Page 4 of A Beast Captured My Heart

“I think that she better observe and protect the fuck out of my daughter or else the bitch is dead.”

I passed the blunt back to Teflon and walked back into the house to my baby girl cuddled in Kayori’s arms. She rubbed the right side of her face and smiled while sucking her fingers. Kayori giggled a bit as she read the story to my baby with a high-pitched but cute animated voice. I stood there speechless, not wanting to fuck up the moment. I let her finish as Quanna stood back with a proud smile fucking up the moment I wanted to save. Pulling out my phone I snapped a quick picture and put it in my back pocket.

“I told Kayori I could use her for more than security. You can pay her extra to babysit and be her bodyguard at the same time. I wrote a list of things for her that you can add to her work duties.”

Clenching my jaws, I snatched the paper out of her hands.

“Do her hair? This ain’t in the job description. That’s some shit her momma’s ‘pose to do,” I spat as I looked at Laquanna with disbelief.

“I don’t mind…”

I held my hand up cutting her off as I motioned for Laquanna to follow me to the back towards the kitchen area. This bitch was always trying to get out of motherly duties with my kid. It pissed me off cause she was the one who went through hoops to have her. Yet, she barely wanted to do the things that a mother was supposed to do. When we made it into the kitchen, Laquanna already started popping her shit. She was always in defensive mode because she knew I called her bullshit when I saw it.

“Before you start, I could use the help! You always saying how I don’t do shit but wait on a handout from you and what kind of role model will I be for our daughter so I signed up for cosmetology school. I start school in two weeks. Since I’m already kind of good at doing hair, I figured I’d make a career out of it.”

I couldn’t even say nothing bad to her because for once, I was proud of her for making a decision to better herself. I wouldn’t mind helping her do that. She was the mother of my child and I wanted my baby girl to grow up and not see that she had a gold-digging hoe ass mom. That shit would reflect back to me on what type of man I was.

“Okay Quanna, I’m proud of you no doubt. I’m willing to help with that ma, but if I see you taking advantage of some shit, I’m gon’ call you out on it.”

I looked her right in the eyes to let her know how serious I was. She smiled wide and ran up to me placing her breast on my hard chest and kissing me on the neck. I felt my manhood swell up so I wasted no time turning her ass around and bending her over the island. Yes, I didn’t mind fucking my baby’s mother but it had to be for a good cause. Digging into my Levi jeans, I pulled out a condom from the inside of my wallet. Rolling it down my wide shaft I thrust hard into her while squeezing her perky breast. Her walls could use a tune-up, but it was wet pussy for the moment so I made the best out of it. I gave her death strokes as she tried her hardest to stifle her moans.

“Ooooo baby daddy you killing this pussy.”

No response was the best response I could give. I pictured Nia’s face scrunched up from my long strokes and almost reached my peak until Laquanna started bucking hard on my dick snatching the nut that I had on the rise. I had to straighten myself as well as my thoughts, I couldn’t keep picturing Nia every time I fucked someone. Doing that only put me in a more somber mood and filled with more guilt.

“You think I can get some more tonight?”

I thought to tell her ass no but then I thought about the deep throat head she gave. I nodded my head as I prepared to take Kayori to the gun range. I needed to make sure her aim was on point in case a pussy nigga tried her while she was taking care of my daughter. Focusing back on the mission at hand, I decided to hire Kayori. I didn’t feel like going through extra interviews with other people. I also wanted to keep a good distance from her, because she intrigued me. Intrigued me in a way to want to know her story and how she got those scars. I mentally checked myself. It was none of my business and I didn’t need to get on a personal level with the help. However, I wanted to create some sort of relationship with her because she was going to be taking care of my daughter.

“How much you think I should pay this chick for watching Mattea?” I don’t know why I asked my BM such a question. I was really just thinking out loud. You think she’s gon’ be like Nia when she’s not, dumb nigga! You need to just beat her momma’s ass and make her be a real mother when she’s the reason our Nia is dead. I shook off that crazy voice that entered my head from time to time and looked a Quanna for her response. She gave me a look but answered me anyway.

“A chick like her? Shit, she would be good with a salary of twelve hundred based upon her attire.” She chuckled and I ignored her ignorance. “B you sure you ok? You want me to take you back to that doctor? You seem like you be dazing out.”

She tried to touch my arm but I stepped away from her and gave her a serious look. You need to handle her before I do! You see how she always trying to fuck with some shit? Clamping my eyes shut, I pinched the bridge of my nose and calmed myself, making a mental note to take my medication when I got home.

“She needs more than that. My daughter’s gon’ be in her care.”

Walking away from Quanna, I made my way back into the living room. Kayori sat peacefully as she patted Mattea’s back. She was sound asleep as Kayori texted with her free hand, bouncing her leg.

“Well, I want to welcome you on board. You will start next week with a salary of forty-five hundred a month.”

She stood to her feet all smiles and shook my hand eagerly.

“Thank you so much Mr. Praise. You will not be disappointed.”

Her eyes misted over as she let my hand go to calm herself. That made me happy that I would be able to change whatever financial situation she was in. I could see the relief on her face as she grabbed her purse preparing herself to leave.

“I know it’s last-minute but I need to take you to the gun range to see what you working with. You will have a pistol whenever you’re out and about with my daughter to protect her.”

I watched her face go through a series of emotions, then it went to no emotion as she smiled and spoke.

“Sure, ok I’m free for the evening.”

Later That Evening…

“It’s about time you brought your sexy ass home.”

My in-denial baby momma was living in a fantasy world as she attempted to approach and kiss me. Of course, I curved her lips. I kept shit smooth for my little shorty. I broke Quanna off whenever I had the energy too, but it was slim to none. It was like every couple of months. I was so paranoid fucking her I could barely stay hard. When I nutted, I took my condom, wrapped it in a paper towel, and tucked it in my pants pockets.