Page 48 of Bless My Body

W hy the fuck did I let her walk out of my apartment? I’m a goddamn idiot. She basically offered

me her pussy on a silver platter, and I let her walk out the door.

I think her awkwardness threw me off. Hell, I think my awkwardness threw me off. But

now that she’s gone, I know I want her here. I need her here. This is the moment I’ve been waiting

years for. I’m not letting her walk away so she has a chance to change her mind.

Without another thought, I fling the door open and run down the stairs. I fly out the front door just

in time to see Celine opening her car door. “Celine!”

She turns to see me running to her. I stop just inches from her, thankful for all the miles I’ve been

running on the treadmill so I’m not out of breath when I catch up to her.

“What’s wrong?” she asks.

“Let’s do it,” I tell her. Her eyes widen, but I see the fire ignite in them.

“Right now?”

“Yeah, why not?” I hope I’m playing it cool and not like I’m desperate to have her. Even though I

am desperate and dying inside each minute I don’t have her.

“What about your roommates?” she questions. It’s cute that she’s acting all shy because I know

she doesn’t care if people hear her. In fact, I think she gets off on it.

“I don’t care about them. Plus, I hear them fucking all the time, so it’ll just be payback.”

She laughs, but she puts her hand in mine and lets me lead her back to my apartment.

We walk through the door, and Sadie’s head immediately flies in our direction. She shakes her

head in disapproval, but I don’t give a shit. She can think whatever she wants.

I bring Celine into my room and shut the door. The sun is going down, making the room feel dark,

but I don’t bother turning on the lights. I like it to be dark. It sets the mood, but I also feel like my

partners are more comfortable in the dark. They’re usually willing to get a little kinkier if the lights

are off.

I watch as Celine drops her bag to the floor. She looks unsure, like she doesn’t know exactly what

to do, which is silly because Celine is probably the more experienced one out of the two of us.

“So, um, how should we start this?” she asks. I try my best not to laugh. I can tell I’m going to

have to start this off to get her warmed up.

“Take off your clothes,” I command.

“Just… just like that?” she stammers. I look her up and down. I can’t believe that I’m going to