable it’s ridiculous, it’s all I want and more.
