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“Remember, slut, no coming until I say so.”
“Yes, Master,” I said, though I wasn’t sure I would be able to obey.
“What is the punishment for greedy girls who come without permission?”
My body shuddered. “The wand.”
He’d tried to teach me to control my orgasms using several methods, none of which worked every time. But the wand was his favorite. If I came, he would pull out the powerful vibrator and force wave after wave of orgasms out of me until pleasure became pain and I was begging him to stop.
“Open for me.”
I relaxed and let myself go. I felt the pressure of him at my entrance and a slight burning before the amazing sensation of being filled flowed through me. He’d stretched me well and it was all I could do to hold still and not rock back against him.
When he was fully seated deep inside me, he reached under me, and pleasure burst over me as the gem hanging from the piercing near my clit buzzed to life. He grabbed the leather of the harness I wore, pulled back and slammed deep into my ass.
My scream was completely of pleasure as he let go and pounded into me like a jackhammer. There was nothing left in the world but the two of us and this primal connection. The waves of pleasure and pain ripped through my body, and I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold back much longer.
“Please, Master. Please let me come.”
“Scream for me, slut. I don’t think you want this bad enough.”
His voice was harsh and I knew he was as close as I was.
“Yes, Master. Yes!” I don’t know how I held back but I screamed, begging him to let me come.
“Come!”
I swore I felt him pulse inside me before my control broke in a prism of color. A tidal wave moved through me, and I felt a gush as my own release flooded out of my pussy and down my legs. White noise filled my ears as the world shattered aroundme and I lost all control of my muscles. Time did a weird slide slip as I floated in subspace unable to even open my eyes.
My throat was raw, and I could only whimper and float in the darkness as the vibrating weights were removed from my piercings. I registered but didn’t really hear the sweet words Cade whispered to me as he rubbed my body down with a warm cloth and removed my restraints and shoes.
A warm, fuzzy blanket was wrapped around me and I snuggled into the strong arms that lifted me. I breathed in Cade’s scent not wanting anything to disturb the perfect moment. I finally cracked open my eyes although my mind and body were both as wiggly as Jell-O. I recognized the couch we were on as being in one of the small aftercare areas stationed around the play spaces.
One of my many jobs was to make sure the areas were fully stocked and anything play partners needed was accessible. I giggled as I realized my touch was all over this space, so it was kind of like I was helping with my own aftercare. Feeling satisfied with a job well done, I nestled against Cade’s chest and enjoyed the rich scent of his natural musk and body wash.
Home.I sighed.
My pulse raced as the implications of that thought pushed away the warm comfort of subspace. I couldn’t call him home. I’d jumped into that situation once before and ended up miserable. There I was after promising myself I would be careful making the same mistakes.
The fact that we were physically compatible had never been the problem. It was everywhere else that we had failed. A few words and promises to change meant very little in the big picture. Changing who someone was at their core could only be done if they really wanted it.
Did he really want to change or did he just want me back? No matter how much I hoped he would prioritize me in his life,I couldn’t know if he would. I wouldn’t give over my life again to someone who hadn’t earned the right to have me, regardless of how badly I wanted him back.
“How are you doing, River?”
I looked over my shoulder to see Mike hovering near. I felt a blush creep across my face. Did he still want to be my friend now that he knew what I liked? I attempted my best smile. “Really good. I told you, you didn’t have to check in.”
From the corner of my eye, I saw Cade frown at Mike, but he didn’t say anything. Was he offended that my friend checked on my wellbeing? I knew he was worried about our scene being interrupted but the scene was over. I’d seen plenty of people check in with subs after something as intense as we’d done. At Rawhide, it was a given that we all looked out for one another. It was just our way of letting everyone know we cared.
Mike gave us both a nod and left. I tried to get my emotions under control as Cade tipped a bottle of water to my lips. The cool water soothed my raw throat but not as much as the creamy chocolate he fed me one square at a time.
He watched me with an intensity that a year ago would have made me ecstatic. It was a look that told me everything I did was magic and he loved and appreciated me. Unfortunately, my trust in the message of that look had been eroded. I knew he felt that way in the moment but would it last?
I took another sip of water. “Did you enjoy our scene, Master Cade?”
The silence between us was growing uncomfortable. The safety of his arms no longer felt as definite. His gaze studied me like he was trying to read my mind but not succeeding.
“Master Cade. I guess it was too much to hope you would just call me Master.”
