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We both shifted and Nikita pulled a shirt over her while I pulled some shorts off the line. Pulling them up we went back to my office. Nikita went straight for the journal and sat down with it beside my desk. I sat down in my seat and continued what I had been doing before Alpha Roy wanted to make his appearance.
“So, are you going to tell me what you have learned so far?”
Nikita looked up and then came over to me and sat on the desk beside my laptop. She turned the book around and pointed to a spot that she was reading. “She was a delta’s daughter. In this entry here she goes on about the alpha’s son not finding his mate when he turned eighteen. Along with her sister finding her mate in a different pack but he was an alpha.”
“Well, she wouldn’t be luna anymore. From the timeline you are giving me. She’s nineteen years older than me.”
“Yeah, I would love to talk with her. To find out what my mother was like. Maybe she would be excited to see me?”
“Nikita, why don’t you get through the journal and find out if this woman even knew her sister had a pup. We don’t want to find out that they never talked after she left.” I rubbed her leg when I noticed the name of the sister. Britona… where had I heard of that name. “Once you find out if they continued to talk, I will help you search for your aunt and we will see if she will talk with you.”
“Okay, as long as you come with me.”
I chuckled and brought her hand up to my lips. The shiver that ran through her arm amused me. She always reacted to me and I was glad that she did. Nikita was made for me just like I was made for her and I didn’t forget my promise to her that I would make it my goal to have her with pup so that she would have to go to the Obsidian pack’s safe room.
Chapter Thirty-Six
Nikita
This journal of my mother’s had become an obsession to me. I want to know what she was like and this journal only gave me a glimpse of her. My mother rambled a lot in this thing but it also told me about life in the Obsidian pack. She was a fighter like me and tried to show her parents and her pack how strong she really was. But it seemed like they always favored her older sister.
It was crazy how obsessed this was for me. Before now I thought I was just a warrior wolf but then I learned that I was one of two female born alphas. Which would explain why I was so strong and most of the wolves in my old pack gave me a wide berth.
Today I was sitting on the balcony reading through the journal…
Today is my eighteenth birthday. My sister and her alpha mate are here to see me shift for the first time and find my mate. All the pack will be there including the Alpha and Beta sons. I’m nervous. What if I don’t find my mate? Or what if he rejects me? That would be embarrassing to go through that in front of everyone. I just want to run away and never return. I’ve never seen someone rejected but I’ve heard talk about it.
What do I do? As much as I keep all my emotions from everyone around me. This is something I don’t think I could keep from anyone. My mother and father are excited to see me shift. My heart is hammering as I write. I really don’t think that I will be able to do this.
Most of my friends have already turned eighteen and found their mates. So it has been a little lonely around here. As they say sometimes you just have to let them leave. Now it’s just me and you.
This morning I woke up to my sister in my room. I’m surprised that she isn’t pregnant yet. They were hanging all over each other when they arrived last night. The alpha of our pack gave them a room on the top floor of the pack house. Since they were now alpha and luna. My parents didn’t care that they didn’t stay with us at our home.
Why should they? They were ranked higher than us.
I should be grateful that I’m getting a party. Most wolves don’t get a big one at the pack house but since my sister is now the luna of another pack, my alpha is allowing her to throw a party for me. Which is again why I’m so nervous.
Well, I guess tomorrow I’ll let you know how it goes.
Ciao
Flipping the fragile page I noticed the date was there but no words graced the pages. My heart raced. What happened to her? I turned the pages two more times until I found another entry.
So…. I found my mate. And it’s someone I never would have thought it would be. It’s the alpha heir of our pack. I think that he is embarrassed that he is mated to me. When our eyes connected he turned away and ran off. So I’ve been in my bedroom sitting here waiting for him to come and reject me. Because that is the only reason he could be taking this long to come to me. He is wanting to put as much distance between us as possible.
I knew that something like this would happen because why would he want someone like me? He has been with so many of the she-wolves that are here. I’m just his ex-girlfriend’s kid sister. Why did this have to happen? Why couldn’t I have just not found my mate and then went on with my life?
This is a short entry I’m going to lay down and close my eyes. I don’t believe that this is a dream since it has been weeks since my birthday. I just wish that he would come so we could reject each other.
Wow my father was a dick. Why did he not claim her as his? I will never know now since they were both dead. I mean he didn’t reject her but why did he run from her? Was he scared? I had to know if he actually came and told her why he left her at her party. I turned the page again and found the next entry.
So he came back and apologized that he had run from me on my birthday. Cain has made these last few days bliss. The pack seemed to have accepted me as they have with any luna before me. And my sister is happy that I had found my mate and that he didn’t reject me.
Now that Cain has decided to claim me as his mate and luna. I can finally take in the excitement of when our eyes locked. His smell was what brought my eyes to him in the first place and then when I noticed that his eyes had changed to his wolf’s color. I knew that he was my mate.
When our bond snapped into place I couldn’t see anyone else but him until he turned away from me and ran. I had glanced over to my alpha and luna before turning my eyes to my sister who was growling at the man who was running away from me.
She had kept me company until she had to return to her pack. Her mate had already gone after the party. I had never known her to be the way she was that day when she was in my room. But it had been nice to know that part of her existed.
