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“Chloe,” I begged.
“I can’t be near you. You’re still too close right now.”
“You have to take care of yourself.”
“I am by laying out my boundaries.”
“You can’t hide forever.”
More sobs came from behind the door. My shoulders sagged as my heart broke. After making dinner for Chloe, I left it out while I went to my bedroom. Maybe she would eat if I wasn’t around. I pulled out my phone and searched for any answer on how I could stop my pheromones. No resource on the official myn database mentioned pheromones affecting others. But they were wrong. She was only human. She couldn’t take my knot so she couldn’t be my mate.After a few hours, I fell asleep but woke up with a start when the bed moved. As a trained reflex, I grabbed my blaster and sat up, pointing it at the intruder. It was only Chloe. Her eyes were red as she looked at me in fright, her hands up at her head. How long had she been crying? “I can’t sleep. Please?”
I put the blaster down. “Can I touch you?”
“Yes. Please,” she whispered. Her need filled the small room and my cocks answered the call. My arms wrapped around her and pulled her into my lap. She wrapped her body around me and nestled into my neck. “I couldn’t . . .”
“Shhh. I’ve been trying to find an answer for you. I’m sorry you’re stuck in the middle.”
“Just try it. Just try me. Please.”
My hand touched her face. “I can’t hurt you. It would destroy me if I hurt you because of my desires.”
“But I need it.”
“But you’re so fragile.”
Wetness touched my neck as her body racked with sobs.
Chapter 34
Chloe
There had to be something wrong with me. Not just whatever made me want to jump only Ricon’s bones. But with me as a human being. Growing up was hard. There was a reason I was always at Andy’s place. Her home was the only place that I felt welcomed and loved. Here, Ricon was denying me for things I couldn’t change. I can’t change being a human. That’s what I was. Another rejection from someone I liked well enough. Even though I tried to ignore my urges for Ricon, I couldn’t help myself. Even with the knot attachment on my dildo, it was for naught. Arousal kept pounding my body and when I climbed into Ricon’s lap, it got worse. There was only the thin fabric of my panties separating me from all of him. Maybe I need to talk to the ship that was texting me. How could I escape Ricon’s pheromones?
What made it worse was that I was grinding in Ricon’s lap while I cried. I didn’t have full control over myself, and I hated it. Were these genuine feelings for Ricon? Was it the pheromones? Where was my consent? Ricon’s hands slid down my back and I couldn’t help the moan. “I can smell your need,” he whispered in my ear. “Let me help you.”
I wiped the tears off the back of my hand. “I don’t want to be used.”
“I’m trying to help you.”
“You’re hurting me, though. I can’t think straight. I like sex and all, but I don’t want to only fuck.”
“Doesn’t this help?”
“For a bit.”
“Let me help you, then.”
His fingers slipped to my bottom and gripped me tightly to his bulge. “If you give me your knot, it’ll help.”
“I’d hurt you.” He pressed my body harder against his bulge. I was losing my ability to think.
“I want it to hurt, then.” Maybe the physical pain would feel better than being rejected again. Ricon’s hands slipped through my hair and pulled my head to his mouth. His lips crashed into mine as he pushed me harder against the bulge. I whimpered as the desire coursed through my body. He pulled away and pushed me into the bed.
“I’m not giving you my knot.”
“Please,” I said. Thick fingers traced around the edge of my panties. I squeezed my eyes shut to tamp down the desire raging under my skin. His knot was all I could think about, even before I knew he had one. It’s like my body knew what I required, but Ricon refused to give it to me. He jerked my panties off my ass and a rip sounded through the air. It didn’t matter; they were too soaked to save. His rough tongue slid up my thigh, causing instant reactions through my body. I needed him to relieve me. I needed that knot. His tongue slid through my vulva til he found my clit. I rocked into his ministrations as I moaned. Ricon groaned into my body and another zip of desire pulsed through me. His large hands gripped my thighs and the smooth horns on his head touched my ass. Looking behind me, his blue hands on my thighs turned me on even more.
“Fuck me. Please.”
