Page 27 of Finding Forgiveness


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Deciding that instead of using words, I show her exactly what she just said means to me. My cock is already hard, so I flip her onto her back and nudge into her, spreading her pussy open. Pushing up on my hands, I look down at how beautifully she takes me, swirling my hips, watching her take me as my shaft glistens with our combined release. My strokes are slow, steady, and even. I bend down, taking one of her nipples into my mouth as I make love to my woman for the first time in over twenty years. When Savvy cries out, her hips buck, urging me to take her harder. I refuse and bite down on her nipple, causing her to hiss and put her hands in my hair. Her grip on my hair has a little bite, spurring me to devour her other nipple. My hips continue their steady, torturous pace. She feels so good. I need to savor every ounce of this moment. I need to show her my love at this moment, to have her feel me in a way no woman ever has.

Can’t remember the last time I’d felt something as good or wanted someone as much as I wanted her. My hips continue their leisurely pace despite her clear desire for me to do more. Pulling away from her, I look into her eyes, and I know she sees exactly what I am feeling at this moment. The love and devotion I have for her. I can feel it. And that is when she understands exactly what I am doing. I am making love to her.

She’s so damn beautiful as I stare down at her and to see her eyes glisten, my throat clogs with emotion. I fucking love this woman more than life itself and she needs to know that, understand, and feel it in the deepest recess of her soul as I do. When a tear slips down the side of her face, I lean in and kiss her. The kiss is claiming, it’s a promise that this is only the beginning for us. Releasing her lips, I kiss her down to the crook of her neck, gently biting down, which is enough to send her over the edge. Savvy moans my name. When my release hits me, it is not like before; it comes on suddenly as Savvy grips me within her, and I groan, continuing my thrust, kissing and licking her neck.

Once more feeling sated by my woman, I shifted my body after a few moments and lay next to her, intertwining one of my hands with hers. Savvy lay beside me, panting and sated. I kissed the knuckles of our intertwined hands, moving up her arm, over her chest, and stopping at her lips and devouring them.

“I love you, Gunner,” Savvy says breathlessly after pulling away and looking into my eyes.

“I love you more than words could ever express. You are mine Savvy, ain’t no going back.” I smirk, running my fingers over her nipples as I watch her chest rise and fall. My woman's body glistens under the dim lights in our room. A sated smile on her face lets me know I’ve done my job in satisfying her as I admire her in all her naked glory. Damn, my woman is beautiful. I’m one lucky motherfucker. “I’m going to shower, even though I’d much rather have your scent on me. But I don’t enjoy sharing any part of you with any motherfucking body. I’ll text a prospect to bring us breakfast in a few hours after we nap for a little bit.” I say, sitting up and staring down at her.

She sleepily nods. “I like that idea. I’ll join you once I can feel my legs.” We both chuckle.

Lean down and kiss her lips, pulling away quickly before things get heated. Can't get enough of Savvy, and I’m not sure I’ll ever want to. Sliding out of bed and headed into the bathroom before the temptation became too much.

Start the shower, trying to think about what I need to get done today and not the naked woman in my bed. Spider, I’m sure, has been working on finding out more information on who the fuck could get into the system and ultimately rob us in our sleep. Shit. We need to get that shit figured out really damn soon. We also need to figure out the shit with Savvy and shit from her old life coming back to fuck with us.

Never a dull fucking moment.

“Fucking hell.”

I’m not complaining because it means I get to have my woman in my life for whatever I have left of it. It will take me a long fucking time not to want to drown in her every minute of every day. I’ve been without her for twenty years and never want to do that shit again.

Releasing a breath as the hot water beats down on me, I can’t help but grip my hard cock and, not for the first time, wonder how the fuck this is possible at my age. It isn’t like I’m some teenage boy learning about pussy and experimenting with dirty mags or taking peeks up girls' skirts. I’m a fucking fully grown man with grown kids and grandkids. My dick doesn’t seem to grasp that. The thought of Savvy lying naked in my bed has me thrusting into my fist. Within seconds, my balls draw up as I stroke my dick with long and firm strokes, squeezing when I get to the tip. Fuck. My cum sprays the shower wall, my chest heaves, and my knees damn near give out. I lean into the wall and catch my breath. And at that moment, I hear her and my dick, the fiend, that it is– is ready for my woman once again.

