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“Declan?”
He kisses my lips before panting against my ear. “You’re doing so good. You’re taking it like such a good girl.”
Mack continues to fuck me while Declan’s tongue slips into my mouth. He slaps my tits before fisting his cock in his hand and making me take it down my throat.
“Addison,” he groans.
He lays against the headboard while I run my tongue up and down his shaft, swirling my tongue around the head of dick.
Mack vanishes into thin air. He’s just gone. Declan is on top of me, sliding his cock inside of me. He brushes my hair back, enclosing me within his arms. He makes me feel safe. He makes me feel loved. He places gentle kisses against my lips, my nose, my forehead, my cheeks, my eyes.
“Addy, I love you.”
“Chris? What are you doing here?”
“I’ll always love you, Addy. You’re my girl. My one great love. My partner.”
He pulls me in close to his chest. I inhale his scent, listening to his heartbeat.
I’m suddenly cold. Dread overwhelms me. Chris kisses another woman in front of me. His fiancé.
“No! I don’t understand! Why is this happening?”
“You’re overreacting, Addy. We weren’t that serious.”
I can’t stay here. I have to go. I run. I run as fast as I can. I’m not moving anywhere. I’m frozen.
Smack!
I run straight into Declan. I grasp onto his arms, shoving my face into his chest to hide my tears. I’m so relieved to be here. This is where I need to be.
He vanishes from my arms. I’m on a stage. My friends and family are all around. Declan is standing next to a woman. He cups her face. He kisses her lips.
Everyone laughs. They all keep laughing.
“No!” I scream. “No! Stop! Fucking stop! No!”
I’m jolted awake. Sweat covers my entire body. I desperately gasp for breath. It was a dream. It was all a dream.
My chest caves in. The feelings are real. It’s not just a dream. I’m living my nightmares. I can’t escape them.
I wrap my arms around myself, but it’s too late. My whole body shakes as I sob. I don’t even try to be quiet. The pain is from my gut. It crushes my soul. I can’t escape it. I can’t stop it. I can’t make it go away.
I cry until my throat is raw. My eyes are almost swollen shut, and I get up to wipe the snot pouring down my face. I manage to calm down a little, but nothing has changed.
I don’t hurt any less. I just physically can’t cry anymore. There’s no relief.
Hopefully I can fall back asleep. It’s the only way to end the torment. I reach for my water bottle on my nightstand, but there’s barely a sip left.
“Fuck.”
I doubt anyone is in the hall at this hour, so I don’t even attempt to hide my cry face before walking out to the vending machine. I stare blankly at the different bottles. I can’t move. I’m beyond numb. It’s like I’m not even in my body anymore. I detach from myself.
A few stray tears run down my face as I stare at my own reflection in the vending machine glass. Suddenly, there’s another person in the reflection behind me.
“Addison?” Declan asks.
I’m not sure why he’s out here. His face is filled with concern. I don’t care how scared I am, I need to feel relief in this moment. I need the pain to stop. I collapse against him. The tears are immediate. I shake uncontrollably against his chest.
