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“You okay?” Jake asked.
“Yeah.” Micah coughed again. “Fine.” He sat back on his heels and wiped at his eyes.
Jake sat up, brushed at the dampness on Micah’s face, and realized it wasn’t just from nearly choking on his dick. “What’s wrong?” When Micah kept his eyes downcast and didn’t respond, Jake cupped his chin in one hand and tugged upward until those blue eyes focused on him. “What’s wrong, Mi?”
“I wanted to be good at this,” Micah whispered. “I want to make you feel as good as you make me feel. And I suck at it.”
The corners of Jake’s mouth twitched, but he fought the urge to laugh because, well, yeah, sucking is the point after all. Still, he understood what Micah was saying. “Why do you think I wasn’t enjoying it?”
Micah shrugged a shoulder.
“No, seriously, Mi. Why do you think I didn’t like it?”
Another shrug.
“Gonna have to do better than that, Mi, because it felt incredible. Are you upset you gagged? So what? It happens, and it was totally my fault. Your mouth, your hands, they felt so good, I couldn’t help it.”
Finally, Jake saw a smile ghost over Micah’s lips. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“But you’ve been with so many guys…”
“Are you calling me a slut?” Jake asked, grinning to make it clear he was teasing. “Come on, lie down with me. We’ve got an entire week to mess around. We don’t have to do it all tonight.”
Jake lay back and rolled onto his left side, patting the mattress in front of him. Micah hesitated, then curled up with his back to Jake’s chest, sighing as Jake moved them closer together and wrapped his arms around Micah.
“For the record,” Jake said, “it feels good whenever someone’s touching my dick, but I really like that it’s you doing it.” He punctuated the statement by rubbing his cock against Micah’s ass, letting Micah feel how hard he still was. “You turn me on, Micah Reynolds.”
Micah turned in his arms, and from the expression on his face, Jake knew what was coming. He put two fingers against Micah’s lips just as Micah leaned forward.
“I don’t kiss, Mi.” He tried to keep his voice gentle, tried to convey through his tone that it was all about himself, not whether he wanted Micah. “Not anyone.”
“Never?” Micah asked, and Jake nodded.
Micah continued to watch Jake with such intensity, searching his face for…something, Jake was sure he was going to have to explain.
“Okay,” Micah said and rolled away from Jake, then snuggled back against his chest. “I guess I’m never going to have a first kiss then.”
“You’re going to have lots of opportunities.” Jake wrapped his arms around Micah, pulled him even closer.
“Nope. I want you to be my first, so if you’re not going to do it, then it’s never going to happen.”
Micah’s tone was glib, but Jake couldn’t tell if he was serious or trying to mask hurt feelings. Then another thought occurred to him.
“Are you trying to guilt me into it?”
Micah wrenched himself out of Jake’s arms and sat up facing him, his expression horrified. “I would never do that. Has that happened to you? Has someone made you feel obligated to do something with them?” When Jake shrugged and tried to look away, Micah put his hand out and made Jake look at him. “That’s not me, Jake. Tell me you know that.”
If he could have looked anywhere else, he would have, but he found himself staring into those intense blue eyes and wishing he wanted to kiss Micah. If not for himself, then for Micah, but he couldn’t do that.
“You really want me to be your first kiss?”
Micah nodded. “I want you to be my first for everything,” he said, then yawned wide.
Jake laughed. “Probably not tonight, though. Let’s get some sleep before the sun rises.”
They curled up together again, Jake the big spoon with Micah tucked comfortably against his chest. On impulse, Jake kissed the tip of his index finger and held it against Micah’s lips. Micah kissed it, then hummed and snuggled closer. Within minutes, he was breathing deeply, while Jake stared over Micah’s shoulder, out the window that opened toward the Sound. He really didn’t know what to call this connection between them, but he recognized how Micah got him, understood him and accepted him, in a way no one else ever had.
