Page 55 of Stand and Defend


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“Let me show you what it’s like. We’re both high, it doesn’t have to mean anything.”

He can’t be serious. “No way.” I giggle again, shaking my head.

“What are you afraid of?”

“I just got out of?—”

“He’s got nothing to do with it. This is only me and you. That’s it. It’s just sex.”

If I slept with Camden, he’d probably laugh at me. The more we’ve spoken, the more I realize how little experience I have. My skills are limited to my own masturbation and living vicariously through my books. Blowjobs even elude me. The only ones I’ve given I had to beg for, and they weren’t appreciated, which means they were probably lousy. I need to watch more porn before I climb into bed with anyone. Especially someone like Camden Teller.

“I told you how inexperienced I am. You don’t want this, trust me. I’m a mess.”

“Oh, Sunshine, I love messes. I’ll take care of you. Promise.”

“Cam—”

“But the lights stay on—I want what he never got to see. I don’t want to miss a second of watching you come on my cock.”

Damn.Heat floods to my core. My body is certainly ready, even if I’m not. It’s a free pass to experience what sex could be. He’d probably teach me a lot... It’d help prepare me if I ever start dating. I’m not making a mistake like Bryan ever again. Our gaze pings back and forth, searching each other’s eyes.Shit, I’m in.

“Okay.”

“Yeah?”

“But only because I want to gain more experience. What do I do first?”

He sits next to me on the sofa, his lopsided smile is so striking with that damn backward hat of his.

“Can I kiss you?” I look away, and my mouth curves into a grin.He asked. He’s facing me, but suddenly, I’m too shy to even glance back. The other night happened without thinking, now all I’m doing is overcomplicating it in my mind.

“Okay.”

“Jordan.” He takes a hit and sets the joint down. “Let’s just have some fun.”

His fingers thread into my hair, and he opens my mouth with his, blowing the smoke inside. I inhale and let the high tamp down the noise in my mind.I’m done caring. At least for tonight.

He kisses me deeper. It’s a rush. Before long, he loops his fingers over the sides of my leggings, and I let him peel them off. He smiles, then goes for my shirt. I do the same to him. I will not be the only one naked. When his shirt is over his head, he studies my body, and I don’t cover myself up. I feel pretty when he looks at me like that.

I straddle his lap and continue kissing him, my fingers trail down his abs, appreciating his muscles. He feels so different from Bryan. Opposite in almost every way. His body is hard and firm, his hands calloused. Cam grabs my thighs and shoves my hips down on him, and I grind slowly. Even with his pants still on, his cock is different from my ex’s.So different.I’ve seen it with my own eyes. Would he let me give him a blowjob? Would he give me pointers and encourage me through it?

When I’m left in only my underwear, he fills his hands with my breasts and tugs my nipples, sending waves of pleasure through me. One hand skates over my stomach and continues lower... His thumb passes back and forth over the damp strip of cotton between us.

“Please,” I beg.

He groans, shoving my panties to the side and sliding his thick fingers between my folds.

“Fucking hell, Jordan. You aresowet.”

Not surprising, this is more foreplay than I’m used to.

He slides one digit in, and I clench around him.

Wow.

“How many fingers can you take in this tight pussy, hm?”

He adds another, pumping them inside me while I enjoy myself. Touching me doesn’t benefit him, yet he keeps going.What is he getting out of this?It feels incredible. The sound of my wetness fills the space. My arousal practically dripping out of me. He pulls his hand out and wipes it on my nipple, dropping his mouth and sucking it off while he looks up at me.Oh my god.

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