Page 83 of Coming Clean

“Your aunt and uncle’smoney won’t last forever.”

Jeremy bristled at that. Asif he didn’t know his own financial situation. “No, it won’t, butmaybe this is the right time for me to take a fewrisks.”

“This isn’t going to workout.” Connor said.

Noooo.Jeremy screamed inside but he couldn’t make hisvoice work. Tell him why he’s wrong.Don’t let this end. He backed towardthe door. If this was really it, then he had to get out of herebefore he had a breakdown. His chest was so tight he could barelysuck in a breath. When he hit the wall, he reached behind him andfelt for the doorknob.

Connor watched him but hedidn’t move or say anything. The pain in his eyes tore at Jeremy’sheart. He’d done this to Connor and now Jeremy was sick with grief.His fingers found the knob and he turned to face the door.Open it. It’s time togo. He couldn’t make himselfmove.

Suddenly Connor was behindhim. He grabbed Jeremy’s shoulders, spun him around, and shoved himback against the door. Their lips met and a stormignited.

Sex with Connor had alwaysbeen amazing, the best Jeremy’d ever had by far, but he’d sensedthat there was power in Connor that he’d never fully unleashed whenthey were in bed. He’d wanted to know what it would be like ifConnor let that go. There was nothing gentle about the way heground Jeremy against the door or his tight grip on Jeremy’swrists. With any other man, Jeremy would struggle, unable to bearbeing trapped, but even knowing how angry Connor was, Jeremytrusted him. Connor would never hurt him.

Jeremy worked his hips,rubbing against Connor’s erection, letting him know Jeremy wasn’tdaunted by his roughness. They’d done this in his dreams, fuckedwild and fast with no restraint, no attempt to second-guess eachother. Hadn’t David always sworn there was no sex like angry sex?Jeremy had never had a chance to test that theory until now. WhenSilas was angry, he’d iced over until there was no passion in him,not that he was very sensual at the best of times.

Connor drew Jeremy’s wristsabove his head and pinned them with one hand. He glared at Jeremyas he drew in ragged breaths. Yep, he was still angry. Was thisgoodbye? If so, Jeremy wanted to make it the best goodbye he’d eversaid.

Connor yanked Jeremy’spants open, popping the button across the room. Jeremy didn’t givea damn. He needed Connor way more than he needed a pair ofwell-tailored pants. After a long, brutal kiss, Connor released hiswrists, shoved his pants and boxers down, and spun him around toface the door.

“Brace yourself and don’tmove,” he ordered. “I’ll be right back.”

Jeremy leaned against thedoor, cheek flat against the cool wood, trying to force air intohis lungs. He assumed Connor was going to get a condom so he couldfuck Jeremy right there, up against the door, and Jeremy wasn’tgoing to stop him. In fact, he was so hard he was afraid he’d comeif Connor so much as touched him. The still sane part of his brainknew this was a terrible idea. He shouldn’t let Connor fuck himwhen he was angry and things were unsettled between them. But thatpart of his mind was powerless against the force of his desire. Noway was he going to stop this.

“Stick your ass out,”Connor ordered, the words startling Jeremy. He hadn’t heard Connorreturn.

“You—”

Connor cut him offimmediately. “No talking.”

“Fuck.” The word came outstrained. Wrong as this might be. Connor was so fucking sexy likethis.

“That’s right, I’m going tofuck you and you’re not going to talk.”

Oh my God.Jeremy bit down on his lip to keep the words fromslipping out.

He heard the unmistakablyclick of Connor opening a bottle of lube and then Connor pushed twofingers into his ass, thrusting deep, spreading his digits to openJeremy up for what Jeremy was sure was going to be a hard, roughfuck.

“I’m going to fuck you andyou’re gonna take everything I have to give.”

“Please.” Jeremy pushed hisass out further, begging with his body and his words.

Connor’s fingers slid fromJeremy’s body, and Jeremy heard him rip open a condom packet.Jeremy turned his head so he could watch Connor roll it onto histhick cock. God how Jeremy loved the feel of Connor in hisass.

Connor laid a hand at thebase of Jeremy’s spine. The contact sizzled along Jeremy’s body,making him groan, then Connor took his dick in his hand. Jeremy lethis head hang down as he pressed his hands into the door, bracinghimself. Connor thrust deep, nothing like the gentle push intoJeremy’s body he usually took. He wasn’t letting Jeremy doubt thathe was going to fuck him, use him, fill his ass. And Jeremy wantedit.

“Hard. Don’tstop.”

“Not going to stop.” Connorpulled out and then drove back in so hard Jeremy’s handsslipped.

Connor pressed him tightagainst the wall and Jeremy rose onto his tiptoes so Connor had theright angle. Connor drove into him relentlessly until Jeremythought he’d lose his mind. He groaned and whimpered, crying outConnor’s name, but Connor never faltered in his rhythm and didn’tmake another sound. Not until he gave an agonized cry, as if thesound had been torn from him. He jerked against Jeremy andcame.

Connor’s orgasm sent Jeremyover the edge without even a touch to his dick. His cum shot allover Connor’s door, and he loved that he was leaving his markthere. Even if Connor kicked him out when they were done, he’dremember Jeremy when he looked at that door.

For several long momentsafter their bodies quieted, both men stayed pressed together,gasping for breath. But all too soon, Connor pulled his cock fromJeremy’s ass. Jeremy winced. Just how rough had things gotten?Jeremy had lost all sense of reality for a while. All he’d knownwas pleasure and the feel and scent of Connor.

Without saying a word,Connor walked away, his footsteps eerily silent. Jeremy pulled uphis pants and tucked himself in. He heard Connor in the bathroom,probably throwing the condom away. What would he say when Connorcame back? He didn’t regret what had just happened. His ass mightbe sore as hell but he’d beg Connor to do it again if he thoughtConnor would.

Jeremy stood there waitingfor longer than he thought necessary for Connor to clean himselfup. Then he heard the click of a door. Connor had closed himself inhis bedroom.