Page 64 of It Kills Me


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I shook my head. “I’ve never asked my father.”

“Why?”

I shrugged. “She didn’t want to be a mother, and that’s her right. Why would I show up on her doorstep and bother her? What’s she supposed to say? I could blow up her entire life. She probably kept my existence secret and her husband has no idea she already had a child.”

“Is that actually the reason?” he asked.

“Why wouldn’t it be?”

“Maybe you didn’t want to hurt your father’s feelings.”

I continued to spin my fork in the pasta. “He was more than enough, so I don’t need to meet the person who didn’t want me.”

He studied me, thoughts behind his eyes that never reached his lips.

His heavy body was on top of mine, thrusting into me with slow and purposeful strokes, his powerful arms keeping my legs pinned apart so he could take me at the angle he wanted. It had already been hard and fast in the past, but now he took a slower pace, trying to draw it out and make it last longer instead of hitting the finish line as quickly as he could.

My hands worshipped his body as he did all the work. He bedded me so good it was like I’d paid for it. Everything about him was perfect, from his ripped body to the size of his package to the brightness in his gorgeous eyes.

His eyes were on mine, possessive in his stare, his dick claiming a land that had been stained by lesser men. His head dipped, and he caught my lips before his tongue moved into my mouth. He kissed me as he rocked, as he ground right against my clit.

“Axel.” I spoke into his mouth, right in the middle of our kiss, because it was just too much. He was so big that my arms couldn’t hook behind his shoulders to scratch his back. I could only reach his chest, and my nails moved down like it was a chalkboard.

He gave a sexy groan. “Pretty, I can feel it.”

He could feel how tight I became, how close I was to slipping over the edge and plunging headfirst into the oblivion only he could provide. My hands gripped his arms because I needed something strong to hold on to…and then I let go.

Our kiss was interrupted by the moans that couldn’t be suppressed. I cried against his mouth as my body gripped his dick like an iron fist. He’d made me come so many times, but every time, it was still a rush, a jolt that stopped my heart. I’d never been with a man who was so reliable.

He deepened the angle and made me wince as he prepared to release. He always liked to come inside me with his dick as far as it could go, disregarding the discomfort it caused me when he hit me that deep. In fact, he seemed to like it, loved that his big dick hurt me. “You want it, Pretty?”

“Yes.” I would never complain, no matter how much it hurt, not when I also loved it.

He positioned himself farther over me and released, giving a sexy moan as he claimed me all over again.

I knew it wouldn’t fit with the other loads he’d given, and in the middle of the night, it would leak out across the sheets, just like it did in my apartment. I had to do more laundry because of it, had to invest in another set of sheets since I went through them so fast.

We lay side by side in the dark, the curtains closed over the window, the only light coming from the bathroom down the hallway. We were both hot and sweaty, but I preferred his shoulder to the pillow, so I snuggled into his side.

His arm scooped me close rather than pushed me away. No matter how tired and sweaty he was, he always preferred to be skin to skin. His lips brushed my hairline, and he held me like I was more than just some woman he was fucking. “Did he make you come like that?”

The question pulled me out of my relaxed state. “Who?”

“That worthless ex of yours.”

“For someone who claims not to be insecure, you mention him a lot.”

“I already know your answer,” he said. “I just wanted you to know you settled for less than what you deserve.”

The conversation died, and we fell asleep, my body turned into his, his body so warm I hardly needed the sheets on top of me. He fell asleep before me, because his breaths changed, slowed and deepened, and then all his muscles relaxed fully.

When I opened my eyes again, it was morning, the light coming through the parted curtains. I was exactly where I was when I fell asleep, Axel and I so close together we were practically one person.

He must have already been awake and waiting for me to stir, because he kissed my shoulder and then my neck, his hard body immediately making its way on top of me.

“Not even going to say good morning first?—”

He folded me underneath him and guided himself inside me, making me gasp when I felt him. “Good morning.” It wasn’t slow and easy like last time, just a means to an end, our bodies coming together for one purpose only.

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