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Seventeen
GUNNER
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When I brought Savvy to my home, the home she’s refused to enter since being back at the compound, I knew I was taking a risk. A risk that shit wouldn’t go my way. It was a risk I would take because I was done playing it safe with her. Hearing her words and her finally admitting what had been holding her back made me realize that the risk I took tonight might pay off. Did it piss me the fuck off hearing about her being with others? Fuck yeah it did, but I can’t be a fucking hypocrite. And I’ll be damned if we go another day the way we have, with her holding me at arm’s length. So I quickly let that shit go.
Kissing her now, feeling her melt into me as she once did, I no longer have the restraint. This kiss doesn’t feel like one we’ve shared since she returned and only wanted to scratch an itch. This is soul deep, it’s consuming. It’s my woman finally getting that this… being an us, is inevitable. My dick twitches at the thought of having her fully. I could pull away from her and act like this sliver of progress is good enough, but I won't. I can't because just as much as she needs me to breathe, I need her.
Pulling away from Savvy, my heart rate increases at the sight before me. My hands come to either side of her face as I take all of her in, the haze and lust in her eyes and how her lips are swollen from my kisses.
“Beautiful,”
If I didn’t know any better, I would think Savvy was kiss drunk. Holding in my chuckle, I lean forward, pressing my forehead against hers. Our breaths mingle as we breathe each other in. Savvy raises her hand and puts her hand over my heart and that motion does something to me.
“You are the love of my life. There are a million sorry’s I could say, but they would never be enough. Having you here right now means… it means that even if they’re not enough, you are willing to let me try. Try to earn your trust and your heart. We may never get back to what we once were, even though that will always be the goal. You will undoubtedly have doubts. Your fear of the past repeating itself will rear its head and I know that… I’m prepared for that. But know this Savvy, I will never give you up, I will never let you go. I will live each day to love you the way you deserve. I will fight for you. I will kill for you. I will live for you and only you.”
In the deep pools of her eyes, I see everything she tries to hold back. And recognizing that tonight my woman is letting me in, she may never fully trust me, and as much as that thought guts me, I know I can’t dwell on it.
My heart and soul. I am lying at her feet.
When she shifts, I release an audible breath. Shifting her body forward, my need for her becomes overwhelming. I can’t hold back any longer. My inner caveman wants to strip her bare and claim her in every way to show her how mine she is.
Without thinking, I release her face and wrap my arms around her, lifting her off her feet. My eyes never leave hers as I carry her toward my bed, my movements aren’t rushed because I want to savor having her in my arms. Tonight is the night I’m reclaiming my woman.
With our breaths mingling, I close my eyes and refuse to rush this. I step away from Savvy, my eyes open and connect with hers once more. The way she watches me has me taking a breath to calm my beating heart and growing need. My hands go to the hem of my shirt and I pull it up and over my head. Savvy mirrors my movements, removing her as well. When my hands go to the button of my jeans, lust burns in her eyes. Releasing my button and zipper, I allow my jeans to fall to the floor, leaving me bare. I curse myself when I realize my boots are still on, but I shake them off quickly, leaving them pooled on the floor with my pants. Savvy for a long moment stares at me. Her eyes trail from my feet up my body and my dick twitches at the heat of her attention. Standing at my full height, my hand goes to my shaft as I pump and squeeze. Savvy watches me. It takes everything in me not to step into her and remove the rest of her clothing. When her eyes raise to mine, I can see her reservations and the fear of what giving herself to me fully means. My eyes on her I raise a brow at her, letting her know she will not raise those walls of hers. This is it, there is no going back. Remaining in place, I continue to watch her watch me as I lazily stroke myself. Ever so slowly, Savvy shifts and without bending down she removes her shoes, her hand goes to her waist releasing her button and zipper of her pants, unlike mine they didn’t fall to the floor, so she pulls them down slowly teasingly. Once off, she stands and removes her bra, dropping it to the floor.
In the blink of an eye, we are all limbs, kisses, caresses, and moans as we stand stripped bare of everything but one another. I’m a man possessed. With her smooth brown skin and body full of curves pressed against me, all that I am in this moment is at her mercy, but I need more.
I pull her leg across my hip, my dick is in prime position to slide through her folds. I groan at how wet she is for me. Savvy moans into the kiss, wrapping her arms around my neck, writhing, and pushing herself closer to me.
“Gunner, please.”
“Fuck.”
