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I watch him for several heartbeats, willing the words to be true. Taking a deep breath, I slowly release it before inclining my head. “Okay. Go ahead.” I consent, gesturing toward the space in front of me.
Killian climbs onto the bed, kneeling in front of me as he reaches forward to grip my thighs. Slowly parting them, he gazes down at my bare pussy with hungry eyes. “Oh I missed you.” He murmurs before leaning forward and licking the length of my slit.
A moan slips from my lips at the feel of his hot tongue sliding into my pussy. His fingers dig into my flesh and I lift my hips into him, desperate for more.
Slipping his tongue out, he shifts upward. Taking my clit between his teeth, he gently bites down as he moves his hand to slowly push a finger inside of me.
I moan again, pushing my head back into the pillows. The contact with the soft fabric brings memories of the last time I was in here to the surface of my mind, making me sob. Killian tries to pull back but I spear my fingers into his hair and hold his face against me. “No. Please.” I beg, tears flowing down my face. “Take it away. I need you to take it all away.”
Grunting between my legs, Killian works his jaw as he alternates between licking and sucking on my sensitive bud. I can feel the pressure start to build as he adds another finger, pumping in and out of my pussy.
It’s not quite enough.
Bucking my hips, I desperately seek out something to push me over the edge.
Sensing I need more, Killian curls his fingers inside of me, his other hand snaking up to grip my breast.
Tweaking my nipple between his fingers, I arch into his hand. “Yes yes yes.” I pant, each new sensation drawing me closer to the release I so desperately need.
Killian continues working my body, listening and responding to each sound coming from me. I’m a writhing mess below him but I still can’t let go, something is missing. Something I don’t want to admit.
When I can’t take it anymore, I sob, “My ass. I need it.”
He raises his eyes to mine, pulling back to ask, “Are you sure?” I nod, near delirious with my need to let go. Leaning over me, he places a kiss to my lips, the taste of my arousal on his. “Anything for you.” He murmurs before returning to his previous position.
Slipping his fingers from my pussy, I whimper from the loss. He chuckles and covers me with his mouth again, running his tongue along the slit before taking my clit between his lips and sucking. I groan and feel him push his thumb inside of me, coating it, before replacing the single digit with his fingers again.
Moaning, I lift my hips as he pumps slowly in and out. My breath hitches as I feel his thumb circle my asshole.
I need this. It’s what’s missing.
I remind myself as tears prick at the corners of my eyes.
Take back the control. Take back the pain and pleasure.
I cry out as he pushes his thumb inside of me, the emotional and physical sensations overwhelming.
Killian kneads my breast in his hand, pinching my nipples between his fingers. Once fully worked inside, he pumps his fingers and thumb in my pussy and ass in time with the alternating licking and sucking of his mouth.
“Fuck.” I mutter, my body tensing. “Yes, oh god. Yes!” I scream as my orgasm shatters me, breaking each piece of me apart again. As I come down, the loving care Killian continues to provide my body glues the broken bits back together.
For the first time since that night, I find the heaviness weighing me down has lifted. I can actually breathe again without the feeling of being suffocated by the weight on my soul.
Killian removes his fingers from me and sits back, peering down at my flushed body as I pant for breath. Propping myself up, I push to an upright position and reach forward for him. As he leans into my outstretched arms, I pull him toward me and crush my lips to his.
After several long moments of fevered kisses, we break apart, resting our foreheads together. With my eyes closed, I take a deep breath and slowly release it. Once my lungs empty, I inhale again and whisper, “Thank you.”
Chapter 36
Avamarie
6 weeks later
“Fuck me.” I groan, dropping my head to the table.
I’ve missed so much school none of the assignments make any sense. I know at this point I’m probably going to have to retakethe whole semester and I have hardly enough financial aid to cover the tuition once, let alone twice.
I jump at the feeling of a large palm resting on my back. “You okay, baby girl?”
