Page 14 of Arouse Me


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“Suddenly, he flipped off his anger and turned to the girl, smiling with a stupid, fake syrupy grin, took her hand and escorted her to the bar, leaving me standing there like an invisible, dumb, deaf mute.”

“What a douche bag.”

“Mega douche bag,” I agreed. “My heart pounded in my chest, and I stood there fighting back tears. Hell, I didn’t know what to do, so I turned and started walking toward the door. He yelled at me from the back of the room in a hateful tone. ‘Where do you think you’re going, whore?’ The club fell deathly silent, and I froze. Everyone turned and stared at me, waiting to see what I was going to do. Then Master ordered me to strip and get my ass up against the cross, that I needed to be taught a lesson. I should have just kept on walking, but I wanted to prove he didn’t need the other woman. I was also afraid the members would think less of me as a sub if I challenged him. So, I did what he ordered me to do.”

“Oh, Mel. You should have told him to fuck off, or at least kicked him in the nuts and walked out. Wasn’t there a DM or an owner around? Someone to protect you?”

“No, I wore his collar, and I didn’t use a safeword to stop it. I should have, but…” I took a long sip of wine and sucked in a deep breath. “He stormed up to the cross, dragging his flavor of the month behind him, sat her down and told her to watch a real Dom in action.” I let out a humorless laugh. “If I’d been braver, I would have turned and asked him if he knew any real Doms, or how long I’d have to wait until one arrived.”

“That’s the Mellie that should have been there with you, sis.”

“I was still trying to play by the rules of the lifestyle, Sanna. Not just to represent him in a good light, but myself as well.”

“I know, I get that, but once he’d turned into a raging asshat, no one would blame you for tossing the rules out the window.”

“Maybe…maybe not. It doesn’t matter now.”

“Tell me the rest,” Sanna whispered with a nod of courage.

“He cuffed me to the cross and fired up my ass, fast and hard. I tried not to cry out. I wanted him to see I was a better sub than the other girl, but the pain got too intense. I couldn’t take anymore, so I called out my safeword. The DM came up then and asked me if I was fine. Master scolded him and told him. ‘Of course, she’s fine. I know what the hell I’m doing.’ Then he laughed and told me I was useless and pathetic. When he uncuffed me, he didn’t so much as give me a hug. He just threw my clothes at me and ordered me to get dressed. After I put my clothes back on, he told me to kneel, so I did. That’s when he took off my collar. He told me I didn’t deserve it anymore and that he’d grown tired of fucking the same worthless cunt night after night. He said I was nothing more than a waste of his precious time.”

“Good grief. I can’t believe he put you through all that,” Sanna sniffed as tears slipped down her cheeks.

“He taunted me and told me if I wanted his collar back, I’d have to beg for it. I finally told him I didn’t want it back. With a shrug, he turned and instructed the redhead to kneel at his feet. She jumped right out of her chair, giggling like a moron. I mean, honestly, she’d just witnessed how callous and cruel the man could be. Didn’t she realize he’d do the very same thing to her eventually?”

“Don’t feel sorry for her. She deserves everything she gets from that asshole,” Sanna spat. Anger had replaced her tears.

“He fastened my collar around her neck and kissed her in front of the entire club. Everyone was looking at us with either absolute shock or pity in their eyes. The pity flipped some inner demon inside me, and I went off. I tapped the son of a bitch on the shoulder and when he turned around, I slapped him right across the face. I told him he was a worthless piece of shit and I hoped he rotted in hell. Everyone gasped, but I didn’t care. I lifted my chin and walked the fuck out, and I never went back.”

“Good for you, Mel. I bet that felt ubër empowering.”

“It did, for a couple of days, but then I kept running into people from the club, and none of them even asked how I was doing. They just looked at me like I was a lost puppy. The amount of pity in their eyes was devastating. It seemed everywhere I went, someone or something reminded me of the whole damn mess. I couldn’t escape it, so I did the cowardly thing. I ran away.”

Savannah downed her wine and stood. Fuming, she paced back and forth along the wooden deck, clenching and unclenching her fists. I’d never seen her so angry in my life.

“If I ever get my hands on that motherfucker, I’m going to rip his dick off and shove it down his damn throat!”

“Kitten!” Dylan growled.

Sanna and I jumped and turned. Dylan glared at my sister as if she’d lost her mind.

“Sorry, Master, but…ohhhh, I’m so pissed right now I can’t see straight. Give me a pass on my language or toss out the rice, because right now, I really don’t give a shit. I’m so far from any semblance of submission it’s not even funny,” she railed, planting her hands on her hips and tossing her nose in the air defiantly.

“I can see that,” Dylan hissed, his lips drawing in a tight line.

I placed my palm on his hard chest. “Please don’t punish her,” I begged. “She’s upset because someone hurt me, and I let him.”

I felt the tension leave Dylan’s body. His features instantly softened. “I see. Okay, then here’s what I’ll do. I’m going to forget I interrupted this conversation and the unladylike words pouring out of your mouth, kitten.” He narrowed his eyes, pinning her with a look of warning. “Just don’t mistake my generosity for weakness, pet. Understood?”

“Never, Master.”

With a hint of a smile, Dylan walked back into the house. Savannah spun on her heel, facing me once again. Anger hummed off her curvy frame in a palpable buzz.

“What kind of fucking player does that to his own sub?” she railed.

“That’s exactly what he was…a player. But I was too young and stupid to see though his finely crafted veil of bullshit.”

“You weren’t stupid, Mel. You might have been a bit naïve, but you’ve never been stupid. Besides, it’s a Master’s duty to protect his sub, not toss her under the bus when a new piece of pussy walks through the door.”

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