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He’s shirtless and I can’t stop myself from staring at his beautiful chest. He’s so big.
“What are you doing?”
“I – I don’t know,” I admit.
He shakes his head, then says, “Come here.”
My eyes go wide. He’s not turning me away or laughing at me?
I can feel how slick I am as my legs betray me and I move toward the bed. If I’m honest, I’ve been hot for him all night. There’s only one reason I’m here…
I’m wearing my silk pajamas. I threw them on instead of the Santa Paws ones I had on earlier. These are sexier and I know he hates Christmas shit… Oh my God. Have I even heard myself?
“Lu,” he breathes when I’m right next to his bed.
“I shouldn’t be here,” I whisper.
“Then why are you?”
He pats the space next to him. I hesitate, but then sit as his eyes search my face.
“Because…” I trail off.
“Lu. Don’t shut me out,” he says, surprising me. “What is it?”
“I – I wanted to see you.”
“In the middle of the night?”
“Don’t you feel it?” I whisper.
He swallows hard, his eyes dipping to my chest and back as he gives me a chin lift. “We can’t act on it.”
“I want to.” His eyes go wide, but I plow on. “I’m a virgin, T. I want you to be my first. I’ve thought about it and what we said and this… I want…you.”
I visibly hear him gulp as he sits up farther. “Luna…”
“You don’t want me?”
He shakes his head. “That’s not what I… You, you’re gorgeous…every damn inch of you. And you wore that dress I told you to never wear in public.”
“Then why did you buy it for me?”
“Because I wanted to make you smile.”
I’m so fucked.
I look down. “Don’t tease.”
He leans toward me and tilts my chin with his fingers, a move that makes me weaker every time.
“I’m not teasing you, Lu. I meant what I said. You’re gorgeous, but you don’t know what you’re saying. It shouldn’t be with someone like me. I’m an asshole.”
My heart hammers in my chest. “Why not with you? Aside from the obvious.”
“Because. It should be… I don’t know, special.”
“It is special. It’s you.” Does it sound like I’m begging?
