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Delton shrugged. “I told you I researched the subject after we first talked about this.”
“I know, but you explained it so well. Much better than I could have, and you even gave me some new insights.”
The beta’s face lit up at Adar’s words. “Thank you. I mean, it’s my job, but I’m glad I could help. Not that I consider you a job. That’s not what I meant. More that, communicating and helping people understand themselves better is what I do, and I love to do it. So yes, I’m happy you found it valuable.”
Oliver smiled. Delton was adorable when he was rambling. Oliver hadn’t seen him this flustered yet. What had caused it? Delton was usually remarkably composed. Not that it was a bad thing or that Oliver thought it strange or inappropriate or something, but it was unusual. Apparently, Adar’s praise meant a lot to him, and that was…
Oh.
He’d completely missed that, even though he prided himself on being perceptive. He’d had to be on guard all his life, so how he hadn’t seen this was a mystery. But now that he had, what did he do? Adar didn’t have a clue, that much Oliver was sure of, and he wasn’t gonna rat Delton out.
Hmm, he’d have to think about that and how he felt about another man being in love with Oliver’s mate. He was supposed to be jealous, right?
He wasn’t.
Weird.
Chapter Twenty-One
Delton could barely contain the joy blooming inside him at Adar’s words. He hadn’t said it in the hope of impressing the alpha but out of a desire to help Adar explain himself to Oliver. But now that Adar had shown his gratitude, Delton experienced a rush unlike anything else he’d ever felt. Hopefully, it wasn’t too evident, considering the curious glances Oliver had sent his direction.
“Delton explained it perfectly,” Adar said to Oliver, and they continued walking at a leisurely pace. “That’s exactly how it is. My brain goes blank, and for an hour or so, sometimes longer, there’s this utter peace in my head.”
“I believe you, but it’s hard for me to imagine,” Oliver said. “Fallon said you could do a demonstration.”
“That was an idea Delton had. He thought it might help you to see it in person so you can observe what it does for me. If you want, of course. If it’s too hard for you, I understand.”
Oliver kept silent, but that didn’t bother Delton. All three of them were introverts, which made things easier. Not that Delton had anything against extroverts, but they tended to interpret long silences negatively.
“I don’t know what it will be like to see that,” Oliver finally said. “But I guess if it’s too much for me, I can always walk out.”
Delton still had to get used to hearing Oliver speak in full sentences, but then again, the omega himself was probably not accustomed to it yet either. It had to be strange for him after such a long time of barely talking.
“You can leave at any time. I’m honored and grateful you’re willing to try.”
“But who will do it?” Oliver asked.
Yes, that was the next problem to tackle. Should Delton bring up his crazy idea? Chances were Adar would laugh him out of the room. Not literally. The alpha was way too kind and softhearted for that, which was such a fascinating contrast to his job and the ruthlessness he sometimes displayed when on duty. There was a good chance he’d think Delton’s idea ridiculous and would tell him as much but in a nicer way.
But what did Delton have to lose? Nothing. Worst-case scenario, Adar said no. Best-case, he was open to it. Delton wanted to help Adar and Oliver find their way to each other, and if he could do this for them, why wouldn’t he?
No, that was bullshit. If he did this, he should at least be honest with himself. As much as he tried to convince himself his motives were pure, they weren’t. His motivation had a hell of a lot less to do with Oliver than it did with Adar and Delton’s desire to help him. That was genuine, though it was probably fueled by Delton’s inability to let go of the man rather than some altruistic urge to see Adar find his happiness with Oliver.
Whatever. The idea of spending more time with Adar was irresistible. Delton took a deep breath. “If Adar is open to it, I’m willing to help.”
For the second time, Adar stopped walking. “What?”
Delton halted too. “I’ve done a lot of research, like I said. I may be able to help.”
Adar frowned. “Help with what? Sorry, I’m not following.”
“With you. With the impact play. Me dominating you, for lack of a better word.”
Well, dominating was the right word, but it had sounded wrong, somehow.
“But… Have you done it before?”
“No, but I’ve always been a quick study. I’m sure if someone could teach me, I would pick up on it soon enough.”
