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“No?” He murmurs, closing the door behind him again. “Reach over and turn that lamp on for me, please, princess.”
On both sides of the bed are some tall side tables, both with lamps. I knock the one on at my side, dimming the light slightly as it comes on so sharp.
It’s become a habit after Ben told me about Phoebe’s eyes, and I reach over and do the same on the other side.
It casts a warm glow in the room, offsetting some of the shadows, and it seems to set the mood beautifully.
At least for me.
“Before we do anything,” Topher says, walking over to sit on the edge of the bed. He’s diagonal to me, putting a decent amount of space between us. “I want to talk.”
I nod slowly, my heart hammering. I know I want him to be reassured. “There’s, um, there’s no pressure to do anything you’re uncomfortable with, Toph.”
Topher groans. “That was my line.”
I laugh, and some of the newfound tension starts to fade. “I’m sorry. I just know you’ve not done this before, and I wanted to offer my support so that you don’t feel… pressured.”
“I fucking love you,” he whispers.
“As I love you.”
He grins at me. “I am… I’ve never had sex before. Nobody other than myself has ever touched me before, and I’ve never touched anyone else.”
I nod slowly. “Okay?”
“But I’m not clueless about how it’s all going to work. I know how to do it.”
I nod, trying to not smile. “I did surmise you’d have an inkling.”
He nods, crossing his arms in front of his chest. The way the muscles bulge is so hot, and the intense look in his gold eyes has me squirming.
“Good. I know where your bits are and?—”
I groan, hiding my face for a second before looking back at him. He seems uncomfortable, off-kilter, even. “Christopher, love,” I say, inching closer to him. “I’m not going to make you prove that you can pass sex ed before you can touch me.”
He sneers now, the haughty look only increasing my amusement. “I guessed.”
His tone is so dry.
I snort. “Want a blowjob?”
His eyes widen, and I know I’ve managed to surprise him. It only lasts for a second though before a smirk appears on his face, and his eyes narrow. The confidence is back, and fuck, is it attractive.
“That’s not how it’s going to work,” Topher says slowly. He moves off the edge of the bed, and I don’t know how he got such dramatic lighting, but I can’t cope.
I genuinely think all he’d need to do is brush against my clit right now and I’d detonate. He strides towards me, his steps slow and calculating.
The temperature seems to rise a few degrees as he walks, my dress feeling so heavy.
“Um, how will?—”
“You’re a good girl, aren’t you, princess?” His voice has never sounded like this.
I jerkily nod.
“I thought so. Stand up for me.”
I’m on my feet before my next blink takes place.
