Page 18 of Mated to the Amarok


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I scanned the cave once more; our makeshift home bore traces of us everywhere. The fire pit with its bed of embers seemed to wait expectantly for Zunnik’s return. A pang of something bitter and sorrowful twisted inside me—a mixture of rejection and resolve.

I hoisted my pack onto my shoulders; it settled with a familiar weight against my back. My hand hesitated at the mouth of the cave, fingers brushing against the cool stone.

“Maybe he wants me gone,” I murmured into the silence.

My boots crunched on the frost-hardened ground as I started down the path we walked together so many times. With each step, memories flooded in—his laughter echoing off rock walls, his hand pointing out tracks and signs of life hidden to untrained eyes.

I pushed those thoughts aside, focusing on the trail ahead. The forest loomed large around me; its sounds were now just sounds—no longer shared secrets between lovers.

At a clearing where the sun broke through, I adjusted my pack. The light washed over me, offering no warmth to quell the chill of his absence.

The trees whispered among themselves as if discussing my departure. Birds took flight overhead in a flutter of wings and unspoken things. The wilderness stretched before me vast and indifferent, yet alive with possibilities.

“I’ll find fresh stories,” I said aloud, more to convince myself than anything else.

I looked back at the path to Zunnik’s cave, then turned and stepped into an uncertain future.

I trudged through the underbrush, each step taking me further from Zunnik, from us. My heart throbbed, a raw, open wound that refused to be ignored. I let a few tears escape, mourning the silence that settled between us like an unwelcome frost.

I wiped my cheeks with the back of my hand, not bothering to stem the flow. It wasn't solely about him—it was the breaking of something precious and exquisite we cultivated in the isolation of these woods. An old, profound connection reduced to a mere whisper in the wind.

Squaring my shoulders, I marched onward. The forest was indifferent to my pain, to the small drama that unfolded within its timeless watch. Birds chirped and squirrels chattered, life bustling around me in blissful ignorance.

My boots sank into the soft earth, leaving tracks that spoke of a solitary journey. Each print was a declaration—I was here, I existed, I endured. The thought brought a grim smile to my lips.

“Come on, Claudia,” I muttered to myself. “You’ve weathered worse storms.”

But had I? Zunnik wasn’t just another story to chase or a fleeting romance. He was a force of nature that swept me up in his world—a world where I found both shelter and passion.

I stopped for a moment, taking in the expanse before me. The mountains rose in the distance, their peaks dusted with snow that glinted under the afternoon sun. A hawk circled above, riding thermals in a dance of freedom and grace.

“Freedom,” I whispered. The word felt hollow. Was this what Zunnik sought? The unbridled existence of his kind?

A sharp crack from behind made me spin around. My heart leapt—did he follow me? But it was only a branch yielding to the weight of a foraging bird. Disappointment settled in quickly, a familiar weight on my already heavy heart.

I resumed my hike with renewed determination. This wasn’t just about putting distance between Zunnik and me; it was about reclaiming myself from the entanglement of emotions that threatened to overwhelm me.

The path twisted and turned, leading me through dappled sunlight and shadow. Each rustle in the undergrowth taunted, a reminder of the life we could have had—facing challenges together, not walking away.

As evening approached, I found a clearing near a stream—the perfect spot to set up camp for the night. My movements were automatic as I pitched my tent and gathered wood for a fire.

The spark caught quickly, flames licking hungrily at the kindling before embracing the larger logs with fervent heat. The fire’s warmth spread through my chilled limbs as I sat back on my heels and watched it grow.

Night descended with its blanket of stars—countless eyes gazing down upon me. The vastness of space seemed to mock my smallness—my personal heartache insignificant against the backdrop of an infinite universe.

Resting against a log, I exhaled deeply, my breath merging with the rising smoke in the dark sky.

“Zunnik,” his name slipped past my lips like a prayer or perhaps a goodbye. I wasn’t sure which one it was anymore.

Each crackle and pop of the fire knitted me back together, solidifying fragments into wholeness. This was what I did best: survive, adapt, move forward.

As sleep beckoned with its promise of respite from thought and feeling, I curled up in my tent—a lone figure against an indifferent world—and let darkness take me.

The crack of a twig underfoot jarred me back to the present. I froze, my hand halfway to the tent stake. Silence fell, heavy, like fog. I strained my ears, trying to pierce the sudden quiet that blanketed the woods.

“Who’s there?” My voice sounded too loud, too sharp against the backdrop of whispering pines.

No answer came, but the forest seemed to hold its breath. I reached for the knife at my belt—a meager defense, but comforting in its solidity.

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