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Ben pulls the duvet down and I lay her down on the sheet and then lie down beside her. Both of us shiver at the touch of the cold sheets, but they won’t stay that way for long.
Jocelyn’s gaze is moving from Ben to me and back again, and it’s clear she’s confused.
“He wants to see what happened earlier. Is that okay?”
She nods at me, but I notice she glances quickly at Ben and her eyes widen. I smile because she’s working out the change in dynamic.
“Oh,” she says just as I kiss her. We kiss for a while, then, like we did earlier, I settle between her spread thighs and she wraps her legs around me. I shiver when I enter her, knowing that Ben if Ben is going to do what he really wants to, then he’s going to have to make a move soon. Or risk having to wait for me to recover, and I’m sure he’s not willing to do that. He’s already waited a long time to ask for this. I doubthe’ll ever admit just how long he’s wanted this and honestly, that makes me feel sad and not a touch guilty.
And then I feel his hands on me and I spread Joss wider, settling between her thighs and fucking her as slowly as I can as I watch her face. Her gaze darts between mine and Ben’s and while I think she understands now what is about to happen, I don’t think she fully understands what it means. For me, certainly. And it’s clearly a big fucking deal for Ben or this evening wouldn’t have played out the way it has.
I lean forward, putting my weight on my arms and focusing on Jocelyn.
“Jocelyn, I want you to spread Mat’s ass for me,” Ben says and Jocelyn’s throat bulges as she swallows. But she does what she’s told and I lower my head to her neck, finding this harder than I’d expected to. I’m doing this for him. I want to do this for him, I say repeatedly in my head. The lube is cold as he rubs it in, and I can’t help but tense when he pushes a finger inside me. But Joss distracts me by kissing me thoroughly and plays with my nipples as well as tightening her pussy around me.
“Stop,” I say, and Ben freezes behind me. “Not you, Ben. Jocelyn’s going to make me come and this time… This time I want it to be about all three of us. Together.”
Ben relaxes and resumes, opening me up for him. It feels better than I expected it to, and I realise I’ve never done this with a man I was in a proper relationship with. I’ve not done this for a long time. It’s not that I hate it, it’s just not what I prefer, but he’s wrong if he thinks I’m not willing to give him whathe wants, what he needs. I tense as the blunt head of Ben’s cock pushes against my hole. He pulls back and I reach back for him awkwardly, attempting to pull him back in towards me. He seems to understand and I wince as he pushes inside me.
“Relax,’ he whispers, placing a warm hand on my lower back and angling me so that he can push further in. Somehow I do what I’m told, forcing myself to open for him. Ben groans in pleasure and ever so slowly thrusts in and out, forcing me in and out of Jocelyn in turn as he does so. She’s experienced this before with us the other way around, but she’s still staring up at me, eyes wide and maybe a little unsure.
“I like this,” she confesses. “We’ve never done this… I didn’t think… It’s so good with you...”
Ben grunts and thrusts forward hard, forcing me into Jocelyn. Her eyes roll in pleasure and I suspect mine did, too. And perhaps continue to do so as Ben picks up his pace and my body responds and I find that I really don’t hate this at all.
There’s a fine line in who holds the ultimate power in an encounter between the Dom and the Sub, and I expect we’re currently blurring it. I’m the one allowing this. Initially, it wasn’t because I wanted it, but because I wanted it for him. But Ben’s happiness is what I want, so this is no real sacrifice on my part. Not now. I circle my hips and he groans, then runs a hand down my spine as his rhythm picks up and my body allows him easier access.
Jocelyn kisses me again, and I close my eyes, allowing myself to get lost in these feelings, both familiar and unfamiliar. It’s been so long since I let another man do this. And… and I’m definitely not hating it as Benholds onto my hips with both hands and fucks me with a steady rhythm. It’s good. Great, actually, but I know there’s still something not quite right.
“Stop holding back,” I say.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” Ben says.
“I have a safe word. I know how to use it. Don’t cheat yourself tonight, Ben.”
For a moment I wish I hadn’t said those words as his pace picks up, but then I look down at Jocelyn and see her head tilt back, baring her throat to me. I bite down where her neck meets her shoulder and she tenses immediately as she comes, her inner muscles gripping so tightly around my cock that I’m pushed over that edge too. And for a few moments we’re both limp as relaxed as Ben pounds into me, forcing our bodies together with no effort from either of us until he cries out and collapses over my back.
We lie there in a tangled heap of limbs and sweat and cum until Joss pushes on my shoulders and I roll back, rolling Ben in turn. When he pulls his cock out of me, there’s some discomfort, but it doesn’t matter if it’s made him happy. I turn to face him and put my arm over him, pulling him towards me as Jocelyn presses against my back and puts her arm alongside mine.
I kiss Ben, feeling our spent cocks rubbing against one another. As soon as he tries to take control of the kiss, I let him. It’s nice. I like this, being between the two of them. And the loss of control is… My mouth widens into a grin and Ben pulls back, frowning at me.
“What?”
“This is… good.” I say, and, after an initial moment looking shocked, he captures my lips with his once more.
Jocelyn
For once, it’s mewho gets up and goes to run a bath. That’s usually Ben’s job. Occasionally Matt’s. I’m not going to pretend I understand everything that was happening between the two of them tonight, but it feels like something has changed. And for the better.
I’ve left the two of them cuddling on the bed, although I bet neither of them would be happy with that description. They’d both be happy to say they were cuddling, or even snuggling with me, but with each other? That’s a big nope. And it shouldn't be.
The relationship I have with each of them is broadly similar. It’s still a woman with a man. But their relationship with one another? That’s different. Special. And some of those undercurrents… Does Ben really think that Matt and I would abandon him for some king of heteronormative relationship where we get married and have kids and… and I become some kind of upper middle class hideous trophy wife who drinks all day while he has affairs and…
I squeeze the bubble bath bottle, letting far more pour in than I meant to.
“What did the bottle do to you?” Ben asks, slipping though the open door and putting his arms around me.
“Nothing,” I say. “It’s you I’m pissed off at. Thinking that we were just going to abandon you. How could you?” My voice chokes at the end, and he turns me around in his arms and holds me so very close.
