Page 49 of Finding Forgiveness


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When I feel her pussy clamp around me and her release gushes out and around me, dripping down my balls and onto my thigh. I let go and fuck if I don’t see fucking stars and hear fucking angels singing. I come hard. If she wasn’t already knocked up, she definitely would be after this.

After catching our breath, I adjusted, rolling, so she’s lying on my chest, her legs parted, pussy full of my softening cock and our combined release. She moans into my chest when I shift my hips.

“Fuck, Savvy! I don’t think I’ll ever feel heaven like I do while I’m inside you.” She mumbled something, but I didn’t catch it. Leaning down, I kiss her sweaty forehead, keeping my lips there, breathing her in.

“Gun, I love you. No matter how hard I tried to deny it. I couldn’t. You’re the man who broke, destroyed, and changed me. But you are also my man. That helped me put myself back together. You helped me realize that forgiving is not forgetting. That forgiving doesn’t make me weak. Forgiving you was the greatest gift I could have ever given myself because of this happiness. The life we share is better than I could have ever dreamed.” She says the last part softly. I feel wetness on my chest. My words get stuck in my throat

Deciding instead of using words, I show her exactly what her words mean to me. I flip us so her back is to the bed and I am over her, keeping my weight off her lower half. I shift my hips. Pushing up on my hand, I look down at how beautiful she takes me, swirling my hips, watching her take me. My strokes are slow, steady, and even. I bend down, taking one of her nipples into my mouth as I make love to my woman. Savvy cries out, and her hips buck, urging me to take her harder. I refuse as I bite down on her nipple, which causes her to hiss and dig her nails into my shoulder. There is a little bite to her grip, which spurs me to devour her other nipple. My hips continue their steady, torturous pace. She feels so good I need to savor every ounce of this moment.

My hips pump in and out of her leisurely as I lick, suck, nibble, and lap at her nipples. She tasted so good and so fucking mine. The scent of her was driving me insane. Pulling her nipple into my mouth, pinching it between my teeth, and gently biting down was enough to send her over the edge. Savvy screams out my name so loud I wonder if the entire compound heard her. Her chest arches with the force of her release, mine not far behind as I roar and still above her.

“Shit, I think you broke me.” She says breathlessly.

I roll off her so I can catch my breath. “I guess you should lie here, then.” I turn my head and smirk. My hands automatically come to her nipple and I run my fingers over them as I watch her chest rise and fall. My woman's body glistens under the sunlight peeking through the windows. A sated smile on her face lets me know I’ve done my job in satisfying her.

Admiring her and all her naked glory. Damn, my woman is beautiful. I’m one lucky motherfucker.

“I’m going to shower, even though I’d much rather have your scent on me all day. But I don’t like sharing any part of you with any motherfucking body. I’ll text a prospect to bring us breakfast. We’ll eat once you shower and dress. Then maybe nap.” I say, sitting up and staring down at her.

She sleepily nods. “I like that idea. I’ll wait to get up until I can feel my legs.” We both chuckle.

Lean down and kiss her lips, pulling away quickly before things get heated. Can't get enough of Savvy, and I’m not sure I’ll ever want to. Sliding out of bed I head into the bathroom before the temptation becomes too much.

I may have had to fight like a motherfucker, but I love my life.

I smile as I turn the shower on.

SAVVY

Finding forgiveness was not simple. Sharing who I am, and the part of my past that forged me into who I am, was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. But it was worth it. Loving Gunner and letting him in was worth it. Now I have, with the help of my future husband and baby daddy's, help our children navigate the messes they seem to make of their lives.

Being an assassin, a mother, an ol’ lady, and a soon-to-be wife is all it’s cracked up to be. I couldn’t have asked for a better life or man to share it with.

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