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Alek bit back the involuntary annoyance at the interruption. “I’m fine. I’ll tell you if I’m not.”
Ian nodded, his brow serious. “I trust you.”
NotI’m trusting you. Not a warning to tell the truth, or else. No suspicion. Trust, given freely, that Alek hadn’t earned and didn’t deserve. The locked box around Alek’s heart broke. He wrapped his arms around Ian’s neck, pushed him back on his ass, and climbed into his lap. Alek’s eyes slammed shut, his hips mindlessly undulating as he chased the pleasure that lit up his cock.
Ian’s hands gripped Alek’s ass, holding him in place. “Rest, love. Let me make you feel good.”
Alek opened his eyes. “I’m not coming unless you are. Whatever you’ve got planned better include you too.”
Ian grinned. “So demanding. Keep your eyes open and on me and I’ll get off too.”
Alek nodded. It would be hard to resist closing his eyes. Maybe the pictures in his brain would come back. What if he missed it? But he wanted Ian more than he wanted the stars and trees inside his head, more than music. He would trade all of it away if it meant he could have Ian forever.
“That’s it. Eyes on me,” Ian murmured against Alek’s lips.
Alek wanted to look away. He felt like a door had opened and Ian could see every thought, every fear, every secret that he had tucked away, but he wanted to be good for Ian. He didn’t want to let him down.
I love you, I love you, I love you,Alek said inside his brain, because it really felt in that moment like Ian had telepathy.
“I love you so much,” Ian said, like he actually did.
Ian’s hand forced its way in the tight space between themand jerked them both, moving his hand up their combined lengths. A long moan wrenched free from Alek’s mouth.
“Are you still okay?” Ian asked. His eyes were glossy, his mouth hanging open slightly.
“Yes. Don’t stop.” Alek tried and failed to thrust into Ian’s hand.
Ian chuckled. “So impatient.”
Alek wanted to kill him a little bit, but he wanted to come more. “Yes, I’m impatient. It’s impossible to come without you.”
Ian’s hand stilled over their cocks. His eyebrows drew together. He said nothing, like he wanted Alek to fill in the gap with more details, which Alek was more than happy to do.
“I couldn’t even get close without pretending we were still together. I need you.”
Ian leaned in, touching his forehead to Alek’s. “Kiss me and I’ll let you come.”
“Finally,” Alek said breathlessly and then he did as he was told.
Alek poured every errant thought of adoration, every apology that went unsaid, every moment of gratitude, every debt that he owed into that kiss, and Ian’s hand began to move. He jerked them both slowly, easing them to the edge of climaxing from the ground up all over again.
“Don’t let your cast touch the water,” Ian said, then moved both of his hands to their cocks, encircling them both.
All Alek could do was hold on and keep his eyes open as Ian thrusted upward, their dicks sliding together tight inside his hands. Warm pleasure tingled in Alek’s stomach and the beginning sparks of ecstasy shot up the length of his cock. His balls tightened, his entire body trembled. When he came it was like an explosion. Scary and exhilarating. Ian came right along with him, dark eyes glazed with bliss, like twin windows into his soul, showing Alek every single corner of himself.
As Alek’s orgasm receded, shadows edged into the borders of his vision. He was hot and cold at the same time. Sweat tickled the back of his neck. His mouth filled with saliva and his stomach clenched like a fist.
Ian’s face went blurry, his expression turning grim. Alek shot up with a strength and speed he didn’t know he had, and leaned over the edge of the tub, splattering vomit all over the floor. Blood roared in his ears and his head felt like it was going to explode, again.
Alek apologized between retches. What if Ian thought he’d lied about how he was feeling? The heat of the water had snuck up on him. By the time he realized he was nauseous, it was too late.
Ian rubbed circles over Alek’s back as he emptied his stomach.
“It’s okay, love. I’m so sorry. You’re going to be okay. It’s okay.” Ian’s voice shook so much his words were hardly reassuring.
When the retching finally stopped, it was replaced with violent, body-wracking shivers that made Alek’s bones feel like they were grinding against each other. Distantly, Alek realized Ian had unplugged the tub and as the last of the water swirled down the drain, all of Alek’s strength went with it.
Ian eased Alek onto his back.He looked stricken, a deep line of concern etched into his forehead.