I need her fucking now. Lifting her off her feet, she wraps her legs around me. I take a few steps toward the bed and, with her still in my arms, crawl up the middle of the bed, never releasing her lips from my own. Savvy continues to writhe and whimper in need, and I hold back a chuckle when she digs her nails into my shoulders, trying to pull me closer. I wrap my arms around her waist and slowly lean forward, laying her on the bed, keeping my weight off her. Savvy’s lost in the haze of need. My hands trail from her back to her front, up to her breast and tweak her nipple as I kiss down her jaw. Her hips continue to writhe under me as she makes needy sounds as I pull and tweak her nipple. My other hand trails from her thigh to her dripping heated core and I groan into the kiss at how her pussy drenches my hand. Fuck. My thumb strokes her clit, slowly, and I smirk when she tries to lift her hips off of the bed to put pressure on where she needs it. Both our bodies are wound tight. I’m damn near ready to come, and I haven’t even been inside her yet.
I can’t fucking wait.
“Gunner, oh fuck please.”
Staring into her eyes. I can see she needs me and I’m going to give her everything, but she will only get what I give her when I give it to her. Pulling my hand from her pussy, she makes a keening sound and shifts her hips to follow my hand. With a kiss on her lips, I pull away from her, sitting up on my knees. Savvy opens herself to me and I stare down at her, as she watches me with lust drunk eyes. My hands itch to touch her and never stop, my dick twitches with the need to burrow itself into its home. I adjust myself, preparing to take what has always been mine. As I stare down at my woman, my heart stutters at the beauty before me. Leaning forward, my hands trail from her shoulders, down her breasts, and past her stomach and hips, landing on her thighs. I lift her hips wrapping her thighs around my waist. Shifting my hips forward, my tip probes at her entrance, Savvy tries to shift her feet to my ass trying to pull me into her. My hands go to her hips and I hold her steady. My eyes focus on where we’ll soon be connected. Releasing one hand from her hip, my dick remains at her entrance. I trail my hand to her clit, giving it a pinch. Savvy groans and shifts, attempting to pull me into her, but I don’t give in. My assault on her clit continues. My thumb circles her clit as I watch her juices soak the head of my cock. With the sounds she is making, I know she is close.
Without warning, my hand leaves her pussy and goes to her hips. In one smooth motion I enter her, engulfing myself in her heat. Savvy screams out my name as she cums, coating and squeezing my cock for dear fucking life. I damn near pass the fuck out trying to hold back from releasing inside of her as I hold still as her pussy pulsates around me. My hand returns to her pussy and I circle her little bud, prolonging her release, which only serves to torture me. My dick remains fully seated inside of her as she writhes under me. Savvy cries out, her body shaking at the intensity of her release. Savvy begs me while trying to pull away, but I’m not having it. Slowly, I shift my hips, feeling her pussy release drip down my balls. With a twitch of her pussy, I know I can’t hold on any longer. So I don’t. I let go and fuck if I don’t see fucking stars and hear fucking angels singing, as I give my woman everything I have. Pulling at her thighs, lifting them up, my hands go to her knees as I piston in and out of her. The room fills with the sound of our bodies and I have to grit my teeth, not wanting to come yet.
“Fuck, Savvy! I don’t think I’ll ever feel heaven like I do while I’m inside you.” She mumbled something, but I didn’t catch it. Leaning down, I nip her jaw. As my hips continue to piston in and out of my woman.
“One more, baby, give me one more. Fuck.”
With a loud moan, Savvy claws at my back. I can feel her pussy clenching around me and my thrust stutter at the feeling. And fuck does she give me one more. And I can’t hold back. With a loud guttural groan, I release inside of her, and fuck if I don’t see damn stars as my dick jerks inside my woman.
My body feels sated in a way it has never felt before. Savvy and I have shared moments in the past, but nothing like this. Not wanting this moment to end, I continue thrusting into her leisurely, enjoying the feeling of my woman around me. Pulling her close and rolling to my back. I adjust us both in the bed so that she lay sprawled over me with her legs parted, and it takes everything in me to ignore my hardening cock and the need to thrust deep and hard into her again. Fuck, the feeling causes me to groan into her neck.
Breathing her in, I know we need to talk more, define this shit. But I’m enjoying having her in my bed too much to fuck it up with talking.
Savvy had other thoughts about it as she shifted her body on top of mine. She maneuvers so that her body is splayed over half of mine, and she sits up slightly, leaning on her elbow and the other arm resting on my chest so she can look into my eyes.
“Gun, I love you. No matter how hard I try not to. I can never deny or run from that. You can do nothing to make me forget the past that we shared because it’s a part of our story. I’m choosing to continue this story… our story I’m choosing to forgive.” She says the last part softly. Her eyes glisten, and I feel her heart slow and beat in time with mine. I know at this moment that what she says is true. She is choosing to be mine. My words get stuck in my throat as I stare into her beautiful chocolate eyes.
