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“Liar,” he rages. Teeth bared he snaps at me. Hatred and hurt mingled.
“You were supposed to be the one person he trusted. You left. He suffered. Now you pay, little bitch.”
“N-no. I didn’t want to leave. Kiyoshi made me leave. He said your, I mean Hisashi’s mom would come after me, so he sent me away. I didn’t want to leave.” Pleading I feel his dick pressing hard against me. This version of Hisashi is getting off on my fear and pain.
Ignoring me he reaches down ripping my loungewear down beneath my hip.
“I don’t give a fuck. You were never meant for Hisashi Takeda. You were never worthy.”
My heart craters at his words. Surely Hisashi feels this way if this part of his psyche is capable of saying this.
Did he ever think I was worthy?
Still, something in me rebels at the words. He never treated me as anything other than cherished. He’s always taken care of me, worshiped every part of my body, sought to give meeverything I ever wished for. How could a man pampering me, pleasuring me, providing for me like this feel this way?
Shoving the vicious words away I call, “Hisashi.”
My plea is caught on a gasp. Realizing then he was only toying with me I swallow my fear hoping it got through.
“He won’t help you, little bitch. He’s in his safe place letting me take care of things. He pushed himself past his limits when he allowed you to use the rope on him. That was not for you. Never for you. Not when you broke trust. Not worthy,” he grits.
White teeth are bared and gleaming like the apex predator that lives deep within my husband’s skin I didn’t realize until now was so much a part of him.
“Hi—s—shi,” pushing past the burn in my throat, pushing past the terror, pushing past the disbelief I call to the one who will save me.
Coldly he squeezes. “Too late, little bitch. You’ve hurt him enough. This is the first time since he’s been free I’ve had to save him from the terror.Youare the problem.”
Stars dance before my eyes. The trapped air squeezes. I feel my heartbeat thudding in my ears. He’s taking my life. I can’t gasp. Words die on my tongue. Unbearable pressure builds up in my head. My eyes feel like they are about to explode. No air.
I’m dying.
The man I love more than life is killing me and my only thought is how it will destroy him when he realizes what he’s done.
Forcing my eyes open in one last plea for mercy I force myself to meet his cold gaze. He is unrelentingly determined. I’m the threat that must be eradicated. I can almost respect his thinking if he were right. From his perspective I have brought nothing but hurt and horror on Hisashi. InHismind I need to be eradicated posthaste. Like yesterday. I may have proven myworth to Hisashi but not to him, perhaps never not to him. The protector. The guardian.
I pealed with my eyes even as I pour everything I have into my gaze. He will never relent. Gradually darkness crowds my gaze.
It’s almost pleasant. For some reason I’m happy if the last thing I get to see is his face. Instead of pleading I focus on how much I love him. I don’t even care if I live. All I want him to know is I love him with my whole heart.
I love you, Hisashi,my heart whispers.I love you and your guardian. I love every part of you. You don’t have to hide anymore.
My vision darkens. His grip doesn’t lessen — until it does.
I hear my name being screamed. My body being shook.
Hard hands grip my upper arms in a bruising grip.
“Tay-chan.” Grief and disbelief mingle with the utterance.
Opening my eyes, I’m confronted with grief and disbelief. He thinks he’s killed me. Not him— his guardian.
His visage is ravaged. “Taylor?”
My throat feels like it’s been crushed. My eyes find his panicked gaze and hold it affirming what little life I have left in my body.
Dragging me close his body shuddering with sobs he cries out, “Gomen’nasai” again and again, clutching me to his chest.
Gasping I take long drags of air into my deprived lungs.
