Page 10 of Hot Mess Momma

Evan laughs at me, helping me up from the floor. “Alright, that’s enough, Rex; you can play later.” He helps me to the dining room, where he has our food and drinks waiting. He sits down across from me and hands me an ice-cold beer. We dig into our food, and I can’t help the groan I let out with how amazing it tastes. Under my lashes, I can see Evan shifting a bit in his seat, growling low in his chest, so I know it affects him, making me blush. Taking a sip of my ice-cold beer, hoping it cools me down before I say screw the food and jump him across the table.

“I've always wanted a German Shepherd, but I didn’t have the time or the money to get one once I found out I was pregnant. Savannah is going to freak out when she sees him. She's wanted a dog for a while now.” Rex is under the table, laying on my feet. As soon as I sat down, he came right over to me.

“I have a friend who breeds dogs, and as soon as I saw the pictures, I knew I had to have him. Growing up, mom couldn’t afford to get me a dog, and I knew I would get one as soon as I could. Since mom is dropping Savannah off here Sunday, she will get to meet him.” We finish our food talking between bites, and the anticipation of seeing this surprise is hitting me now that I'm done with the food.

Evan gets up, clearing our dishes away, and when he comes back, he helps me out of the chair and walks me over to the stairs, not saying anything. He’s looking at me while he rubs the back of his neck, as if he is nervous. I don’t think I've ever seen him like this before. “I want you to keep an open mind when I show you the surprise, but I wanted to do something for you guys in the hope you would want to spend more time here.”

Before I can say anything to that, he grabs my hand again, walking me upstairs, wondering what he is hiding and why it’s making him so nervous. We reach the first door on the right, and I notice it has Savannah’s name on it on a princess plaque, making me suck in a sharp breath. He looks at me one more time with a soft smile on his face before opening the door and allowing me inside first as I take it all in. The tears are instant at what I'm looking at. They have transformed the bedroom to look like something right from one of Savannah’s movies she loves so much. It’s fit for a princess. It’s so fitting, since that is what Evan calls her. The walls are white with a white plush carpet, and the accent colors are in a light pink. She has a dress-up center in one corner with everything you could imagine a princess would need, including a vanity. A white four-poster bed is against the main wall with soft pink bedding and a canopy to match. This room is amazing.

Evan walks over to me, gathering me in his arms. The tears are falling and I can't stop them. I just can’t believe he did all this for my baby girl. I have to swallow a few times to get the lump out of my throat. “Evan, I don’t know what to say. This is amazing all the details you put into this. Thank you doesn’t seem to be enough for what you have done for her; she is going to love it.” He wipes the tears from my eyes with a tender look on his face. The pure, raw emotions I'm feeling are unlike anything I've ever felt before. Not once did I think this was the surprise he had?

“You never have to thank me for this. Angel, you and Savannah are my entire world. Don’t you know by now I would do anything for the both of you? I wanted to make sure Savannah had her own space when she comes here to make her more comfortable. I want you both here permanently, but we will talk to Savannah first to make sure she is okay with it. Even if she’s not ready, I would never push you both to do something. I would wait a lifetime for you guys to be ready. When I met you both, I knew you were going to be in my life forever, so that’s when I had this room renovated. When it came time to decorate, I wanted it to be perfect for our princess, so I had a little help from mom, Mia, and Tessa. Now you know why I didn’t have you guys over sooner. I didn’t want to risk you seeing it before it was all done. Do you think Savannah will love it? Whatever she doesn’t like, we can have it changed.” This man is just too much. My heart is soaring with so much happiness right now; he went above and beyond.

I place my hands on his face, and he leans into my touch, closing his eyes with a smile on his face. For the first time in my life, I tell him what I really want; there is no holding back for me. “Evan, you have nothing to worry about. Savannah is going to love this room just as much as I do. You are going to make her one happy little girl. As for wanting us here permanently, you're right. We will both ask Savannah on Sunday because there is nothing I want more in this world than to be with you always. You make me so happy I never thought I would have something like this, an all-consuming love. Anytime I'm around you, I get butterflies in my stomach. I want to wake up with you, wrapped up in each other's arms. Being able to cook dinners together, a family growing old together, and watching our children grow. I want it all with you. At first, I was so scared to let you into our lives, and I almost let that fear ruin something amazing before it even started. I'm so glad I took the chance to get to know you. I want you to know, Evan, that I no longer fear the what-ifs with you. You have proven repeatedly that you are always going to be there for Savannah and me. I know you love us unconditionally and would do anything for us. With you, I have found my forever. I love you so much, Evan, now and forever.” I couldn’t stop the tears even if I wanted to. He wipes them from my face, lowering his lips to mine, sealing our love with a kiss that steals the breath from my lungs.

He pulls back, looking deep into my eyes, his love shining through. “I never want you to feel fear. With me, you never have to worry. I will always be there to protect you and the princess’s heart. I love you so fucking much, Alyssa, now and forever. Do you want to go downstairs and watch a movie?”

That is the last thing I want to be doing. What I want is to take this into his bedroom. I need Evan, and I no longer want to wait. “No, Evan, I don't want to watch a movie. I think we waited long enough. I need you to make me yours in all ways. Make love to me, please, Evan. I need you.” I whisper out, my heart beating a mile a minute with what's to come, and with the heated look in his eyes, I know it won't be much longer until we are naked in his bed.

He pulls me closer until no room separates us, making my whole body light up with need. I can feel all of him, every hard inch. He grabs me by the ass, pulling me closer, if that's even possible, and grinds himself into me, making me moan. My panties are already toast; I'm that wet. “Then you have me, Angel. You never have to beg me. But you better be prepared to be up all night because you better believe I'm taking my time with you.”

