Page 80 of The Secrets We Keep


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“I mean, that should have been a giant red flag right there, but I thought maybe there was just something wrong with me.”

“There’s nothing wrong with you,” I said sincerely.

She didn’t look like she agreed.

“So, where is Curtis now?” I asked, looking out toward the water.

“Um, I don’t know,” she answered. “We said our good-byes a few hours ago. I’m assuming he left after that.”

Her gaze met mine and held.

How did I respond to that?

I’m sorry? ’Cause I wasn’t.

Not really.

I was sorry if she was in pain. But I wasn’t sorry Curtis was gone. It was selfish, but I just didn’t care.

Not anymore.

I probablyshouldcare. The fact that her husband’s name was carved on that memorial just a few miles down the road should be enough to make me stop this whole damn thing.

But, I couldn’t.

I was sick of denying my feelings for her, and she was only going to be here for so long.

“Do you want to go on a trip with me?” I suddenly said.

“What?” The word came out more like a laugh.

“To the mainland,” I elaborated, realizing that must have sounded crazy, out of context. “I told you a while ago that we needed parts.”

Her face fell. “Oh, right. The house.”

“I don’t care what you do with the house,” I told her. That was a lie. I cared. A little too much. “But you need to get those repairs. You can’t live in a house with that much shit going on.”

She pondered that statement for a moment before looking back at me.

“So, I guess if you’re still fixing my house, that means our deal remains”—she pressed her lips together, looking up at me—“intact.”

Guess I need to buy a suit.

My face broke out into a wide grin. “I guess so.” But then I added, “But only on one condition.”

Confusion painted her face. “What?”

“You give me the rest of that sandwich,” I said, pointing down the entire other half of her sandwich she hadn’t touched. “I’m fucking starving.”

That damn smile made a triumphant return. “Deal.”

* * *

A few days had passed until my next day off, and between work and being on call, I barely had time to see Marin. Halloween came and went in that time, and I managed to stop by and work on a few things house-related, but there had been little time for much else. I had enjoyed the pictures she’d sent me of her cute cat ears though as she passed out candy to her neighbors.

I liked chaotic days at work—I thrived on them usually. But right now, it was just annoying the shit out of me.

I had no idea how long Marin planned on staying in Ocracoke.

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