“Um.”
He started to knife up, misunderstanding my hesitation, and I planted a hand on his chest, shoving him back down.
“I don’t know where to start,” I admitted, not feeling the slightest bit of embarrassment.
This was Declan, we had no room for awkwardness or blushing. I could do anything, say anything, ask anything, and be myself totally with no judgment.
“First thing, is to check your teeth,” he told me. “The tip is sensitive, but specifically the underside. Lick, suck, do whatever you want, but keep my cock wet. You wanna play with my balls that’d be appreciated. Roll, pull, but do not squeeze. And if you can’t take all of me, don’t force it. Use your hand, and stroke while your mouth’s on me.”
After he was done with his instructions, I looked back down, lowered my head, and took a long lick from root to tip.
Declan groaned and I did it again, wetting him as I went. After a few minutes of licking, I gained courage, fisted him, and gave him a few pumps with my hand before I took the tip in my mouth and swirled my tongue around the tip and paid special attention to the thick vein on the underside.
“Eyes,” he grunted. “Keep your eyes on mine.”
Oh, yeah, I could get down with this. I took more of him in my mouth and he groaned again.
“Christ.”
He was hungry. So hungry, my pussy throbbed. Excitement leaked down my thighs, and if I wasn’t so determined to make this good for him, I would’ve touched myself.
Next time I was so doing that.
I played.
Declan groaned.
And I played more until I found a rhythm using my mouth and hand in tandem. The taste of him filled my senses, the sounds of his pleasure filled my ears, and I felt full.
Full of happiness.
Full of love.
Full of the healing powers that Declan possessed.
Only him.
My home. My beast. My protector. My lover.
“Enough. Get your ass up here and ride me,” Declan grunted.
I didn’t stop.
“You got two seconds to get your sweet ass up here, Autumn. You don’t move, I’ll haul your pussy up here myself.”
My pussy spasmed, more wet leaked, but I didn’t move fast enough because Declan’s hands went under my pits and he hauled me up. Before I could blink, I was planted on his cock and all the oxygen whooshed from my lungs.
“Sweet blowjob, baby. Best head I ever got. No fucking joke. But when I come, I come in you. So when I tell you to ride my cock, you listen, yeah?”
I wanted to tell him that him blowing in my mouth was still technically coming inside of me, but my explanation died in my throat.
Declan looked hot and turned way the hell on. He looked fierce in his desire. Desire I’d created, hunger I’d built.
Hell, yes, I was so down with giving him a blowjob if this is what I earned.
“Yeah, honey, I get you.”
“Ride me, Autumn, and you better find it fast. You got me to the edge.”