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I have no idea where Cole has been or what he’s doing now. I don't give him much thought nowadays and he never comes up in conversation with Lana and I. We both want to keep what happened in the past. I mourned the loss of my brother many years ago when he was locked up. I’ve lived a life without him before. The person I picked up at that prison last September was not my brother. It was all a facade. My brother was gone. I've come to accept that.
Lana hasn't found another job yet. I told her not to worry about it and just take the time to heal. Physically and mentally. So, I go to work during the day and come home to my little dove who now cooks me amazingly delicious meals I've never been fortunate to have before. I've never had a woman cook for me and it's a foreign feeling being taken care of in such a way. The love I have for her continues to grow every damn day. Just when I think I can't possibly love her any more than I already do, I surprise myself. Who knew I was capable of all this love, all these feelings. I certainly had no fucking clue. Until her.
Chapter 18
Callum
It’s been almost three months but Lana and I have yet to be intimate with each other. Besides laying kisses to her forehead or cheek, we haven't even actually kissed. Of course I want to. Not only do I want to tell her how much I love her, I also want to lay her down and show her, but I don't want to rush her after everything she’s been through. I don't want her regretting being intimate with me. I know she needs time to mentally heal.
There’s been plenty of times the sexual tension I feel is so thick I can hardly breathe through it. When she’s in nothing but a shirt and bends over to pick something up and I catch a glimpse of her lush bottom or when she emerges from the shower with just a towel wrapped around her wet body or when she’s laying on me at night and her hand rubs across my abs or simply when she’s just sitting on the couch with Henry and her shirt falls off one shoulder as she glances over to me with a breathtaking smile. That smile has always been able to send me to my knees.
Tonight is one of those times where the want and need for Lana’s body is overwhelming all of my senses.
I step into the steaming shower and close my eyes as the water trickles over me. I see Lana in my mind, fully nude and bending over the kitchen table waiting for me to fuck her. The image turns my dick to steel. I lather some soap in my hand then grab a hold of myself with one hand as my other hand holds myself up by the shower wall. I slowly begin to glide up and down my shaft. I picture sliding into her for the first time, feeling how tight and ready she is for me. Fuck. My pace picks up and my abs begin to tighten. I’m aggressively jerking myself into bliss with images of Lana’s ass jiggling with every thrust into her. I’m squeezing my eyes shut tightly and my other hand is now in a fist. Fuck I’m about to come-
“Callum?” Lana’s voice interrupts from behind the shower curtain. Shit.
“Uh, yea? What's up?” I ask, trying to steady my breathing. The curtain is pulled to the side a bit and her head pops into the shower.
“Hi,” she says grinning.
I have no defense for that smile.
“Hey.” I smile back trying to keep myself at an angle.
Her gaze travels over my body and stops when she sees my hard erection still covered in soapsuds. Fuck. I turn a bit more. She meets my eyes again and there’s a heat behind them.
“Can I join you?" she shyly asks.
“Of course.” She quickly undresses behind the curtain then I lend her my hand and help her in. “Here, get under the water,” I say, switching our positions. She closes her eyes to the warm water falling down and I watch in fascination as her body becomes wet and nipples pebble. She lets the water run down her hair soaking it. She runs her hands through her hair, slicking it back then finally looks at me. Droplets of water fall from her wet lashes and lips. God, I want to lick the water off those pink lips. She looks like a goddess of the sea and I struggle not to bow to her. My goddess.
“Come closer,” she quietly says, holding out a hand. I accept her hand and let her pull me towards her.
Her full breasts press against my stomach and the feel of them on me sends a spark down to my still erected cock. She must feel it throb as it rests between us now. She looks up at me with an unreadable expression but once again I'm transfixed and frozen in place. I stare down in her eyes and wait for her lead. She’s in control here.
Lana blinks, breaking our stare then moves her eyes down to my chest. She lifts a hand and rubs warm water across my hard pecs and my nipples harden. Her touch is so sensual and tempting. I bite my bottom lip for a moment as I fight the urge to take her right here, right now.
Please let me keep it together.
Her hand travels lower until it's grazing my hard dick. She makes enough room between us to firmly grasp it and I instantly want to explode. Fucking Christ.
The warm water falls between us and sends the suds on my throbbing dick streaming down my leg. She slowly begins moving her hand up and down. Clean water slowly washing away any soap left.
Her hand on me like this feels so fucking dangerous. I've never been this turned on in my life. No other female has ever brought me to the edge of sanity as Lana is doing right now.
She looks back up to me and I swear my fucking heart skips a beat as I look into her sultry gaze. Lana keeps her eyes on me as well as her hand wrapped around my dick as she slowly descends to her knees.
Fuuuuck.
With her eyes still locked on mine, she opens her perfect pouty lips and wraps them around my swollen head.
Fuck. I let out a soft moan. I could bust right now. How embarrassing would that be though. I fight against the pleasure that's taking over my whole body and slowly blink with the struggle.
Lana hollows her cheeks and begins to move her warm wet mouth along my shaft, her tongue swirling and hitting the most sensitive parts.
I've imagined Lana with my dick in her mouth but this, this is nothing like I imagined. It’s so much more. It’s everything I never knew I could feel. Because it's her. My little dove, willingly pleasuring me because she wants to, because she loves me.
Lana starts to move her firm grip along with the movement of her mouth and now I know I can't last any longer. She’s still looking up at me while taking my hard dick as far back into her mouth as she can handle, moving it back out then in again with quick movements. I'm losing it. I break our eye contact as my head falls back and my hands grab her hair and head for support. A burst of lightning shoots behind my eyes and my body convulses as I explode into Lana's mouth. My uncontrollable pent-up moans fill the bathroom and I'm left panting and weak.
