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“Because I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing, and he’s a virgin.He deserves someone who knows how to do everything the right way.”The thought of making Jay’s first time an awful experience terrified me.I knew Parker well enough to believe Parker would rock his world, teach him everything he needed to know.He didn’t need a guy like me — a guy who wasn’t even entirely sure how gay sex worked — fumbling his way through an awkward sexual encounter.
“You won’t hurt him, Aiden,” Parker said quietly, his eyes on me.“Just take your time.”
“You can’t know that.”My voice sounded hoarse, and I swallowed down my fear, paddling away from Parker before he said more.
twelve
Aiden
Iavoidedmessingaroundwith Jay for two full days.And by the end of the first, he’d stopped looking at me with that hopeful expression, and gone back to his usual surly personality.Which helped, but not enough.If he wanted to get with Parker, I needed to give him the chance to make a move, to lose his virginity with someone who knew what the fuck they were doing.
I’d also found a spot where I had cellular data service — on the roof of the shower building — so I’d been binge-watching gay porn, which was probably counter to my goals.But I had decided to step back, and that was what I was doing.
Or trying to do.No one would blame me for exploring my sexuality with a little harmless porn in the meantime, though.Upside — I’d learned about topping and bottoming and flip fucking.And I was pretty sure I was into all of them, especially that last one.Though topping Jay was at the very top of my fantasy list.
No, nope.I was keeping my distance.
By the end of the second day, no romance had happened, and I was tired of spending all day with a cranky co-counselor.Surely two days was enough for two horny gay guys to get their acts together, wasn’t it?I waited for the other guys to fall asleep, then got out of bed and snuck across the cabin.
“Jay,” I whispered.“Can we talk?”
He was asleep, so I poked him, then waited, then paced back and forth, shook him a little.Fuck, he was a sound sleeper.How had he woken for that bear?Looking around the room, I sighed and crawled into Jay’s bed.His sleeping body instinctively snuggled against my warmth for a moment before he woke up and jumped back.It was interesting, the way he seemed drawn to me.Not that I wanted that, because that wasn’t the plan.Still, I moved closer to him.For warmth.
“Aiden?What are you doing?”he whispered, turning to face me.He was close enough that his breath feathered across my face.I reached into my pocket and handed him a Tic Tac then popped one into my own mouth just to be safe.
“You had mints in your pockets.”
“Condoms, too.Pays to be prepared.”I took a deep breath.“Why aren’t you fucking Parker?”
He blinked.“Like right now?Pretty sure he’s asleep.”
“No.I gave you two days so you could stop lusting after me and make sure Parker knew you were interested, and you did nothing.”
He blew out a breath.“Stop lusting after you?”
“Does that mean you need more time?I’m difficult to get over, I suppose.”I grinned, and he rolled his eyes.
“Aiden.I’m not that kind of guy.”
“What do you mean?You’d look hot getting railed by Parker’s hard dick.”Shit, that hadn’t sounded the way I meant it.It was probably just the porn that had me thinking so much about how hot Jay would look in various gang-bang scenarios.I bit my lip and waited for him to question me, question whatever the hell was going on with my attraction to him, but he shook his head and rolled away from me.
Jay tucked his ass against my stomach and adjusted our pillow so we both had room.Damn, he was the perfect little spoon.He slotted in just right.“I’m a virgin, remember?So I don’t want to just fuck some random guy because you throw him at me.”
“Waiting for romance?”I asked, wrapping an arm around his waist.
He chuckled softly.“No.Just lacking confidence, I guess.”
“Well, you don’t need to worry on that front.You’re beautiful and you were the best blow job I ever had.”
He laughed softly, snuggling closer.Close enough that I started to get a little hard for him.“If that was the best you’ve ever had, maybe you need to talk to the people who’ve been giving you blow jobs.Because I had no idea what I was doing, I was just trying to copy porn.”
“Parker claims gay men are better at blow jobs.Of course, that’s when he’s trying to get me to fool around.”What were these words coming out of my mouth?I frowned.“So does that mean you need my help to seduce Parker?”
He reached back and shoved me, and his hand on my chest made me think about the way he’d sucked on my nipples, eager and desperate.I lifted a little and tugged off my shirt, tossing it aside.“What are you doing?”he hissed.
“I thought you might want to suck on my nipples.To help you sleep.”
“Aiden,” he said.“First you want me to fuck Parker, now you want me to suck your nipples?What?”
