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My eyes skipped down the list, catching on things.
Blowjobs.
Bondage—rope, metal, hands, miscellaneous.
Breath play.
Consensual non-consent.
Hair pulling.
Primal Play.
Cock warming.
Cock swaddling.
Pain.
Praise.
Primal.
Somnophilia.
Spanking.
And those were only some of the things listed. It was too much.
I swallowed. “I didn’t lie. On the list. Whatever it says there is what I’m interested in.”
Across the fire, I saw Beau arrive with Angela looking far too mussed. She still had the fucking bracelet on her hand, and that hurt more than the idea that she and Beau were just having sex. That didn’t hurt at all, and I smiled.
Vaughn followed my gaze. “Why are you smiling at them?”
Taking a deep drag on the joint before putting it out, I blew it out into the velvet sky. “Because they were just having sex fromthe looks of her hair, and I feel nothing about it. She can have him.”
Hawk’s purr sprang to life beneath me, and Rowan took Vaughn’s phone from my hand, but kept holding mine. “Okay, Isolde. Tell us exactly what you want.”
The edges of my mind were blurring in a good way. I felt like I couldbreathe. The crackle of fire and the sound of the sea and everyone’s chatter and laughter. This was good. “I know it’s not real,” I said quietly, shaking my head. “But it’s been a long time since I’ve had fun. Any kind of fun, honestly. And with that many things I haven’t tried on the list, it could be a good idea to—holy fuck, I’m rambling.”
They all laughed, the sound warming me from the inside.
“Let me help you out, baby girl,” Hawk whispered in my ear. “Are you saying that you want us to help you explore things you’ve never tried before, while at the same time fucking you at every possible opportunity for the next few weeks?”
My whole body shuddered, arousal, longing, and need twisting through me like a living thing. “Yes,” I said, closing my eyes and surrendering to the truth and also to all my fear. “Yes, that’s what I want.”
Joel lifted his beer in a toast. “Then that’s all you have to say.”
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
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CADE
Idropped my rope bag off at our house before heading back to the Caruso estate, and my phone chirped as I was parking the car.
VAUGHN
