His hands grip a hold of my hips, and he slowly guides me up over his shaft and then back down onto both of their cocks, stuffing me. Each giving off its own sensations almost overwhelming, but I take a deep breath before I hear both of the men inside of me laugh before they thrust their hips up inside of me.
“Sadie.” I’m nudged as my eyes fly open and I look over to Ro still lying beside me. “You okay?” I’m sure my face flushes simply by the sight of him. “It sounded like you were whining.”
“I’m fine.” I shake my head, as he looks down at me cocking his head to the side and I avert my eyes before he laughs out.
“You were having a sex dream?”
“What? No.” I mumble, rolling over and he laughs.
“I’m going to get up. You ready to go back?” I glance at him over my shoulder and shake my head. Making him laugh again. “Get up. We can go back, and you can go back to sleep. Finish your dream.” He winks at me. Pulling the sheet up to conceal the embarrassment on my face. It takes me a moment before I realize where I am, and I get up out of the bed as my muscles scream at me to stop. I push past them, forcing myself to breathe through the body aches, and get dressed. I’ve done harder more painful things. I should be able to do this.
I walk, with Ro, out of the room and up the stairs to the main floor.
I can hear kids playing before we even open the door, and as we do it’s nearly chaos. There are three boys who run out the back door as we reach the top of the stairs. The pain aches in my chest as I squeeze Ro’s hand tighter, and he looks back at me confused as we come to a stop in the kitchen.
“Sadie?” I hear the voice coming from the kitchen call out to me, which stops me in my thoughts. I slowly turn and look at her. But I already know it’s her before I even look over.
“Ella!?” I gasp looking at her. “You’re back.”
A coy smile comes on her face, and she nods her head. “Sorry, I didn’t call you back. I was evading my life.” She says it in a way that only Ella can to make me laugh. “Ash, came and dragged me back here a couple of years ago before dad died.” I grasp Ro’s hand so tightly that he looks over at me confused. I’m sure that he can read my pained expression.
“Oh, I’m sorry to hear that.” I whisper, looking back at her, knowing that I shouldn’t already know all of these things about her life.
“He’s not in pain any longer.” Her face shows the sadness that radiates inside of my chest, and I nod my head.
“I guess that’s a good way to look at it.”
“What are you doing here?” She asks as she walks over and gives me a hug. In my head, all I can see is the photo sitting in front of me as I cried and beggedhimnot to kick me out.
“Mommy.” I hear the little boy call out as a grin comes across Ella’s face. My face falls as I see the boy run up to her. Axe comes in the back door, chasing after him. This whole thing is fucked up. I exhale slowly, feeling dizzy as I watch the happy family together and I can already see the similarities.
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Jag comes running into the kitchen and up to Ella. Sadie grasps my hand tighter, and I look over as I see her face grey.
Tugging on her hand, but she doesn’t look at me, instead she just continues to stare straight ahead. Tugging on her hand a second time, but she doesn’t do anything, no, instead she just looks down and I can see her shake her head in, what seems like slow motion, before she collapses to the ground. “Fuck!” I shout as I reach over, luckily catching her before she face-plants on the floor.
“Holy shit.” Ella shouts before she’s moving over to where we’re standing, and she helps me keep Sadie from smacking her head on the ground. “What the hell just happened?” she asks as I pick Sadie up, carrying her to the couch.
“Go get Fury.” Ella shouts over to Axe, who nods his head. Axe pulls Jagger along behind him as he leaves.
“Tell him she’s detoxing.” I shout back at him as he leaves the room. Looking over at Ella, “Grab me a cool cloth.” She nods again before she rushes back into the kitchen and then reappears with cool rag and I place it on Sadie’s head.
Fury moves into the room with an IV bag, and quickly starts moving the liquid into her, hydrating her.
“How long has it been?”
“A day.” I tell him causing him to nod his head.
“It’s going to get bad for a few days.”
“Yeah, I assumed as much.” I pause. “I’ve been trying for a couple of weeks, but she had a lot fucking hidden.”
Fury laughs out and nods his head. “They tend to do that.” By ‘they’ he means addicts. I watch as he nods to the side. Looking over at Ella as she sits next to Sadie. I follow him until we’re by the kitchen. “This is going to be a lot of work… you sure she’s worth it?”
“I can’t explain it, but yeah…” I trail, admitting it out loud for the first time. I’m sure, the admission brings out a bizarre look on my face which causes him to laugh. “Yes.” I whisper it again only for myself this time.
