It was a nightmare.
It wasn’t real.
But it was.
It is real.
Wrong.
Wrong.
Wrong!
“Fucking stop it,” I ordered my own wandering mind as I rolled onto my hands and knees, moving through the darkness blindly. “Just shut the fuck up for one goddamn minute!”
Thud.
Thud.
Thud.
Was I still awake?
Thud.
Thud.
Thud.
Or had I fallen back to sleep?
Thud.
Thud.
Thud.
I was definitely on the move now, stumbling around in the darkness, guided solely by memory.
Thud.
Thud.
Thud.
A severe wave of brain fog attacked my senses and I felt myself slipping.
Drifting away again.
Into another nightmare.
Jesus no!
“No, no, no…” Whimpering, I mentally fought against what I knew came next, but it was no use.
Even in my dreams, I couldn’t change a thing.
“Gerard?”