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My thoughts are a mess when I wake up, likely because of the nightmare I had in the middle of the night. It was so real, and I woke up reaching for Kieran only to discover that I was in my bed. Alone. Just like in my dream. I meet my gaze in the mirror, frowning at myself. Should I tell Kieran that I’m developing feelings for him? We’ve been at this for two months, but I don’t think I’ll survive another ten. Not when I think I might love him. My chest pulls at the thought. Okay, I don’t think I love him. Idolove him. It’s twisted and makes little sense, but it’s the truth and likely goes against some kind of rule he has.
Reaching for my make-up bag, I grab my birth control. Popping the pill in my mouth, I stare at the pink compact. Crap. Padding from the bathroom, I go in search of Kieran. I find him in his office. He eyes me as I approach, making my body heat all over. That’s just the kind of chemistry we have. One look and we’re both ready to go.
“Flounder, let me get back to you. I have something that needs to be taken care of.”
He ends the call, tossing his phone on his desk. I know we need to talk, but all thoughts fade when he unbuttons his pants, freeing his cock.
“Come, pet. Ride my dick.”
Not needing to be told twice, I climb onto his lap, position his cock at my opening. Sliding down, I fill myself on him and sigh.
“I love how much you stretch me,” I say with a roll of my hips.
He pulls my dress down, freeing my breasts. I groan as he covers the peak with his mouth, licking and sucking. We’re so good like this, but I wish there were more. Again, this is something that I know will only make him mad. This is just sex to him. A contract and nothing more.
He nips my nipple and says, “Stay in the moment with me, pet.”
I meet his gaze, lifting myself up and down on his cock. His gaze goes to my mouth before he latches on to my breast again, making me cry out. Maybe that’s what’s missing. With all of my other partners, we’ve always kissed while having sex. Kieran has never kissed me on the lips. Not a single time. Something pulls deep inside of me, and I’m overcome with the urge to cry. Pushing him off my breast, I lean forward and bury my face in his neck as I shatter. It’s a bittersweet orgasm that brings little pleasure to go with the pain in my heart. How am I going to keep doing this when I’m clearly developing feelings for him?
Kieran’s arms wrap around me, holding me close.
“What’s wrong, pet?”
Pet. That’s all I am to him. Inhaling, I plaster a fake smile on my face and pull back.
“Nothing. You just wore me out.” I stand, feeling his cum run down my legs, which reminds me of why I came in here in the first place. “Actually, I need more birth control. I’m almost out, and I don’t want any… accidents.”
He gives me a long look. “What? You don’t want kids?”
“One day, but not right now, especially with a man who isn’t my husband.” My cheeks are warm as I continue, “And you’ve come in me several times now.”
I gesture down to prove my point.
“Oh, I’m fully aware of how many times I’ve filled you with my cum, pet.”
My nipples harden. What in the hell is wrong with me? That shouldn’t turn me on. Not when I know I’m nothing to him.
Shaking my head, I say, “So, can we go?”
“Yes, but we’re going to use a doctor on my payroll. We don’t want any rumors out there that you might be pregnant.”
I didn’t think about it that way.
“Thank you.”
“No need to thank me. I should have thought of it.”
I throw his words back at him. “What? You don’t want kids?”
“One day, but not with someone who’s only here because of a contract.” He’s smiling, so I know he’s teasing. “Give me an hour and then we can go.”
I turn to leave.
“Oh, and Ari? Don’t wear a dress. That view is for me and me alone.”
“Yes, Sir.”
I make my way to my room and go right to the shower. Under the spray of water, I let my tears fall freely. By the time I get out, I feel better, though I know nothing’s been solved. Not really.