Eighteen

GUNNER

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It’s been a few weeks since Savvy and I had our come to jezzus moment and life has been fucking good. She has gone out on a few jobs, but mostly; she has been here with me, being mine. It’s been an adjustment in the best way. The one thing that is an adjustment, and I wish wasn’t a thing, is our daughter always being in our house. I love Bell and my grandbabies, but she is the queen of cockblocking. I swear she gets the brain tingles when she thinks her ma and I are busy. She finds it funny as shit, catching us in compromising positions. Of course, her visits are always under the guise of my grandbabies wanting to spend time with us. I call bullshit on that because all they want is to eat, shit and drool. They don’t give two shits about who's supplying the goods. And they sure as shit ain’t asking for me or my woman. And then I feel like an asshole and spend time with them because they are too damn cute.

“Mommy,”

“Mom, mom, mother, mommy…”

My jaw clenches as Savvy’s body silently shakes beneath me. Our daughter’s loud ass voice echoes through the walls and I sigh, resting my forehead on Savvy’s shoulder, begging for the strength to not get up and strangle the fuck out of my kid. Fuck, here I thought my shit was soundproof. I was wrong because Bellamy’s voice seems to be louder and clearer the longer she hollers for her mother. I let out a groan, trying and failing to calm my shit down. Savvy’s laughter has me lifting my head to look into her eyes, which glitter with amusement, causing me to glare down at her mirthlessly. My fucking dick is ready to pound nails, not even the sound of my grandbaby giggling deflates the fucker.

“Cock-fucking-blocking ass kid,” I mumble.

Savvy knows I’m on the verge of losing my shit because it’s been too damn long and I need her fucking badly. Her amusement at my pain has my eyes narrowing on her.

“I swear I’m going to ban her ass from coming into our house. I swear to fuck.” Looking down at Savvy doesn’t even have the decency to hold back her laughter at my frustration. “This shit ain’t funny…” I grind my cock into Savvy’s jean-clad pussy, causing her smile to fall and a moan makes its way from her throat.

My smile satisfied, knowing that I have that effect on my woman and I’m able to wind her up. When I see lust and need in her eyes. Call me a prick, but it makes me fucking happy as shit, knowing she has to share in my fucking pain.

I push off of the bed listening as Bellamy continues to yell for her Ma. Straightening, I look at Savvy whose eyes watch me as she shifts in the bed pulling her shirt over her luscious tits. Damn, my woman is one hot fucking GILF.

“That’s what the fuck you get, woman. I need my pussy. And our cockblocking ass spawn is getting in the way of my good time. Fucking hell.”

Savvy’s eyes narrow on me, but I shrug because she knows damn well it’s a problem that this kid in particular refuses to call and text before coming.

“You can narrow your eyes all you want. You know you were ready for this dick.” I say, winking at her and leaving the room. My laughter is loud and I’m surely going to pay for that comment later.

Walking down the stairs, I can hear the click of Digger’s paws on my hardwood floors. I shake my head. He is never far from his babies, which is one reason I’ve warmed up to the little shit. Digger is protective as fuck with my grandbabies and will fuck anyone up who he deems unworthy to be in their presence. The damn club girls are afraid of him because he’s nipped a few of them for coming close. And I don’t blame him. I want to flip my shit myself when they try to cuddle up to my grandbabies, hoping to get in good with me and my boys. It won’t work, but those bitches are too ditzy to get that. I shake my head as I make my way into the living room. Walking into the room, Bellamy already has Aila on her blanket and is pulling Kwan out of his seat. Digger comes toward me, eyes narrowed like he has some shit to say. When he reaches me, I lift my hand, scratching behind his ear as he sniffs me. When he looks up as if trying to decide if I’m worthy to be in the baby's presence, I glare down at him, showing him who's boss. Which has him huffing at me and I swear the little fucker rolls his eyes and turns and heads toward his bed, near the back door. Fucker.

“Why are you getting comfortable, baby girl? I love you, but…”

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