Just relax.Sean took a couple deep breaths. “Yeah,” he whispered with a slight hitch.
“How does this feel?” Zach stroked his tight entrance, his slick fingers slipping easily in and out of his hole. He went in a fraction deeper and grazed Sean’sbutton,nearly sending him through the roof.
“Fuck,”he choked. “It…it feels…great.”
Zach “pressed” his button a few more times, turning Sean’s cock to steel. His anxieties eased off as his need to be fucked dominated his senses. Zach slowly withdrew his fingers and planted kisses up Sean’s spine, his naked body hovering over him. The other man’s hard shaft nestled between Sean’s butt cheeks as he softly kissed his shoulder.
“Are you ready for this?” Zach whispered in his ear, his body settling down against Sean. He gently rolled his hips, gliding his cock through Sean’s crack. Zach caressed his ribs and continued to kiss his shoulders and upper back.
Are you ready?Are you ready to be fucked by a MAN?
Sean trembled as doubts flooded in. Everything Zach was doing to him felt insanely good. Not just the sexual stuff…but hisaffectionand sweetness. Enjoyingthatpart of it kind of freaked Sean out. Even if he was ready to befucked—was he ready to experience intimateemotionsfor a man? Why did that scare him more than the sex?
“Sean?” Zach brushed his lips against Sean’s ear. “Are you ready?” He wasn’t rushing Sean. His tone was tender, relaxed, letting Sean know that if he needed more time to get fully comfortable with all this…then that was okay.
“I’m…I’m ready.” Was he, though? As the words came out, the tension returned.
Zach didn’t immediately impale him. He barely moved at all, just continued to caress his body and kiss his warm skin. He reached up and touched two fingers to Sean’s chin and turned his face, then kissed Sean on the mouth. The kiss was tender, sensual…the way a straight guy would kiss the girl he loved and was deeply passionate about.
The kiss ended a moment later, yet their lips remained touching, warm breath sifting into one another’s mouths. “You’re in full control,” Zach whispered. “You don’t have to go any further than you want to.” He kissed him softly. “Do you want to continue?”
Sean sensed the tension in the room as Gideon and the camera crew waited for his reply. It dissipated a moment later when he nodded.
Zach smiled. “I’m glad.” He sucked Sean’s lower lip. “I really, really want to take you all the way.”
8
The “action” paused as Zach was given a condom. He sheathed himself and lubed his cock and Sean’s ass, working the slick gel into his hole.
It’s happening. It’s really happening. This is it—the moment of truth. The reason you’re here.
Sean had a difficult time determining if his rapid heartbeat was due to fear or excitement or a little of both. Once the deed was done, there was no taking it back, no going back to being one-hundred-percentstraightwith a virgin ass that had never swallowed dick.
His mind jumped to his friends again and the fear of being found out crept back on him. Anyone could stumble across this video. Shit, he didn’t even use afakename.Whyhadn’t he? Maybe then, he could’ve denied that he was the guy in the video getting ass-fucked, citing it was one of those strange phenomena that everyone had a “twin” out in the world. But he had used hisreal name.Having a look-alike was unbelievable enough. But a look-alike with thesame name?No fucking way he’d be able to sellthat.
The director called for action and Zach urged Sean up onto hands and knees, his ass presented to the porn star and exposed for the world to see. He’d never felt so vulnerable in all his life. Perched on hands and knees before his girlfriend hadn’t felt anything like this. Was it because—despite the synthetic cock ramming his ass—his mind was wholly aware that it was still agirldoing it to him? Surely tons of hardcore heterosexuals let their wives or girlfriends ass-fuck them with toys without once wondering if they might be gay. Sean hadn’t wondered if he was. Even when he started watching gay porn and thinking about fuckingguys. His mind had remained fully locked into his “straightness.” It hadn’t occurred to him that he might actually be gay—until he came here.
Sean snapped back to attention in a hurry when the tip of Zach’s greased cock touched his hole. He went rigid with tension. His fingers slowly curled, dragging the comforter into his fists—and he literally felt his inner ass muscles tighten up in resistance to the impending invasion of Zach’s dick.
What was wrong with him? He’d come here for this express purpose—why was he suddenly resisting it?
Sean gasped sharply as Zach pushed gently with his hips. The tip of his cock stretched Sean’s tight hole.Fuck.Sean clutched the blanket harder as his head dropped forward and eyes squeezed shut.Relax-relax-relax.If he didn’t “relax”—Zach might accidentally tear him a new one.
“Relax,” Zach murmured, aware of his tension. He lightly nudged Sean’s ass with his cock head without penetrating him. “This is just like the toys you used…only better.”
Sean swallowed hard and nodded, taking deep breaths as he struggled to calm his mind and body. He wanted this. He’d wanted it so bad that he had contacted the porn company in hopes of being chosen for this segment. He wouldn’t go through all that if he hadn’t really wanted to get fucked by a man—would he?
“Breathe…” Zach whispered and very slowly applied pressure, squeezing his engorged cock head into Sean’s ass, stretching…stretching…
Oh fuck—fuck—it’s happening! It’s really fucking happening! You’re taking DICK! You FAG!
“No…”Sean choked and pulled away suddenly, falling on the bed face down. “Stop…I-I don’t want to do this…I don’t…”
The director immediately halted the shoot.
Sean buried his face in the pillow, his chest heaving with ragged breath. “I’m sorry,” he whispered thickly, his voice shaking, when Gideon approached the bed. “I-I don’t…I don’t know what happened…but I can’t do this…I’m sorry.”
“You don’t have to be sorry,” Gideon said. “You’re here for you, not us. You’re not obligated to go through with it if you change your mind.”
