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“I hear you.”
“There are some other things you might want to consider discussing as well.”
Vivian groaned. “What else?”
“Kids.”
“Kids?” She sat up straighter. How could she have forgotten about that? She’d always assumed her job as mate would include breeding, but in their candid discussions she’d been too wrapped up in the idea of going back to school.
“He’s older than you.”
“By how much?”
“Six, seven years? He’s my age.” Rafe shrugged. “I just figured I’d mention it in case you hadn’t considered it yet. If he’s in his thirties, he might want to start having kids sooner rather than later. And if you’re moving to the States, the maternity leave is different there. It’s a lot to consider.”
She nodded.
She liked kids. She wanted to have kids one day. But she’d didn’t really want to have them just yet. Was that selfish of her? Would Callum want them right away?
And what about the other thing? What about the countless number of women he’d been with? Did she dare to bring that up?
Worse, what if she couldn’t live up to those women?
Oh, God. She’d never even touched a dick. What if she sucked at all the sex stuff?
She looked at Rafe and took a chance. “Can I ask you something personal?”
Rafe relaxed into his chair and swirled the liquid in his glass. “Of course.”
“You’re gay, right?”
He looked confused. “Pretty sure you were there when I made that announcement.”
Vivian shook her head. She was butchering this. “Sorry, that’s not what I meant. I wasn’t asking for clarification. I just–” she stalled.
“Ask your question, Vee.”
“The trips you take… Those are to meet men, right?”
His gaze narrowed. “Sometimes.” Gradually, he took a sip before resting his glass on the table next to him. “Not always.”
Vivian swallowed. “How do you give a blow job?”
Rafe’s nostrils flared.
“I mean, I get the basics. I read a bit on the Internet and tried watching a video.”
“Oh, God.” Covering his face with his hands, Rafe laughed. She hadn’t heard such a belly laugh from him in a long time.
“I’m sorry, I wouldn’t ask, but I–”
“No, no,” he said, waving. “It’s not that. It’s the idea of you watching porn like it’s some instructional video. It’s not, by the way.”
“It’s not?” Vivian deflated. “Then how do I do it?”
“Vivian, darling, it’s not rocket science. You open your mouth and put the penis in question into your mouth.” He pursed his lips, but his laughter still escaped.
Vivian glared. “It’s not funny! What if he doesn’t like it?”
