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“A vibrating wand, a dildo, and…”
“And?”
“Lube. And, a butt plug.” I’m so embarrassed, I cover my face. It’s so personal, I’ve never shared that aspect of my life with anyone. I like to pleasure myself. I experiment because it’s all I can do when I’ve missed out on years of my twenties.
“So, what have you been doing since you threw it all away?” He asks, with a slightly pained expression on his face. All I do is raise my hand, wiggling my fingers, in response to his question.
“I want you to show me.” His voice is low and gravely, scratching my insides in the best way.
“What? I can’t do that,” I answer, breathlessly.
We stare at each other for a beat, neither of us breaking away, sharing each other’s oxygen. In and out, we breathe each other in until I’m sure that I’m getting drunk on him.
I want him to kiss me, desperately, but I’m terrified. I know it’s too soon, but I’ve waited so long and I want him to be the one to fix me so badly.
He straightens abruptly, breaking the vortex between us as he digs into his back pocket. Pulling out his wallet, he throws a credit card on the bed next to me.
“Take that, buy whatever the hell you want. Replace all of it.” He puts his wallet away, completely serious.
“I can’t. I’ll feel bad spending your money.”
“Thea, knowing that the toys I paid for would be making you cum…” He pauses, blowing out a strained breath. He’s worked up and the heat of it is burning right through me, lighting me on fire. His dark gaze sweeps across me as I suck in a breath, aware of how my body is trembling.
“I want every orgasm to belong to me from here on out, one way or another.”
My jaw drops. He’s so serious and his possessiveness makes my core clench with desire.
I’m too consumed by this moment to mention that it’s unnecessary. He has starred in all of my fantasies since I first saw him. My orgasms are already his, but it’s so satisfying to hear him claim them. We went from giving this relationship a chance to diving head first off the diving board into the deep end.
“I’m going to leave now. I want you to get ready for bed, get under the covers and make yourself cum with your fingers. Think about me because I’ll have my hand wrapped around my cock thinking about you when I get in bed tonight too.” He turns to leave without another word, leaving me gaping after him. He’s so outward with his desires, so bold. I wish I could be that brave.
He’s just through my bedroom door when I recall something. “Wait, your truck is still at the library,” I shout, reminding him.
“I’ll walk. I need to cool off.” He continues down the stairs without glancing back.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Jesse
Iexpected her to be standoffish, timid even when it came to sex, but somehow I ran out of her house feeling like the one out of my element. All I could think about was her laying naked in her bed using sex toys to fuck herself. I wanted so desperately to know what she looks like when she cums, I almost got on my knees and begged.
I suck in lungfuls of the night air as I walk the two-ish miles back to the library where my truck’s parked. It’s almost the end of September, but the weather is still thick with humidity this far south. The cicadas humming from the trees that line the street are helping drown out some of the absolutely depraved thoughts in my head, making room for more sane things.
For one, I need to hurry up and crack this undercover case and move on from this part of the job. I’ll switch over to investigations, and tell them I’m not willing to travel anymore for extended periods. That will give me a chance to finally settle down and establish a home base. Things might be moving too fast between me and Thea, but it’s too late. There’s nowhere else I’d rather be than here. Life is too short to let this opportunity pass me by.
As if I conjured him out of thin air thinking about the job, Curtis appears next to me in the street, idling in his ‘05 Toyota Camry. I’m far enough from Thea’s house now, I don’t think he’d ever realize where I was or why I’m out this way.
“Hey, what are you doing?” Curtis asks through his rolled-down window.
“Taking a walk.”
“Well, get in. We need to go to the farm.”
Shit. The last thing I want to do is go back to that place. I was hoping I could get a few more hours of sleep tonight, but I said I wanted to solve the case and I can’t do that from my motel room.
I just need their plan, then I’m done. Once the information is out there and we’re able to stop them from committing a criminal act, then the group will disintegrate, Jameson will go to prison, and I’ll be done.
I get in Curtis’ car, hoping like hell this isn’t going to be another all-nighter, but I’m not actually that naive.
