Page 5 of A Beast Captured My Heart

“Where my princess Mattea at?” I asked as I looked around the house to make sure it was clean and up to par. Rolling her eyes, she switched her narrow ass away from me sitting on the couch with her legs opened giving me a view of her pussy. She was so damn desperate, it turned me off tremendously. Laquanna was a beautiful dark skin woman. She would have been even more beautiful if she acted like a lady and not a slut all the damn time. She was far from wifey material but even though she was trifling, she tried to be the best mother she could and I couldn’t deny her of that. I secretly hated her though. I held resentment towards her for my Nia baby. In my eyes, I felt like if she never threw that party for our daughter, my baby would still be here. She wouldn’t have packed up and left. Deep down I knew it was all my fault still to begin with but Quanna was the main reason Nia left. Staring at Laquanna I said a silent prayer. I prayed that she found a decent man for herself so she could stop hounding me. She stayed all in my grill, calling me twenty or more times a day. If she saw me with a girl, she would act a fucking fool. All while knowing I ain’t with her. She felt like since I was her baby daddy, I was her man and that shit made me sick to my stomach.

“She’s sleep B. I still can’t believe you even named my baby that ugly ass name.”

Mattea meant the gift of God. Quanna was just too lazy or slow to look up the meaning so I never explained the shit. I called her Tea for short at times, but I loved her full name. She held her iPhone in front of her making a video. She was making ugly ass faces and she thought was cute. She turned the camera my way as I stomped toward her. I snatched her phone and broke it, before throwing it down.

“Bitch is you TMZ! You know I don’t play those games with you. Now get your ass up! Put some clothes on. I only came to give Tea a kiss before I head home.”

She gave me sad, puppy eyes, and I exhaled pinching the bridge of my nose. She was about to start up her bullshit. I dug in my pants pockets and threw a couple hundred on the bed so she could buy herself another phone tomorrow.

“I thought you said I could have some more.” Her voice went small and low as I shook my head.

“I thought so too but I have other things to do.”

“But I told Tea that daddy would make breakfast with me in the morning. You don’t think it’s good that she can wake up to her daddy for a change?”

Pulling out a blunt, I lit it as I pushed my thoughts to the back of my head.

“Look Quanna I got a couple of moves to make. If I do come back, I’ll sleep in a guest room but not with you. Stop trying to make this shit into something it’s not.”

I turned on my feet ignoring whatever it was she was about to say and headed out the door.

Quanna

Idid a quick line of powder soon as Beast walked out of the house. I was super fucking horny. I needed dick like now. The shit made me want to cry. Before I got pregnant with my daughter, Beast was fucking me every other day sometimes twice a day. Now I’d get lucky if I got him to hit it once a damn month. I wanted to be a family with his crazy ass so bad. When I first met him, I fell in love. Now I’m infatuated with him. Knowing Beast was going out tonight, I needed to find out where so I picked up the second phone that I had hidden from Beast. I called my informant well my secret fuck buddy to get the tabs that I needed to have on my man.

“Quanna what you want? I’m supposed to be meeting up with B in a minute baby.”

Rolling my eyes I felt my nipples grow hard.

“Tell him you got something to do, I need you now. Where y’all going tonight anyway, and don’t lie nigga!” I yelled as I took another line in. Niggas were weak well niggas like this one. Most niggas needed a good shot of pussy and head from a bad bitch like me and you could control their entire life. I just wish Beast could be that way.

“Alright, baby. I’m on the way. Get naked for daddy.”

I got excited as I ended the call and made my way to my master bedroom to shower and get fresh. I lit candles, unlocked the front door, and lay in the middle of my bed as I started to play with my yoni. I hated to stoop low on Beast but I also had needs. While I figured a way to his heart like that bitch Nia, I’d stay close to my side nigga so I could clock my main niggas moves.

Chapter Four

KAYORI

Stepping out of my Comfort Zone

Feeling real accomplished, I looked at myself in the floor-length mirror and smiled. My make-up was done to perfection and I felt secure and positive with myself. I placed my false mink lashes on perfectly and you couldn’t tell if I had scars or not. It was Friday night and Lay convinced me to go out and celebrate my new job at the hottest club in Vegas. I checked out my outfit and felt pleased. I got the outfit for fifteen dollars on sale a Ross with some sexy sandals that wrapped up my thick legs stopping under my kneecaps. I wore an all-black sweater dress that stopped over my knees.

“Oh, hell nah! You will never get none dressing like that at the hottest club in Vegas! See that’s why I went to the mall and copped you something sexy as fuck.”

Rolling my eyes, Lay tossed me the bag of clothes. I noticed a pair of heels were in there as well. Sighing, I pulled the dress out and sighed again. I was not that confident to sport something like this.

“I’m not taking no for an answer Kay, so go ahead and get dressed. I’ll see you in the living room. I already pre-gamed. We gotta celebrate big tonight!”

She left me struggling with my thoughts as I convinced myself it was only for the night. When I pulled the dress out and got a good look at it, my first mind wanted to put it back in the bag and return it to the sender. I didn’t want Lay to think I was so unappreciative and such a party pooper so I opted out. I was plus size but not sloppy. Everything on me was well proportioned. I only had a small pouch for a stomach and a little bit of cellulite on my thighs. It wasn’t bad but I noticed it. The main insecure part of my body was my arms and this dress left my arms exposed, making me want to get a jacket to go with the black mini dress. The whole back to the dress was gone, leaving my two small rolls in the back exposed so I chose to wear my hair down and throw a couple of loose curls in it to cover the baby rolls up. I had to take my bra off because a black bra strap wouldn’t go with the thin-strapped mini dress. Thank God my double D titties sat up at a little attention.

When I turned sideways, my eyes damn near popped out of their sockets when I see how much of a deep cuff the dress gave my ass. It was definitely an attention grabber. I stared at myself for a very long time, and then I finally approved. The last step was the heels. They weren’t that high but it was enough to know at the end of the night my feet would be hurting. I sprayed a little Versace bright crystal on then went to my jewelry box. I opted out of my gold bamboos. They were too ghetto for this look. I put on a pair of diamond stud earrings with the thin diamond necklace that was left behind by my mom and was satisfied. Every time I dressed myself, I had to stare at myself in different lightings just to make sure I looked the part. Especially if I wore make-up. I wanted to make sure my scars were concealed and my face looked flawless.

Standing in the bathroom mirror now, I made sure my red lipstick was perfect. I noticed one of the small scars on my forehead not covered well enough and decided to add a couple of baby hairs to complete the look. Feeling fully satisfied and sexy with myself, I gave myself a pep talk. Maybe just maybe I could score a date, not to make anything serious but to get laid for once and let him go. When I stepped into the living room, Meshalay was putting her blunt out in the ashtray. With slight red eyes, she looked up at me and smiled wide making me feel even better. Standing to her feet, she walked around me and clapped her hands, slapping me on my bodacious booty. I laughed at her crazy tail self.

“If I was a nigga, I’d bend that ass over right now!”

She bit her fist and fake grabbed her imaginary dick causing me to blush.