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His tongue touches dangerously close to my asshole as he swipes it through my slit and over my entrance. He uses his hands to spread me apart and I’m forced to keep my head down into the bed while I scream out a painfully pleasurable moan.
“Fuuuuck,” I cry out in what I hope sounded like actual words.
“You thought you could fucking boss me around, Hollis?” he says before he shoves his finger inside me.
He pumps once.
“You had me on my knees for you, Little Moon. Did you like the way that felt?” His voice has gone husky and low and laced with so much need, I can’t help but contract around him.
“I won’t lie.” He pumps his finger again. “I liked the way it felt too.” And again.
He leans down and swipes his tongue messily across my aching pussy before adding another finger and pumping once more.
“I’m so fucking proud of you for taking control, Hollis.” And I have no fucking choice but to give in to the pleasure that rapidly builds in my core and the heat that pummels through me as my orgasm crests and explodes.
“Oh, God! Fuuuck, Jax!” My cries are forced out of me, loud and proud as I moan and whimper and writhe under his finger-fucking.
“You are such a good fucking girl, Hollis,” he tells me as he watches me come on his fingers for the third time.
My orgasm settles and my body feels wobbly. He pulls his fingers out of me and smacks my ass again; I let out another gasp.
I pace myself, trying to catch my breath when I hear him get off the bed. I turn around in curiosity to see him getting dressed and piling up my clothes for me.
“Jax what are you-” I try to question but he gives me a smirk that stops me in my tracks.
“What about you?” I say, noticing that he is still incredibly hard. I want to do more than just let this man finger me. I want to keep exploring this thing we’re doing and the attraction that we have for each other. I don’t want this to stop and suddenly I feel angry, like he’s denying me of needing more.
“Your satisfaction is my satisfaction, Hollis. I’ll take mine when I’m ready,” he explains, and I feel a mixture of pride and confusion tangle around in my chest.
But I ignore it and let him put on his clothes. I opt to cuddle up under his comforter. Though I don’t want to overstep by giving him the idea that I’ll be staying with him tonight or assuming that it’s even okay.
I just feel comfortable like this with Jax, and I don’t want to hide that. Especially not after everything I’ve put myself through.
“Can we talk?” I ask him as he finishes pulling on a t-shirt.
“I don’t know, are you gonna be naked the entire time?” His eyes roam over me, though I’m covered by his white blanket, and he gives me another hungry look.
“Is that a dealbreaker?” I tease and he shakes his head.
“Absolutely the fuck not.” Jax joins me on the bed.
He sits on the edge next to me as I lean up against his pillows in the center. He stays seated on top of the comforter and watches me for any signals that might indicate what I want to talk about.
“Are we deflecting?” I ask as I brush my hair out of my face.
Jax runs his fingers through his hair before letting go of a sigh.
“We might be, Hollis. But I also honestly need you to know that I really don’t mind making you feel good. Sex is healthy, you know. And I think it’s been a stress relief for the both of us,” he says in a very sure and steady tone. Jax has matured a lot since I’ve known him last. He seems like one of those guys who doesn’t like to talk unless he knows what he’s talking about.
“We haven’t had sex,” I point out.
“Yet,” he counters and that makes my cheeks heat up.
Both of us sit there for a few beats and let the silence settle between us as if it were an old friend of ours. Technically, it kind of is. But there’s still so much to say and figure out that I don’t think either of us knows how to keep the silence at bay in times like this.
“Hollis, I want you to know that when I left for college, I left really hating myself for not giving myself the chance to tell you how I felt.” Jax starts to explain. “I had had a crush on you for some time. Even Mason knew about it. But it felt silly knowing that I was getting older and you hadn’t even experienced high school yet. I’d have felt like an asshole if I took that from you. I was just gonna accept that it would never happen between us and I would go on to college and we’d continue to be friends.” He looks up at me to make sure I’m still listening, and I am.
“That party was the end of my time here and I knew I’d have to say my goodbye and leave knowing that I was going to miss out on the best thing that had ever happened to me…” Jax trails off as he reaches his hand into my lap to lace his fingers with mine.