I place my lips to his ear, whispering until it's him that shivers. “Then what are you waiting for, Evan? Take me now.”

Ten

My toddler is sweeping the kitchen, her new favorite thing, while I watch Sesame Street and laugh. This is a strange role reversal.

Alyssadoesn’thavetotell me twice before I have her up in my arms, listening to her squeal, and I'm rushing out of the room and towards ours. I have been fucking rock hard since the moment I met her, and if I don’t slow down, this will end way too quickly, and I can’t have that. I have wanted her from day one, but I wanted to show her I wasn’t just there for a quick lay; she needed to know I was all in. What I want most is for her to trust in my love that I would never walk away from her and Savannah. I know she was handed a shitty hand in life by raising her baby girl on her own, but she has done a beautiful job, and I'm so proud of her for doing it. The strength she has is astounding, and I'm in awe of her. She will never know what it’s like to be alone again, and I'll make damn sure I'm always standing beside her in all aspects of our lives. I will not want any other. She is it for me and always will be. What I said was true. I plan to take my time learning what makes her scream my name, and I don’t intend to stop anytime soon. Fuck, if I had it my way, I would be buried nine deep in her all day, every day. I haven't even had her yet and I know once will never be enough. I reach the bedroom and step inside, watching Alyssa’s eyes for any discomfort that she wants this to stop, but all I find is a burning passion reflecting back at me. The two of us groan in unison as I slowly lower her down my body.

I grab her face, holding her so she can’t look away from me. I need to hear the words that she is ready for this. Her needs will always come first. “Are you sure you are ready? This only goes as far as you want it to.”

She places her hands on my face, and I can’t help but lean into her touch, turning my head to place a kiss on her palm. She graces me with her beautiful smile. “Evan, I want this, and I don’t want to wait anymore.”

She steps back from me, lifting her shirt over her head, making me suck in a deep breath. Fuck, she’s beautiful. I watch as she slowly strips out of her clothes until she’s standing in front of me completely naked, making my mouth water at the sight of her. I swallow hard and will my dick to behave because I'm one second away from coming in my pants like a randy teenager. “Fuck, Angel, you are absolutely perfect.”

A pretty blush graces her cheeks while she laughs at me, shaking her head as if the thought of her perfect is unheard of. “Thank you, Evan, but I know I'm far from perfect.” She looks down at her body, and I know she’s picking apart what she doesn’t like, and I can’t have that.

“You don’t believe me that you are perfect, but you will soon enough. Get on the bed, Angel, and let me show you.” She watches me for a moment before crawling up the bed until her head is laying on my pillow, and the way she is watching me all spread out for me is something that will stay with me forever. I strip out of my clothes slowly and watch her eyes dilate, and she licks her lips when I drop my boxers. Her eyes bulge at my size. I tug on it twice and watch as she closes her legs, trying to seek relief. “Don’t worry; it will fit. You were made for me.”

I stalk towards the bed, watching her watch me until I get on the bed and crawl up her body until I'm boxing her in on all sides. I lower my lips to hers, kissing her like my life depends on it. She lifts her hips, trying to seek her own release, and I can’t have that just yet. Tearing my lips from hers, I can hear her whimper. “Soon, Angel, but first I get to play. I want to know what you like. What makes you moan? What is going to make you scream my name?”

I kiss a path along her neck. Licking, sucking, and biting at every moan, she makes my balls tighten up, seeking their own release. I make my way down to her breasts, and they are a sight. Plucking at her nipples, watching them become hard peeks. While pinching the other nipple, I watch her back arch as I take one tip into my mouth, sucking hard.

“Please, Evan.” She's mumbling my name while grabbing my hair and pulling hard. I show the other equal attention, releasing it with a wet pop. God, I love her tits. They are more than a handful.

I kiss my way down her stomach, learning every dip and curve of her delectable body I love so much until I reach her bare pussy and see it's already dripping wet for me. Fuck me, she is perfection. She tries to close her legs so I can’t see, making me pry her legs open as wide as they will go, fitting my broad shoulders between her. “Never hide from me, Angel. You are the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. This pussy is mine to worship, and I plan to be in it every chance I get.”

“No one ever..” She has a blush on her face as she looks at me, and I get what she’s saying without finishing it, making me feel like a caveman to be the first and last man that gets to have this.

“That makes me fucking happy that I get to be your first and last.” I place a kiss on the inside of her thighs before kissing the top of her pussy, making me growl.

I open her up and take my first lick that sends pre cum shooting out at the taste until I lose all control and eat her like a man starved. She throws her legs over my shoulders and grabs my hair, pulling hard, holding me still as if I would let up. But fuck that, I’m never leaving this pussy. She’s so wet that it's making slurping noises, driving my lust up higher. If I don’t get in her soon, it’s going to be over before it has even started.

“Please, I’m so close.” She moans out, arching her back. Throwing her head back in ecstasy.

I place one finger, then another, curling them, hitting her g-spot, feeling her clamp down on my fingers. “Cum now for me, Angel,” I growl out while I bite down slightly on her clit until she breaks, screaming out her release for all to hear. I lap up her release, not wanting to waste one drop of her, moaning at her taste on my tongue until she pushes my head away. I crawl up her body until I slam my lips down on hers so she can taste herself on me, and it makes her moan.

She tears her lips from mine, panting. “Make love to me, Evan. Make me yours in all ways.”

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