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Every inch of my body feels like it’s on fire right now, but his words are like a sudden deluge of ice cold water.
“Why not?”
“Odi, I’ve spent my whole life wanting to love you. I’m not about to let our first time be in a hospital bed when anyone could walk in on us.”
I kiss him. “I’ve wasted so much time, Zie, channelling my hurt into hatred, and last night I nearly lost you. I can’t go through that again. Can’t wait for the perfect moment to arise. Perfect doesn’t exist. I don’t want to regret this moment.”
Zie looks at me with his bright blue eyes, and he smiles softly. “I don’t want to regret it either.”
He kisses my temple, and I turn my head to look at him.
“Then what are we waiting for?” I ask.
My words make him smile, but then he shakes his head. “You know I don’t want to pressure you into this, Odi.”
I can’t believe what he’s saying. “Don’t Zie. There’s no pressure. Please don’t hurt me again. Don’t push me away. Don’t deny what we both desperately need and want so badly.”
Zie stares into my eyes, and I stare back into his.
“I’ll never hurt you again,” he says. “I promise.”
I smile at him and then we both lie down back on the bed. As soon as our bodies touch, we’re kissing each other again, hands roaming freely over each other’s bodies, and when his hot erection grinds against my crotch.
“Please,” I say against his lips, my voice breaking. “Please give me this.”
“Soon,” he says. “And then you’ll be mine forever.”
“Show me.”
Zie kisses me hard, from my lips to my chin to my neck to my collarbone, and I whimper out loud when he reaches my breasts and pulls my shirt down to reveal my bra. He kisses his way down from my chest and then reaches behind me to unhook my bra. He doesn’t remove it from my body, just forces it down so he can kiss my exposed nipples. I bite my lip hard, fighting to hold back the moans. He’s so gentle that I feel like I might explode right now if he doesn’t touch me.
But Zie teases me slowly, kissing his way down my stomach and then pulling my leggings and pants down and off so that he can kiss my thighs, then my calves, then my ankles. He kisses all the way up my body again, and I’m practically dying with need by the time he reaches my bra again.
“I love you,” he says again, and I can feel his erection pressing against my body.
“I love you too,” I say, because now the floodgates have opened, I don’t think I can stop saying it even if I wanted to, and then he pulls off my shirt and bra, tossing them to the side. I’m completely naked before him and he’s still in a hospital gown. I giggle and he groans, trying to pull it off but the strings get knotted and tangled.
“Come here,” I tell him. “Turn around.”
He presents his back to me and I make quick work of undoing the ties so he can remove the gown. Running my hands up his strong back and over his shoulders, I kiss the back of his neck as he leans into my touch. His head falls back and his eyes are closed as I massage and knead the tension away.
The feeling of Zie’s strong body beneath my fingers and the sight of his perfect, muscled back are almost more than I can bear. He’s so hot that it feels like I’m burning up every time he touches me, and now that I’m feeling him this way, I can’t help but think about all the times I’ve felt alone and tried to imagine what it would feel like to be with him.
I want to give him this. I want to give him all of me.
Gently, I tug him round to face me again, capturing his cheeks in my hands and drawing him closer for a kiss. He covers my body and crawls up the length of me, pushing me back onto the pillow, deepening the kiss. His hands roam over every inch of my exposed skin, and even though goosebumps erupt wherever he touches me and I shiver, I’m far from cold.
My body is on fire.
As his eyes travel over my body, he kisses the side of my mouth. “Odi, you are so perfect.”
He kisses his way down my body, and he licks my left nipple, then my right, before he finally kisses his way down to my core. I hold my breath, waiting, and then he touches my pussy with his tongue, and I moan as he licks me.
“Oh god.” I spread my legs even wider on the narrow hospital bed. “Zie, that feels so good.”
He kisses me and then slips a finger inside me, and I cry out in surprise and pleasure as he pumps his finger in and out. He thrusts in and out of me steadily as his tongue flicks my clit, and I quickly lose control of myself.
“Zie!” I cry out, holding his head against my pussy.
