Page 121 of For I Have Sinned

“Sister Greta could come back at any minute.”

“So?” He shrugs, leaning back in.

“So?” My head jolts back. “Who are you and what have you done with Alex?”

He tucks a strand of hair behind my ear and softens his gaze. “I told Father Keaton I’ve decided to leave the church.”

I look at him in disbelief. “What? I thought you were waiting until I left?”

Regret flashes through his eyes. “That was my plan, but during our conversation the other day, it kind of just slipped out.”

Shit.

With me trying to act my ass off and be on my best behavior, I completely forgot about their talk. Between my mother visiting me that day, my lessons the rest of the week, and keeping myself occupied in the library, I’ve barely seen Alex.

Yes, it was partially my fault for not seeing him, but it was also because Father Keaton had been giving him useless tasks to do. And I just know it was to keep him away from me.

“How did it go?”

“I had a few choice words for him.”

“Couldn’t have been as bad as me telling him that he was going to burn in Hell.”

His mouth quirks. “You said that to him?”

I nod with a prideful smile. “And I’d say it again.”

“Well, I didn’t say those things to him, but I think I got my point across.” Alex grabs the fabric around my legs and begins lifting it. “Plus, I’m sick of letting him think he didn’t do anything wrong.”

“I’m glad you didn’t.” I watch as he scrunches the material and dips his hand between my legs. I gasp as he runs his knuckle along my clit. “I thought the plan was to get me out first. What happens when you leave and I’m still here?”

“I’m taking you with me,” he says as he kisses the corner of my mouth. “You’re already so wet for me.”

“What do you mean—” My sentence gets cut off when he starts drawing slow circles. “You—you are taking me with you?”

“When I leave, you leave,” he states with confidence. “After this event he has planned takes place, we are getting out of here.”

“Any more information on the event?” I ask breathlessly. My mind is clouded with lust as he continues at this tedious pace.

“Can we talk about it later?” he asks in desperation. “I haven’t seen you in a while, and I need this.”

Alex’s eyes meet mine as he removes his finger from my clit and dips his hand lower.

“And what is it you need?” I try to keep my voice steady as his finger slides through my slit.

“I need you to come all over my fingers.”

“Right now?” I question, as my eyes leave his to look at the door.

“We agreed that I could take you anywhere at any time, didn’t we?” His hooded eyes grow dark, and I nod. “Then that is exactly what I’m doing.”

Alex slips his finger inside of me and uses unhurried movements, knowing that he is driving me crazy, making me crave more from him. When he adds another finger, my mind drifts deeper into those clouds of lust. At this point, I don’t care if someone were to walk in right now.

We are both leaving, hopefully soon, so would it be so bad if we got caught?

I toss my head back, and he takes the opportunity to bring his lips to my neck, peppering kisses all over my skin until he begins to suck lightly. My hands meet his shoulders, and my fingers dig into the hard muscle from the sensation. He abruptly stops, pulling a disappointed groan from me, but I get it. He can’t leave his mark on me. Not when we are in this place.

His warm tongue glides across the space he had just been focusing on, and it makes my eyes flutter like wings on a butterfly until they close fully.