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He would try to get me to talk to him but I can’t. Cain told the pack I had lost another child but this one was a still born. I hated him for giving her away. She needed me. Who in that pack was going to love her like I would be able to? No one that is who.
Anyway, I’m going to go lay down for a while. This has to be the worst days of my life.
So Alpha Christian had given my father an ultimatum. Me for his pack, I can’t believe that he would allow me to be taken. Just so he could keep his pack. I didn’t blame my mother for not wanting to have anything to do with him. If he wasn’t already dead, I’d kill him myself.
The door to our suite opened and Fin came in. I glanced up to the clock on the wall and realized that it was almost time for my ultrasound. Placing the book down on the coffee table, I waited for Fin to come to me. He had been up before the sun and coming home after dark.
Harlen and some of the Deltas had been chasing after a scent that they had picked up after Adia had been put on our territory. Fin had been very adamant that I wasn’t to leave the pack house. Not like I could shift now. Enyo was enjoying the fact that her mate was being controlling.
I, on the other hand, didn’t really like it. But now I wasn’t just thinking about myself but a pup that would be our heir to not only Dolostone but Obsidian. Fin plopped down beside me and laid his head in my lap as he snuggled my growing belly.
“Fin, it’s about time to go to the doctor.” His lips brushed over my stomach and our little one kicked out like the pup needed more room.
“I know. I just want to lay here with you both. It’s been awhile since I got to be with you both.” He sighed as he stood from his position and held out his hand to me.
I chuckled and slid my hand in his. Fin pulled me to my feet and grabbed hold of a handful of my hair. The moan that escaped me couldn’t even be kept inside. As much as I loved that he wanted to protect me, him being gone all day had me horny. We won’t even talk about the damn hormones that plagued me. I know for a fact that he could smell the room and my arousal that was all over the bed.
“Nikita, I’m going to have to fuck you tonight. I can’t keep smelling you and not sinking deep inside you.” Fin’s breath fanned over my ear as he pulled the lobe into his mouth.
“Fin, you are going to make us late if you keep touching me and talking to me like this.” I moan into his ear.
“Fine, I’ll just have to find a place in the woods beside the pack and take you. Because there is no way that I will be able to wait until we get to our room.” Fin released my hair and brought my hand up to his mouth. Kissing each knuckle on the back of my hand sending sparks up my arm.
I shook my head and brushed past him. His quick steps told me that he was right behind me as I opened the door. Fin’s arm wrapped around my waist while we made our way down the staircase. Like I said he never let me out of his sight much less away from his side.
The wolves that we passed bowed their heads. I was just starting to actually show. Pack members were making things for the pup. Some made sure that they made things neutral while others were making either blue or pink things for the pup. I liked that they were excited about the pup growing in my stomach.
At first I was worried about it. Because my mother had lost a lot of babies before me. I was still making my way through the book. It made me sad that she had to go through all of this. Mostly by herself.
Fin was nothing like my father. He had stayed by my side even though he was working all day everyday. I never felt like I was unloved. Unlike how I felt while reading that journal of my mother’s. When I could, I wanted to go to the Rhyolite pack and talk to her sister. To find out what my mother was like not just through the vintage pages of her book.
We quietly strolled through the pack to the hospital. Everyone that we passed bowed their head and smiled. I smiled back at them as we went our separate ways. If you would have asked me a few months ago what my life was going to be like. I’d have told you that it would have been the same, fighting my way through the warrior ranks of Shonkinite pack.
I would never have thought that I was what I was because of what happened when I was born. The thought of a mate was even low on my chart of things to find. If anything I didn’t think that he would be an Alpha.
The pup moved around in my stomach and my hand instinctively went to the place it was last at. Like every new mother I was scared of what was going to happen and if I was going to be the mother that this pup needed to become the best that it could be. I knew that female born alphas were rare but I hoped that it would be female.
“Your mind is wandering, Nikita. Tell me,” Fin’s voice forced its way through my thoughts.
I glanced up to my mate, his eyes looked with mine as he opened the door to the hospital to allow me in.
“Just thinking about what our little pup is and how I’m going to be as a mother.” I told him as his hand went to the small of my back. Being this far into our territory I didn’t think it was really necessary that he be so close. “What do you hope the pup is? Boy or girl?”
“You are going to be a fantastic mother. As far as wanting one over the other. Either will be fine. Because I know if we have a girl that she will have the same fiery attitude as her mother. But that won’t keep me from wanting to protect her like I try to do with her mother.” Fin smiled and winked at me before he turned his attention to the wolf at the desk. “Doc around? We have an appt with him today.”
“Of course Alpha. I will get him right away.” The male stood and went to the back.
Doc always made us a priority unless he was in surgery. Which was understandable, I’d never want him to come out of surgery for either one of us. The male wasn’t gone but a few minutes when he came back with a smiling Doc.
“Well, well, we have grown. Let’s go see if we can get this pup to cooperate this time.” Doc chuckled as he motioned for us to follow him.
Last time it was still a little too soon to tell the gender but Doc had wanted to see if he could take a peek. Our little one was obviously shy because it kept everything hidden. I had laughed at Fin and Doc, which made me think that maybe the pup was female.
Today though we would find out. Hopefully otherwise the pup’s gender would be a surprise and we would find out when it was born. I didn’t mind either way but I was sure that the pack would love to know what the heir was going to be. Walking down the familiar hall had my heart starting to beat fast in my chest.
We went into the ultrasound room like normal. This has become our current situation, come in the room, lay down, warm gel on my stomach and then see the pup. It was something I was looking forward to every two weeks. As Doc began to spread the gel over my stomach I could hear the pup’s heartbeat. Now that it was bigger it was easier to find and hear the heartbeat. It always made me tear up.
“Growing well Luna. You must be giving the pup what he wants to eat.” Doc laughed as he pushed the wand into my stomach to try to get the pup to move. The pup finally moved around so that Doc could hopefully see what we were having. “Well I’ll be. Looks like we are going to have an alpha in the next week or two.”
