Page 130 of Declan

Perfect.

He’d lifted the ban on positions and Declan took me however he wanted, but it didn’t matter how that happened—when we came together, we connected. In the last fifteen months, there’d never been a time I didn’t feel his love. Hard and fast, slow and sweet, we made love. Every time.

But you know what he hadn’t allowed? Me taking him in my mouth. I was over it. So over it, I’d seriously contemplated handcuffing him to our awesome new bed in our awesome new house. The problem was, it was awesome, therefore I didn’t want him breaking the slats of the headboard. I also didn’t want the wood marred with scratch marks. So I hadn’t handcuffed him, but I was impatient and done.

Which brought us to now.

“Wanna make a deal, honey?”

“Does the deal include your sweet pussy wrapped around my cock?”

“Nope. But it includes my mouth wrapped around your thick cock.”

“Autumn,” he hissed.

Hissed, like a freaking serpent.

“The deal is, you can have however many goats you want if you let me suck your dick.”

He wheezed in a breath and narrowed his eyes.

Yes, we were negotiating about goats. He wanted them, I didn’t. We already had two horses. I didn’t have to take care of them, Declan did. But I’d read up about goats, they ate everything and I didn’t want the new garden I’d planted to be desecrated by the hungry beasts.

“And you have to promise you’ll keep your goats out of the yard.”

“Baby—”

“It’s been over a year. I’m ready. You know it. So whatever the deal is, it’s your deal, not mine. So tell me, why don’t you want it?”

Declan surged up and over me, one elbow on the mattress taking most of his weight, the other dove into my hair and held me in place.

“Make no mistake, baby, I wanna feel those lips wrapped around my cock. But you know what I want more? You in a good state of mind. You smiling. You happy. You healthy.”

“I’m all those things, Dec, you make sure of it.”

“Right. So can you see why I’m not all fired up to risk setting us back? You think I’d do anything that would trigger something unpleasant for you? Baby, I don’t need a blowjob. I need you smiling, laughing, happy, healed, and whole. Nothing else. Just that.”

God, I loved him.

“I’m giving you a damn blowjob, Declan.”

God, seriously, what woman had to beg her man to allow her to suck him off? Didn’t that go against the laws of nature or some such shit? Shouldn’t his man card be revoked? So annoying.

His brows creased, and since my hand was on his back, I felt the muscles under my palm tense.

“Autumn—”

“I heard you,” I whispered. “And I love the way you protect me. But what you’re not hearing is, I need this. I’m not broken so stop treating me like I am. No boundaries, honey. Nothing between us.”

“Fuck,” Dec clipped and rolled off me and settled on his back. “Have at it, baby.”

Have at it?

Yes, please.

I scrambled to my knees, crawled over to him, and stared down at a very hard, very long dick.

And froze.